Saturday, March 15, 2003

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keri's ruins fell at 10:51 p.m.

Saturday, March 15, 2003

Hey!Wow I havnt written in a while.Been a busy busy girl...Anywho....just been playing softball a lot...VARSITY BABY!!!!!#13....look for my name in the paper ;) haha. Lets see........Last night was lame.I stayed hoem and talked on the phone.I was HOPING to get to see James but he was goign to a kick back..then he called me at midnight and asked if I was still going to go to his house......wtf?lol.I REALLY hope I get to see him today........cos my game was cancelled and I just wanna see him!!!!I hardley talked to hima ll week cos stupid games and work......oi.lol...Well my foot is fallin asleep now.....I really have nothing to great to say...DANNY IS SENDING ROGER AND I LAKER BUMPER STICKERS SIGNED BY SHAW!!!!I hope anyway..he has them..its a matter of sending them.Um....ok Im going to go now...PEACE

keri's ruins fell at 09:21 a.m.

Monday, March 3, 2003

Wow whata weird night of sleep!So many bizarre dreams...I dremt that I was in a concentration camp....Everythign was dark and brown or black and I didnt recognize any of the people I was with,but they were all my friends...there was about 7 of us with each other....The guards always made us strip naked when we did things...And when we bathed it was in a VERY dark room with one brown light..and the water looked black,and we all bathed in a big swimming pool....and I couldnt shave my leg cos a giant chunk of thick skin was going to peel off and it was very painful...And now that I remember that,I do rememebr hayley being in that dream,because she had skin peeling off too...I also had a dream that I went to the DMV,and instead of walking up the huge sidewalk,i like thrust my arm in fron of me and i went flying super fast all the way to the front doors,and once I was inside,people were watching the news and some guy had breeded GIANT racoon/ostrich things....ostrich bodies with racoon heads and tails...and on the TV they were running around like crazy killing people and people were trying ot kill them too..Yah.Bu tnow I am just sitting here listening to Queens of the Stoneage....eating my fruity pebbles...NO ONE is online ocs EVERYONE is at school......IF I could have gotten my car last night like we planned,I WOULD be out there right now baby-ing her up.lol....tonight-tonight...I am going to PRAY I get my license!Ok well Ill go now.buh bye~love you guys

keri's ruins fell at 08:58 a.m.

Sunday, March 2, 2003

Hey there.I sapose Ill write about my weekend.Friday night EVERYONE left my house but me....Eventually I did too tho.James and I went to go see The Recruit at like 1030 PM....It was a really good movie,a little confusing at times,but other than that it was good.I didnt get home until 1240ish but by then everyone else was home and asleep.Saturday mornign I woke up at 8-oi.We had a double header softball scrimmage against Rim of the World...Their bus broke down so our game started a hour and a half late,but it was pretty fun...I hit a triple and got to play 3rd base for a very long time so it was great.Plus we won.After THAT I came home and chilled for hours and hours while everyone but me left again----thank god im only car-less till tomorrow!James asked if I wanted to go out with some friends but I couldnt find anyone who could go out.......so that didnt happen :( but I ended up going to Hayley's at like 8 or something like that.Michelle came over too and we watched movies and stuff...James and Tom wanted us to go out so they called the cell but hayleys parents wouldnt have been down with that so we fell asleep.lol.Today Hayley and I went and saw Old School!!!It was freaking hilarious!!!!GOOD movie!!Im gonna try and take James if he isnt super busy all the time.Yes, IM going to pay for once,lol.It was cool cos when we bought the tickets,the 1st guy didnt even think twice...but the girl checking tickets looked a us all suspicious but she didnt card us.Then we ran all over trying to find Knock Around Guys on DVD cos Hayleys a VD freak!LoL.FINALLY found it.......came hoem and watched some of it...and just hung out,then she went home...ive been relaxing...and now im bored.Tomorrow I go take my DMV drivers test at BARSTOW..oi vey I hope I pass...and right after that we go pick up MY car :) ha........94 Mitsubishi Galant....BAD ASS SYSTEM.but now I g2g...So ill ttyl bye!

keri's ruins fell at 09:51 p.m.

Tuesday, February 25, 2003

Hey people~~~Well yesterday was my REAL bday.It went well.Got a few happy birthday phone calls and emails.Last night James called me and asked me if I was goign otu and I said no cos I had just gone out with everyone the night before..so we were talkign and he had to get off...and I called him back around 730 to see if he coudl come over and he wasnt home...So i put on some PJ's and crap,lol and got ready to chill in bed...like 5 mins later he comes walkign in my door with a bunch of balloons and a little stuffed rabbit and a rose :D I was like "awwwwww"....lol.SO that was nice.This mornign I woke up and went to the DMV to go get my licnese and gee guess what!!!They cancelled all behind-the-wheels because teh streets were flooded because of the rain!!!I was SOOO pissed off because now I cant get it until MARCH 12th!!!And i STILL dont have a car....arg.....so now I am at home....doing homework,takign a break right now obviously.I have NO idea if I have practice for softball or not.They shoudl have teh Varsity team pretty much decided by today or next saturday.But im going to go,.PEACE

keri's ruins fell at 12:03 p.m.

Sunday, February 23, 2003

Ah!Great time!Looks like Im celebrating my bday for 4 whoel days this year!LoL.Friday night my mom,robb,melissa and I went to dinner at Los Domingos and they came and put a sombraro on me and sang to me and brought me soem cheese cake and took a polaroid of me!hahahahaha.Its a funny picture!It was quite yummy too.Then that night we came home and James called me and said that he and tom and Dustin had rented a suite at the Red Roof Inn..SOOOOOOOO at like 945 PM we convinced our parents to let Melissa dn I go out..It was a lot of fun!!melissa was being pimpstress and got with Dustin AND Tom...Im really glad she got with Tom!!He deserved some.lol.So we go thome around 1145.....then around 1230 Laura came over,haha. SATURDAY was a GREAT day!!We woke up and went car shopping a little bit...then the famous Sam came over with Kim,and how sweet is this?He bought us Del Taco!!!FOOD!!!haha.We were starving....He is a VERY nice guy!!!!I DEFINATLEY approve!!He's very respectful and well manored and very nice and he's easy to talk to and he is fun. We hugn out here for a while then he took us all to Target adn Kim's haha........came back here for a bit....then he had to go home cos he had work and stuff.then we started gettign ready for my "party".It was Laura,Melissa,Kim,Hayley,James,Tom,Justin,Tino,Ryan and I.Awww Hayley brought me 16 purple and yellow balloons,some flowers and licorice!!!!I was all "awwwwwwwwwwwww" ....lol...It was just a little kick back but it was HELLA FUN!We had teh music blasted and we had good food and a fire in teh backyard and everyoen was laughign and having fun...Then we all sat down for a bit to watch a movie BUT not too far into it we hear this weak little "honk!honk honk!" haha and we look out side and Ryan and Tino come riding up on their little motor scooter/moped hahahahahahaha,it was so funny!That thing is fun tho!I raced Tom on it when he was in his truck,haha,i was going a whoppin 20 mph!And the sad thign is after a while it starts to lose battery power,and Ryan was holding on to the back of it while he was on the skateboard and i was pulling him and he started passing me!!!!!!haha.James had to leave at like 11 but he was goign to try and come back....but never got to.I dont know if you all remember,but Ryan and I are the peasant of "Tinopia"....and Tino and Laura are teh emperor and empress....well last night,we revolted and kicked some emperor ass...It all started cos tehre was ONE powdered doughnut in the garage.....and Ryan wanted it,SO I picked it up and threw it at him..WELL that left white powder all over his shirt and face,so he threw it at me,so i threw little chunks at him.....and then I grabbed more and sai d"wait Ryan,we're sapossed to be on teh same side" and I smashed doughnut in tino's hair.....haha..THEN Melissa came out of teh ous ewith whip cream,just puttin it in her mouth,well she gave Ryan some and he put it in his hand and came up to me and smeared it ALLLLLLLLL over my face,haha.....SO that started another war!!!!and i DID get him back!!!I think he got me back more,but we were both messy enough,so we teamed up to go after the "buttheads" Laura and Tino who THINK they rule us,haha.....So we busted a mission in the dark to go fidn them and "whip" their asses...We got Laura GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDD like better than any of us had gotten the others..lol..It was like midnight 30 and we were running up and down the street covered in whip cream and laughing haha...we coudlnt really catch Tino before we ran out...SO Laura squirted him with the hose instead.HAHAHAHAHA.It was so fun.Tom left around 1230..and hayley,melissa,laura,tino and ryan and I just chille din teh garage.We all have so much fun together!they're easy to be dorks around.We ended up with blankets and crap out there and we turned off teh lights and were just talkign and being dorks back there for hours!!I finally came in the house around 330 AM to clean up!!haha......and cos I was FREEZING my ass off!!!By that time I was like "Um,ryan,I dont think your mom wants you back!" haha...she DID call thoughmat 430 AM!!!!And Ryan was asleep on the recliner in the garage but uh I guess he had to go home cos not to long afterwards,I heard the garage door open and a little "honk honk"! haha..Woke up this AM....watched Moulan Rouge,had pancakes....everyoen eventually got home.....snd now Im chillin.But I g2G do homework,so PEACE OUT!

keri's ruins fell at 03:30 p.m.

Saturday, February 15, 2003

Ha,dad didnt make it to the car lot...i guess we'll go tomorrow.James came over tonight.He was stressing out really bad so HE asked ME if he could come over!We watched Silence of the Lambs..ha ha ha.His mom came and got him at 1115 cos his car STILL isnt fixed...and now I just BARLEY ate dinner and I am waiting for Laura and Kim to call and sneak into my house haha...they went out and cant be home at kim's this late so they are coming here and ill just tell my mom in the morning some story.Boy do I have things to tell them!!Ok well Im out,but check out these lyrics!lmao... "Fuck Her Gently" This is a song for the ladies. But fellas listen closely . You don't always have to fuck her hard. In fact sometimes that's not right to do . Sometimes you've got to make some love . And fuckin give her some smoochies too . Sometimes ya got to squeeze . Sometimes you've got to say please . Sometime you've got to say hey . I'm gonna Fuck you softly . I'm gonna screw you gently . I'm gonna hump you sweetly . I'm gonna ball you discreetly . And then you say hey I bought you flowers . And then you say wait a minute sally . I think I got somethin in my teeth . Could you get it out for me . That's fuckin teamwork . Whats your favorite posish? . That's cool with me . Its not my favorite . But I'll do it for you . Whats your favorite dish? . Im not gonna cook it . But ill order it from Zanzibar . And then I'm gonna love you completely . And then I'll fuckin fuck you discreetly . And then I'll fucking bone you completely . But then I'm gonna fuck you hard . Hard.

keri's ruins fell at 11:48 p.m.

Saturday, February 15, 2003

Hey there weenies.Man ok...I got to go car shopping today!!Now we dont have a WHOLE lot of money so I wasnt expecting a whoel lot....looked at a escort,crap.Looked at a grand am,pretty nice but they remind me a lil of grandma cars.Looked at a accord,real nice....Then...I fell in love....with a CAMARO!!!OMFG!!!If I dont get this car,Ill be very upset!!!I saw it and was like "BAM!Gotta get that!"....lol..checked it out,veeeeeeeerrrrrrrryyyyy nice...took it for a test drive,GOT ME HOOKED!!!Sooooooooooo nice!!!!Its got a PERFECT white paint job and it is just SO Fluckin NICE!!!Its a LITTLE bit too expensive for us tho..BUt teh guy saw how much I liked it and said he could let it go for $4500 or $4600...Thats where butthead dad comes in..He said before that he coudl try to pitch in some money for me...Well...in this case it woudl be about 2K.....God help me!!I told him about it on teh phone and he pretty much sai d"Ive never seena good car come off that lot.that guy sells shit cars".....wtf?!SO!I WANT IT!LoL...I drove it!its VERY nice!!!Handles SWEET!!!Not too fast definatley not too slow!!!Looks good!works good!I NEED IT!He said he'd stop by there and look at it after he goes to some funeral..Ill be VERY upset if hhe says no.I LOVE IT!I NEED that car!!!I fell in freaking love!!!That IS,it WILL be my car!!!Too bad I need my dads help to get it cos i would say "fuck you im buying it!"..He's such a picky person.Gosh!You cant buy much for a whopping $2500!!!I have seen like 3 cars for that!!!and they are falling apart!!!!I hope he realizes all this and gooooooooooooood I WANT THAT CAR!!!Its so beautiful!!!And mom said I looked good in it....and they could all see that being my car. AAHHHHHH!!!!anyoen want to give me or loan me 2k????I could get a job asnd work it off!I so would!!!Or I coudl liek clean your room every single day!!!Or something!!!THAT CAR WOULD BE MY BABY!!!!!Im considering callign my dad and PLEAING to him before he goes to think about how I cant get shit for the money we have and how much I LOVE that car...although with my dad I dont htink it would work...Instead I thinkIm going to go and PRAY PRAY PRAY!

keri's ruins fell at 01:14 p.m.

Friday, February 14, 2003

Well Hey it's only 8 o' clock on Vday night but I can already tell you how it went.Well I had a great Valentines DAY but the shitiest Vday night.....After school I had Kim and Laura come voer so Kim coudl do my hair really cute for tonight....so I came hoem and called James at work and I asked him if we were going to go out tonight and he said no cos he hadnt gotten his car back yet...Okay so yeah that really bummed me out....but I figured "hey theres still a chance we can hang out tonight at my house"......k so we got off teh phone cos he was at work and he said he'd call me when he got home.In the meantime Kim invited me to go with Laura and her to the little dance they were going to if for some reason James and I couldnt hang out...Which sounded REALLY fun but I told them I wanted to spenf Vday wioth my bf but Id definatley try to go if ity didnt work out...So they go home, I wait and wait and wait for him to call me.....by the tiem he calls me,mom and robb have already left and gone out on their date...Well I told him I had a present fo rhim and he said pretty much that he wanted to get me flowers and stuff but couldnt since he had no car to get around...thought that counts right?THEN he gets a call on the other line and I waited for like 5 minutes for him to click back and finally I hung up cos he knows I hate waiting....he didnt cal me back so like 20 minutes later I call him "you cant call anyoen back or what?" "ha,nah i had someone on the otehr line "----and tehn I think he realised what he had said,i wanted to yell "hello!I was on teh other line FIRST!!!your GIRLFRIEND on VDAY!".. bu the was likwe "Ill call you back ok?"...so i said alrite and hung up....so yeha i was feelign super shitty....I got the impression that he wasnt coming over....and it was gettign close to 7 already so I needed to figure otu if I was going to the dance so I could get the $5.....OR I needed to get ahold of Roger and see if he was goign to Donnie's party so thatr I could at least go to that.......so I called James again and I just said "hey I just wanetd to know if your going to be able to come over tongiht?" and he sai d"no i dont think so,I just got yelled at" and I said "oh okay" and i guess i soudned disapointed and he said "whats wrong?" and i said "nothing........Im just bored" and he was like "oh" and started talkign about how he was sick so i said "mayeb you shoudl go to bed and try and get some rest then" and he asked me what I was doing tomorrow and I said that i didnt know and he said "so nothing?" and i said i guess and he asked if I was havign any friends over or anything and i said i didnt kno and then he was like "ok well i think im goign to go to bed now." and i said "ok bye" and he said "blow me a kiss" so i did and he blew me one and he i said "ok bye" and he said "........ill talk to you later" and i sai d"ok bye" and hung up.Dude,even if he did come over tomorrow....I'll have Laura and Kim here and I woudl REALLY liek to spend quality ALONE time with him!that is somethign I havnt had in a long time!!Thats why I was looking SOOOO forward to tongiht.After we hung up i was jsut really upset that i was spending ANOTHER vday alone even tho I had a bf...and I was getting stupidly emotional and when I get like that the best thing for me to do is leave so igrabbed teh cell and left my house.I didnt kno where I was goign but I ended up walking over to Donnies.....but I never went in...Instead I called Kim....and then Roger to see if he was going to the party....and then I was determined nto to have my night be lame so I called Hayley and even SHE couldnt come over!!So taht is how my vday night was ruined by 8 PM.....And now Gary gave me a vday present...so Im going to go.bye

keri's ruins fell at 08:29 p.m.

Wednesday, February 12, 2003

Hey people.Came home sick today around 1130..Got to rest all day so hopefully I'll be better soon.WHOA!Last night dad took me to Kay's Jewelers and bought me a $250 ring!It is SO beautiful tho!!Its got 3 pink gems in the middle and two little little diamonds on both sides.Then we went to Cold Stone Ice Cream...MMMMM.I dont really know what to write.I have plenty I could say,but some of it is not the wisest to write on the net.And by reading that I bet one person will think Im talking about somethign that has to do with them but really im talkign about someone who doesnt even really have access to the net...lol....But outta respect I wont write anything.But when it comes down to it,i guess it has somethign to do with teh person who'll think it has to do with them,because it does have to do with them in a way because they have to do with me.......Yeah.Ok so I think im going to go pass out now.Goodnight.

keri's ruins fell at 07:11 p.m.

Monday, February 10, 2003

Hey guys.Saturday night Laura and I just pretty much chilled.James and Tom came by but only for about 30 minutes.Yesterday Laura and I wok eup at 7 and stole the TV in the living room and watched "Meet Me In St.Louis" ....I love those old movies!Anywho,when Laura woke up we had a big erge to get out of teh house and go do something...so we got ready and crap and went to the mvies to go see Biker Boyz.It was a good movie but I think I went in having too big of expectations.There's a lot of skin in that movie but unfortunatley not enough of it belongs to guys!THEN we took laura home,i came home and did some homework,then James asked if I wanted to go see a movie with him.....So we went and saw Final Destination 2...Very good movie!Not as good as the first one,but sequals usually arnt.James clutch in hi scar is temporarily out of order,lol, so we had to wait outside for his mom to come pick us up and it was COOOOLDD.But it was nice cos we kept each other warm :) Today I WAS going to go down to Loma Linda and skateboard BUT I decided I needed to stay home and get some homework done before my doctor's appointment....so that is that.But I guess I will go because I DO need to get some work done.Peace my little munchkins.

keri's ruins fell at 10:23 a.m.

Saturday, February 8, 2003

Hey there people!!!Well last night was interesting.lol.Sarah was having some peopel come over to her house to hang out.....Soooooooooooo she said I could bring Laura and James...so we get to her house and her mom told me they were all over at Kyle's....No big deal-he lives like 2 houses away..So we go ver there,and omg....1st 2 minutes we're there-----Sarah tries to hump us!!She was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hyper...CrAcKwHoRe...lol.They were all pretty hyper.It was weird being at Kyle's at first.I hadnt been over there since like summer after 8th grade or beginning of freshman year.Kim's with Kyle now.Its cute.They're good togeatehr cos she went out with him a long time ago and now they're back together and yea its just cute.Now he's gone out wiht me,kim and sarah.lol.And Laura was with his brother!damn see how that always happens with Laura and I?Anywho....I was surprised ot find out that their little sister Jade remembered me,prolly because of the many times where anthoney kicked me outta his room to go play with her.then we went back to Sarah's and stayed there for a lil bit and came home.We debated for a hour where we were going to go....and then ended up staying here.LAME huh??lol.James' car is a fast son of a gun!Well no...James is just a fast driver!I cant wait to get my car and licesne....Ill get to go to Montebello and drive myself wherever whenever.....For example...This morning...ABSOLUTLEY NO food in the house....no transportation anywher....2 starving girls here...lol....So Laura and I had to walk all the way to AMPM and buy food.....lol.Its not like Walmart is the next block over either!o well.......we walk a lot.lol.Dad's going ot be very picky on teh car I decide to buy.I kno it......He might not let me go down to teh acution in fontana cos he claims those cars usually have problems or they are the ones that dont get sol from lots.....SOOOOOOOOOOOO......James car is awsome and thats where he got his!!!but I guess Ill survive with looking around here.Its exciting :) Dad even found someone with one of my dream cars--Chevy Nova---But he doesnt kno if the guy will sell it...Yay-a car!Now i just need ajob!but until after softball season :( Anyways i guess ill go cos Im babbling...bye

keri's ruins fell at 12:52 p.m.

Tuesday, February 4, 2003

Hey yall!Gotta right about the weekend!It was very good!Friday night Melissa,Laur and I went to a lil punk gig..they always have really good bands but you can never really see then------yeah sucks WHEN YOUR SHORT!!!So we left that early and came back home and went jogging at like 9 pm lolIt was a lot of fun tho!!!I had a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOT of energy somehow!Saturday wew ere bums half teh day and then Ashley came over...James and I hooked her up with his boss Tom,he's only 18. Soooooooo that night all of us went to the pool hall.It was SO much fun!I have a lot of fun there....I sucked MAJOR ass at first,I was just embarassing myself....BUT 2 or 3 games into it,I was doing SOOOOO KICK ASS!Just takes Laura and I a while to warm up.lol.Anywho...I went 4-5....Played 2 games of Ashley and I Vs. Tom and James....One game of James and I Vs. Toma nd Ashley..And one against James....WHICH I MIGHT ADD-I won....yeah he thoguh he'd get cocky cos he had all his in before mine...but who caught up and pocketd the 8 ball?!MEEEE!Anywho.James made me run into a big fat harry man whiel i was there,and teh guys just made this creepy deep breathing "huh huh huh" kinda noise...oi.then we all came home...to my house that is.Laura and Melissa went and chille din teh garage and us other 4 watched Friday....well Ashley and tom did if you catch my drift;) hahaha.James and Tom left about 1130 and then we all stood up till like 130 or 2 having our lil girl talk.Sunday.....took Ashley and Laura home....then Melissa and I totally re-arranged my bedroom.It looks tizight!Thats all....nothign else exciting...STILL doing conditioning...O! the varsity teams gets to take their picture with a REAL cougar this year!How awsome huh?!?!?!I just gotta make it!lol.Bye!

keri's ruins fell at 05:36 p.m.

Saturday, February 1, 2003

Hong chi wah wee hai yi o cha cha ching o hai ha munez o hai he hauh hauh hohee how cha ing?::subtitles:: "Hi guys"....Jk lol.Anywho.Yesterday was a GREAT day!I wen to school hyped up on coffee...I sware I was like a crack head yesterday ,I was SO awake and energetic and in such a good mood!I loved it!So therefor school went damn well...I stoped by Hayley's before school...it was nice to see her parents!I miss them!!They are so nice!!After school Laura and I chilled in the garage with Gary and Kevin for hours and hours....They might make a song out of my "oath to beer" !!!! lmao...BUt they want to change it from my punk way to a more metal way...poo on that.Anywho Laura called Frankie and him and 2 of his friends were here for liek a whoppin 5 minutes!!LAME.lol..Melissa came down so we all went to the lil punk gig at Wherehouse music.They always have REALLY good bands but it kinda sucks cos they get SOOOO crowded that the hsort people,like us, cant even see the band.Last night teh bands were ISTRA,Lorene Drive, Same Way Again and Record Player Radio.ISTRA has played at our school before and they are really good,and I have a Lorene Drive Cd and tehy are awsome too....BUT we ended up leaving the gig early...came home,ate dinner,and then we all went for a run at like 845 lol..It was SO nice tho!!How crazy is this?Its FEBRUARY and yesterday it was 80* here....and at almost 9 PM we were out running in shorts and tank tops!Well part of the time it was less than that,lmao....LMAO..wooo...Laura and Melissa kno wut I mean.this morning I woke up at 630!!on SATURDAY!!!I came in my room,cleaned it really good....took my shwoer and blow dryed my hair....all by 830.lol...Now Im chillin listening to Coheed & Cambria while LAura blow dries her hair and Melissa finds some deoderant.lol.anyways.Life is great!!!Double date tongiht---Ashley & tom....James & I.woo woo!!POOL HALL!Anyways.Im out.bye!

keri's ruins fell at 10:29 a.m.

Wednesday, January 29, 2003

Hi guys.long time no write...softball keeps me busy!!!!conditioning anywho.Yeah today we spent 2 hours moving a giant pile of clay all over our field and to the dumpsters and back and forth and back and forth and raking and shoveling and patting and dumping and filling and hosing and over and over and over again!theres not a whole lot to say...failed yet ANOTHER math test,Scored a whopping 52%!!!Dropped my grade from 100% to 72%....oi.ummmmmmm.Im just going to go sorry that I am super boring.bye~

keri's ruins fell at 06:05 p.m.

Saturday, January 25, 2003

where is James?!I really want to make out with him right now.I blame Sean Paul's new song...... P.S.Do you hear the crickets?

keri's ruins fell at 06:21 p.m.

Saturday, January 25, 2003

Hey my followers,JK lol. SUPER BOWL TOMORROW BABY!!!I am ReAlLy excited!!!I dont really follow either of the two teams durring teh season but I have enough to know that the Raiders kicked major ass this year and that they are SO going to win!ok?Ok!Now see my mom has this theory, "the raiders are only in it for the money" ....SO she is not going for them,I sapose no one in my family is.XCEPT ME!!!Woo woo.She claims their fans always start fights and crap too,lol..so I was going around teh house going "woo raiders!yeah!Im gonna kick your ass!" to my mom hahahahahahaha..Anywho,tomorrow Laura and I are gonna hit the stores and get a lil raider-ed out.We're saporting them all the way~~Im hoping to find a black and white bandana and i need to find some black lipstick for under my eyes....if all else fails ima color some band-aids black!lol...I got my black and silver nails goign,and we're sportin their colors tomorrow...Dont worry I DEFINATLEY will take some pictures!!I guess the parentals are going to have some friends over--but I dont know wether Laura and I are gonna stick arund there to start crap or wut.I dont know anyone who is having a party tho...I think James parents are but thats prolly just family.Ok i think i have blabbed enough about how the raiders are going to WIN.Today laura,justin and I had teh house clean by 9 AM!!Spotless!Top to bottom....Yeah and right now I am at Laura's house becaus eits dylan's 8th birthday and we wanted to spend time with our little bro.LoL..He got pez. Pez rocks. did I mention how bad I wish i was in San Diego right now?!Oi..yea...i think my bro's down there...lucky lil punk. Hayley if your reading this----DUCK LIPS!!!!A LOANER AT THE MALL?!?!?!?!?!?!LMAO...Im glad that made you think of me,haha.Ok well I am going to jam!Ill see ya guys around,prolly AFTER the RAIDERS WIN....Peace~

keri's ruins fell at 05:44 p.m.

Wednesday, January 22, 2003

School was cold and boring...Excitment of the day:Writting Roger a 2 1/2 front and back letter.woo woo.Had conditionging for day #2....a little more sore AFTERWARDS today....Im not lookin forward to feelin it tomrrow-on cardio day!!Oi mom missed Laura and James around.haha.I definatley do too!!!!Man I miss James a lot right now...wish I could just give him a hug and kiss....SOON I hope!!!!!Laura was sick today :( GET BETTER LAURA!!!! I was goign to make her topramen(sp?!) and take it to school this am buuuuuut that didnt happen and its a good thing cos she didnt show up!!!Lets see anythign exciting???Ummmmmm.....no but I just have to say I REALLY hate that damn free lunch line b.s....That line is SO disgusting!!It makes me nacious!I am not even lying!!It is FULL of trash!!! Smelly,unshowered,pimple popping,nappy hair,GREASY haired,band geek sand raunchie geeks....Its sick.Not EVERYONE in that line is likethat but pretty damn close!!like .1% ISNT that way!!!EW its sick!It IS free lunch..but cmon now---Sorry i kno somepeople cant help it but cmon--I CANT STAND IT!!Enuff.im out!Here's a Coheed and Cambria quote: (i'll be home) in graver mistakes dear mom and dad, i write you in the letter that states (i'll be moving on) when the new days begun forget your son when he's out on his own point your gun in another direction now that you've cried yourself to sleep here in there after the fire

keri's ruins fell at 07:45 p.m.

Tuesday, January 21, 2003

WHOA!!!!A half black nerdy shaved head guy named Ben in Laura's PE class had 12 fingers!!CRAAAAAAAZY!Moving on!Today school was pretty much CRAPPY..ALtho...in PE we lifted--a good thing--in Sophy we had a sub and Sarah and I talked ALL period--another good thing--Dlo got moved into my sciend --cool for me,BAD for her--.O and I foudn out one of my "bestfriends" is not exactly keepin my secrets to well anymore....and yeah.I had day #1 of softball conditioning today.It went GREAT!I worked my ass off and did great...I am either ina LOT better shape this year than last,or I went in thinking i was gonna die!!Cos it did not seem NEAR as hard as last year..for some reason last year I remember thinkign I was going to die...this year i just needed my chapstick!!So I feel really good now from working out.I miss James.I know I just saw him Sunday.......but YEAH...Ima hopefully see him tonight!!!he's gotta come pick up his homework taht he left here....HOPEFULLY he can stay since you kno he is driving HIS car now!Perty car.I got invited to Allison Henry's surprise party Friday...dunno wether or not to go--I'll know everyoen there BUT James has his car now again so we can FINALLY go out PLUS Im a lil on the broke side for gifts PLUS I dunno if Ima wanan go there and jump in there lil freaky soul train dancing circle..lol.I save that for our dances yeah.BUT on the other hand,its a party, and I havnt hung with a bunch of those guys in a LONG time and they are SO fun!If anyoen else is going Email me and lemme kno!! Waiting4Nothing@wouldilie.com YEA!Hey dudes!on my report card!I freakin got 4 A's and 2 B's!!!Im so happy!I worked hard for those!Alrite Im out..ima get crackin on SCHOOL WORK! Lates

keri's ruins fell at 05:31 p.m.

Monday, January 20, 2003

Heylo guys!Wassabe?!Not a whole lot here.did I tell you guys' about James new car????I dont think so so I will now...He got it at teh Fontana Auto Auction again so he got a super good deal on it.He got a 94,blood red saturn coupe...Its kickin man!I LOVE having a boyfriend with a car!!FINALLY!!lol..Him having a job and going to school is awsome too cos it shows he is responsable...But then on the down side...he's gettign a promotion to assistant manager at work so he's goign to be working more.....thats great for him,but also a bummer cos he'll be all tired and not wanan go nowhere after work::cough cough:: MY HOUSE:: cough cough::But uh we will see.Anyways so yes its a vERY nice car...$1200 runs perfect..moving on...I mis montebello and even more,my montebello friends SOOOOO much!!!I put a picture of Chase and Erica on my wall paper for my comp today...yeah it made me all sad :( :( :( I REALLY miss them with a passion!!I want to go back as soon as possible....hopefully this month!Ill go down tehre a lto once I get my car!Promise!!.Today was MLK Day..so amen no school..just kick backerd today..cleaned hosue,did laundry...the lil housemaker crap...lol....I even ::gasp:: started on my writting assignment due Friday.Tomorrow starst day #1 of softball conditionging!!!As I call it,HELL MONTH.Pure running.Pretty much workign till Im about to pass out...Yeah if I remember correctly..last year I was asleep every night by 5....and ate dinner like 2wice teh entire time.lol...It shoudlnt be that bad this year tho Im hoping cos Im more in shape plus I dont have to stay teh entire 3 hours because I am a returning player from last year.Its worth it when you make the team..and when you realise "gee,Im gettin my ass whipped into shape"..lol.That is ALWAYS a plus!Man last night James and Roy came over...Roy broke a plastic chair in my garage and doesnt remember it,haha!Im gonna wait a day or 2 before I tell him he might have to pay for it because it's not ours!Well right now I am off to read...yea!READ!!Its this book about going to hell and back....Im FINALLY to teh part where teh aldy gets to hell....and if anyoen has Donte's Inferno...PLEASE let me kno!!IM BEGGING!!!I dotn read but these are 2 books i wanna read!mk peace!

keri's ruins fell at 08:20 p.m.

Sunday, January 19, 2003

Hi guys!Whast new?I havnt been updating much latley cos i just havnt been online.Im glued to teh phone now.lol....Well today was fun..Laura and I went to the mall and saw Just Married---GOOD movie!very funny!then from the mall we walked to Roy's.It only took 20-25 mins or so....THEEEEEEN we came home and yea now I am home all alone cos everyone piled in Gary's car to go pick up Roy and his buddy Jimmy hopefully.Once THEY get here then James is gonna come over too so they best hurry!!!My parentals went to Hesperia to watch teh Raiders vs Titans game....and YEAH they kno that everyoen and their mama's goign to be here...their rules when they left were "no monkey butes ((hickies)) and no making out on the bed all night!stay away form the bed!" ....lol.im outtie.james is on teh tele...lol.bye

keri's ruins fell at 06:50 p.m.

Wednesday, January 15, 2003

Hey crackheads :) Joking.Well there is really nothing exciting to babble on about anymore because IM BACK IN SCHOOL!!Grrrrr....Mrs.Sophy hates me man.I sware it...She seperated Sarah and I and stuck us both in the very front row...And she STILL TrIeS to find reasons to get on my case.ANYWAY.It is nice to see the familiar faces tho...HAYLEY I DIDNT KNO U READ THIS SO HELLO HAYLEY!!!Life is so weird...You meet SOOOO many people and theres SO many different things that can happen in a day....even a hour!The entertainment at school for today was hearing baout Ashley's HUGE trip in the lunch line.....lol...pretty sad huh??This is a extremley LAME entry and all,I am sorry.James burnt his arm on some grease at work today :( poor guy..If it wernt all blistered and pusie Id kiss it better.Laura and Roy are still together too so thats awsome...Kim and Adam are still together...thats awsome too.....Fuck i dont kno what I am rambling on about...BRYAN...if your reading this,hello...sorry bout that shitty Michigan weather.Guess what people......my grades for 1st semester----all A's and B's...AMEN!WHICH means my car insurence rate will be cheaper!!!WHICH means------um...more money for more stuff i guess..."i want it,i need it,im addicted to you"...k i am really done talkign about absolutley nothing...if anyone got this far....you might be more interested in reading ahead....PEACE

keri's ruins fell at 08:13 p.m.

Sunday, January 12, 2003

Hey there.Mk 1st off---Danny buddy ol' pal,Im not sure if you read htis still or not BUT if you do....I MISS YOU A LOT TOO!Always on ur damn cell so we never get to talk no more,punkface.Gotta be pimp like that-NOT!Mk had to do that since you did on your site.Down to the biz.Last night---whooo!!WELL we'll start with the AM...We actually got James to walk his happy ass all the way to Wal Mart with us!!Poor guy was tired.lol..so we got back to my house around 130 and the parentals were gone down in San Bernadino...next thing we know ::honk honk::------Mom and Robb come back in a brand spankin new car....2003 Toyota Corolla model S with a kit and spoiler....PERTY ASS SHINY RED.Its SWEET...Mom lemme take it for a drive around the block--o hell yea its got mroe power than our civic!Its our lil streetracer.Then we walked James home.....chilled a lil bit--THEN mom and Robb decided to have a party for his 42cnd bday.SOOO we took mom's sweet new car and picked Roy-Toy up and swung by James and got him on the way back too...Oi vey..What a night!I wanted a beer-----but Im the only one in my family who cant walk right to the damn ice chest and get one for myself...SOOO Gary came to my door and sai d"Keri come here I gotta talk to you"...so I went in the boys' room with him and asked what was wrong and he said "nothing,you wanna drink?" and handed me a unopened beer...so yeah i drank that while he told me about his GF prob....Then I came back in the room and long story short---Roy started going in the kitchen and filling a glass with vodka,more tahn once, and he was nice and shared...SOOO..Yeah I was drunk.I sware Ive only been like that maybe once besides last night.Everythin was in slow motion!!But I knew EVERYTHING I was doing and I remember EVERYTHING still!!So..ha!I have a ass load of bruises too!on my arms and knees and even my foot!Fallin and shit from being thrown around----Im surprised I didnt puke.Ok Im babbling..ANYWHO!Man James if your reading this-------FUCK I wanted you to come back BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD after you went home!!!My most enjoyable part of teh night I wont write on here ;)but Laura knows.Man my mom came in the room 2wice whiel I was fucked up and I sware to Bob she HAD to have known cos I couldnt walk to straight and Laura said every once and a whiel I slurred....And I guess she was talkign yesterday and said soem shit about how I have always been college bound and always talked about going to college and she wants to keep me away from drugs and alcohol and all that bad shit as long as possible because she knows I ll change---THEN Gary said " I think she already has"..and my mom said "I do too....I've noticed a change just in teh last month"...whatever that means...but Kevin said sumthin about her saying sumthin about me buyin girlier clothes and shit.All I have to say about that is I KNOW HOW MY DAD IS,I KNOW HOW MY BRO IS NOW AND THAT HELL BE JUST LIEK MY DAD,I KNO THINGS ABOUt MY MOM...AND I DO NOT WANNA FUCKIN BE LIKE MY DAD...I WILL GO TO COLLEGE AND I WILL MAKE SOMETHIGN OUTTA MY LIFE!....Yeah..so we walked James home by 11 and Roy got picked up by 1130...I was OUT like a baby when I went to bed around 1..I guess the phone rang and I didnt even wake up...THEN all teh sudden at 330 Laura and I both woke up WIDE awake!!We coudl NOT sleep so we watched TV and talked and shit but around 5 my head started THROBBING so I closed my eyes and eventually knocked out again until 1020....Yeah..I feel a lil sick still but its alrite.the thought of vodka...ewwww...the thought of hibbity jibbity ..nice.lol..very.Alrite so yea tongiht im going to dinenr with dad at Lorie's....so i am outtie.PEACE

keri's ruins fell at 04:00 p.m.

Thursday, January 9, 2003

Hey everyone.Whats up?not a whoel lot here.im staying at Laura's until Friday so yeah.Its so different ehre than at home.Its all peaceful and quiet....no teenage boys bangin on the drums or blasting their music.Anywho.I hate the police.They suck ass so bad!Laura's dad was just sittin here behind me watchin COPS and DAMN I remembered how much i HATE,with a passion, the damn po po's!yeah I know they are here to do good and save us form bad stuff, and a lot of the time they do but most of them take their power for granted....Why does it take 10 full grown, armed men to tackle ONE man who is not even trying to resist arrest??Do they they think theyre allmacho and crap cos they get to carry a gun and intimidate a lotta people.I think its ridiculous how some of them walk around liek they are God and we should all be scared.FUCK THE PO-PO's!Anywho---highlight of yesterday----HOT TUB!!!!!!!Ahh yes.SOOOOO nice!!!!Heaven on earth....all its needed was James,music,and warm peach cobler....lol,mk so we can do with out the cobler but yea.We're gonna go do that again tonight.MAN THEY ROCK.It was just SO relaxing and Laura,Kristal and Italked about guys and all that good stuff....SHHHH....Laura did NOT stay in her P.J's ALL day...shhhhhh. Man we go back to shcool in like 4 flippin smelly days!Guess we shoudl live this weekend up huh?We might have arrangments to visit Tinopia this weekend,lol....BUT SHHHHHHHHHH...Poor poor little gay Ryan..so gay he didnt even kno it...jk lol.Mk so I cant remember what all I was going to write.I guess Ill be jammin then...BLACK OUT

keri's ruins fell at 04:00 p.m.

Wednesday, January 8, 2003

Hi people.Yesterday Laura and Idid homework ALL DAY LONG!!I had soem honor homework,and Laura was doing some ofJames homwork and then I did some later.at like 9 we took Laura's cousin's AVON order to Ryan's.that was fun.We never go over theree and have a bad time.LMAO laura remember the wrestling and Ryan trying to kill me and the video tape,lmao.Anyways...We were pickign on him for being gay,lmao..He's really not but its just fun to pick on him cos he basically hands it to us.And he dont get butthurt.Today we decided to actually do sumthin..SO We woke up and got dropped off at In & Out for lunch...we ate and then walked home.we FINALLY got SLC Punk in the mail!So LAura and I watched that...Good movie.We're watchin in again right now.lol.I remember the first tiem I watched this movei I was all sad when Bob dies :( lol...Then we just chilled here----then at liek 8 we went to ryan's to borrow Halfbaked and of course ended up staying.Picked on him for beign gay again....hahahaha.We called Tino,Former Emperor of Tinopia, and said hi to him in forever...We all broutght up the whoel "sleepin with your cousins best friend" sroty,lol.IF you know it its real funny.Man I was drinking my koolaid and Ryan hit his head on accident on teh wall and liek delay reaction he said "ow" and i dunno why but it made me laugh SOOOO hard that Spit my koolaid out all over his bed,sweatshirt and carper..LMFAO!then he started laughing cos I was laughign and we satrted ROLLIN and sooner or later we were both holding our sides screaming "OW! IT HURTS!" cos we were laughing so hard!yeah so then we calmed down,a lil...I called James from over there though and he asked if he could all back and when he asked me where i was he kept hanging up on me!!SOOOO I was going to call him again and try to finish explaining that Ryan is Laura's cousin---BUT by the time I called I guess he was in bed cos when we got home...there was 2 messages 1 from roy 1 from james...both sounded mad BUT James ahd saidnot to call him cos they were going to bed,and roy sai d"call me and MAYBE Ill talk to you" so we tried taht..Lauira didnt even say hi she spit out "RYAN IS MY COUSIN!" .....so we explained what happended and yea---BUT I cant get ahold of James till tomorrow :( Yeah tonight LAura and I topropiedop a fopewop nopewop tophopinopgopsop.sopupoperopcopalofopragopalopisoptopicopeopalopicopiousopexoppopealopadopotopiousop... nopotop qopuitope boputop kopinopdopa lopikope itop. Tomorrow Ima go to Lauras and chill there till Friday...I didnt get to see James tongiht like I hoped :( BUT maybe I can get over there or sumthing tomorrow .Im TIRED.Goodnight.

keri's ruins fell at 12:13 a.m.

Sunday, January 5, 2003

Well,last night was half chaos half fun.Laura and I went to James around 6 and when we were comin home Roy was being really weird and acting like a jerk off to Laura so shr basically said "screw him" and started doign her own thing when we got home,you know instead of following him around liek he wanted...Well I started tellign him he really needed to stop being a dick and go talk to her,so he went in the living room and just sat there,then I walked out there and he had called someone and hun gup..so the phone rings and i pick it up and some guy asks who i was and if i calle dhim and i said "no,but do you know a Roy?"...longer story short...they kep t callin back,some lady got on the phone telling me all this crap about Roy harasses their house and their phone is traced to the cops so the cops were gonan be showing up at my house and that i needed to get ahold of my parents and that roys a bad boy bla bla bla....SO i was PISSED!Cos Roy was gettin ME in trouble.For 1)I probobly wasnt sapossed to have them at my hosue 2) I had no parents home,and the cops woudlnt have a been a welcomed guest.So yeah while I was on the phone with her I suddenly swung at Roy and socked him in his shoulder and I pushed him and told him "you better fucken leave my house NOW!"...yikes-yea...That dont come outta me too often.So Im gettin all crazy and Im explaining ((yelling,not meaning to,but I was pissed)) to James what the lady said and next thing I kno Gary and Roy run to his car and Gary dropped roy off at James house!Sooooooooooo,we decided if the cops come,they come and we'll deal with it then...But then I had to comfort my best bud Laura cos roy is her boyfriend and she does NOT deserve to be treated how he treats her!She deserves better than him!Even JAMES ,Roys practically bestfriend, told Laura she should dump him.The sad thing is Roy gets off on making her upset and pissing people off and that kinda crap,he's a jerk and he knows it...He CAN be REALLY funny and cool and nice and all that but a lot of the time-yea...THEN James mom called all pissed off cos teh cops called roys and tehn called JAmes---so she thoguht he did somethign he shoudlnt have and told him he was in trouble and had to come home right now and that hed fins out why when he got there---SO he had to leave at like 7!!BUT when his mom found out he didnt do anythign he got to come back over,lol...so i made brownies for us and damn news of what roy did spread quick cos people were callin James cell left and right askin!Anyway tho,it was really fun...Thena round 1015 Kim and Sarah came over,they were sapossed to bring ryan and his friend too but they didnt.James left around 1045---Kim stayed till almost 1 and Sarah just stayed the night.She's a hyper crackshore but I love her,lol.Mom and Pops are officially on their way home from Vegas...The parentless weekend is coming to a end :( Didnt go quite as well as I would have hoped---BUT I still had fun...cant wait for it to happen again!lol.Maybe next time will be better.Ok i am outtie.Bye~!

keri's ruins fell at 10:14 a.m.

Sunday, January 5, 2003

Well,last night was half chaos half fun.Laura and I went to James around 6 and when we were comin home Roy was being really weird and acting like a jerk off to Laura so shr basically said "crew him" and started doign her own thing when we got home,you know instead of following him around liek he wanted...Well I started tellign him he really needed to stop being a dick and go talk to her,so he went in the living room and just sat there,then I walked out there and he had called someone and hun gup..so the phone rings and i pick it up and some guy asks who i was and if i calle dhim and i said "no,but do you know a Roy?"...longer story short...they kep t callin back,some lady got on the phone telling me all this crap about Roy harasses their house and their phone is traced to the cops so the cops were gonan be showing up at my house and that i needed to get ahold of my parents and that roys a bad boy bla bla bla....SO i was PISSED!Cos Roy was gettin ME in trouble.For 1)I probobly wasnt sapossed to have them at my hosue 2) I had no parents home,and the cops woudlnt have a been a welcomed guest.So yeah while I was on the phone with her I suddenly swung at Roy and socked him in his shoulder and I pushed him and told him "you better fucken leave my house NOW!"...yikes-yea...That dont come outta me too often.So Im gettin all crazy and Im explaining ((yelling,not meaning to,but I was pissed)) to James what the lady said and next thing I kno Gary and Roy run to his car and Gary dropped roy off at James house!Sooooooooooo,we decided if the cops come,they come and we'll deal with it then...But then I had to comfort my best bud Laura cos roy is her boyfriend and she does NOT deserve to be treated how he treats her!She deserves better than him!Even JAMES ,Roys practically bestfriend, told Laura she should dump him.The sad thing is Roy gets off on making her upset and pissing people off and that kinda crap,he's a jerk and he knows it...He CAN be REALLY funny and cool and nice and all that but a lot of the time-yea...THEN James mom called all pissed off cos teh cops called roys and tehn called JAmes---so she thoguht he did somethign he shoudlnt have and told him he was in trouble and had to come home right now and that hed fins out why when he got there---SO he had to leave at like 7!!BUT when his mom found out he didnt do anythign he got to come back over,lol...so i made brownies for us and damn news of what roy did spread quick cos people were callin James cell left and right askin!Anyway tho,it was really fun...Thena round 1015 Kim and Sarah came over,they were sapossed to bring ryan and his friend too but they didnt.James left around 1045---Kim stayed till almost 1 and Sarah just stayed the night.She's a hyper crackshore but I love her,lol.Mom and Pops are officially on their way home from Vegas...The parentless weekend is coming to a end :( Didnt go quite as well as I would have hoped---BUT I still had fun...cant wait for it to happen again!lol.Maybe next time will be better.Ok i am outtie.Bye~!

keri's ruins fell at 10:14 a.m.

Friday, January 3, 2003

Woo hoo!!!Parentless all weekend!5 teenagers in our house un supervised why our parentals go to Vegas...FUCK YEAH.2 15 yr olds,a 16 yr old and 2 18 yr olds..NiCe.but im mad..thers no parents her and what am I doing?the same thing Id be doign IF my parents WERE here..Cant get ahold of James---1st he was doin homework--now his mom is on teh phone....Got ahold of Roy but uh he was gonna call back and he NEVER does!!Laura and I look all cute and crap and have no one to share it with......Anyway.James came over last night.I had fun.We watched High School High and some of Dangerous Minds..*Talkin on the phone to James*...we're tryign to pursuae his mom.lol..its NOT workin.LMAO oday a old frined from Montebello asked me how come i stoped talkign to him a logn time ago and i straight out told hm he pissed me off,haha.DAMNIT! his mom said for US to go THERE but he wont lwt us cos his uncles tehre and hes embarassing!~damnit im outta here.lol

keri's ruins fell at 07:36 p.m.

Tuesday, December 31, 2002

Wooo!12 mins till 2003!!Fuck this year is already over!!It hasnt hit me yet.A LOT happened this year---1st love,first outta stat trip with my bf,first outta COUNTRY trip with a bf---first stayin the night at a bf's...and damn many other firsts.Craziness.Tonight has been cool as fuck so far...I could only think of one way it woulda been better,if all the fuckers were together!The other 2 ditched us hardcore so we had to fin for ourselves..we had a blast ANYWAYS!We woke up not really knowing what we were gonna do,then Roy called and asked if we wanted to come over and some shit but fucken kept hanging up on us and shit so we said fuck it..and i guess james went otu with Natalie from work tongit so we said fuck it again and left to go find somethin to do..We wanted to have a fun New Years too and we wanted to get loaded...so we walked up to Food for Less 1st at like 830 and bought the boys the doughnuts they wanted---then we headed over to the liquor store---Im usually teh one who asks people to sneak us into R rated movies with tehm and all that nderage shit so I got to be teh lucky person to ask soemoen to buy us alcohol..lol..We stood there like 10 minutes tho before we saw anyone who we thought we could even ask. A group of like 5 guys waLKED IN THE STORE AND TEHY LOOKED SOMEWHAT YOUNG AND LIKE THEY HAD BEEN STUCK IN OUR POSITION BEFORE SO I WAS LIK E"SHOULD WE ASK THEM?" and Laura was like "yea yea"...next thing I kno--2 of them are walkign towards us and they asked ehy do you guys know where there's any parties?" and I said "no,but would you happen to be 21?" lol...and he said yea so i asked if he would buy us some and he said yea..so he boguht us soem alcohol.....Then ALL his buddies ----ah shit less than a minute till 2003!!Ill be back!!Mk its 2003---yea thats cool but damnit i wanted a fucken kiss at midnight..i didnt even get a call tho!People are honking their horns and shit.lol.BACK TO MY STORY..Then all the guys with teh one dude,his name was Jason, came up and were askin bout parties again and so we told em to look behid the mall ((they were from Rialto))..they were fucken 25 and stuff!so we leave and run across Bear Valley Rd and we were just fuckin psyched that we were gonna end up havin a decent new years after all..THEN the guys drive down the street we're on and they're like "we forgot we have to get your picture" so we're liek "ah what teh hell they bought us alcohol" so we possed for like 3 pictures,lol and walked out happy drinkin asses home.SO by the time we got our booties home it was 1045-11 and we went in the garage and had some fun singing and dancing and feelin the buzz,lmao...man if James and Roy had only been here...but no.Darrn it,I just foudn a whoel in the croch of my favorite pj's!!!Sorry-thought that was some valuable information to all of you guys...Um so yea now Laura,Meliss and I are worn out and relaxin in teh living room.At midnight we WANTED to run down teh street screaming and yelling and topless,lmao...but we came in here and got all cumfy and all the sudden being xtremley exposed in the COOOOOOOLD didnt sound as fun as being wraped in blankets in teh warm livign room.But for now I am out.black out,happy fuckign new year guys!hope you all have a GREAT new year!and hope you all wore ur red chonies for new year good love luck and ate your ONE p-nut!...melissa and larua know what i am talkin bout.i have another diary thingy that i dotn write in as much....its www.diaryland.com/quick-death

keri's ruins fell at 11:47 p.m.

Tuesday, December 31, 2002

Hey people.I dunno when i last wrote but taht dont matter cos I dont remember a whole lot.Anywho.I spent teh alst of my Xmas money yesterday....But I got a lotta shit with all that money: 6 pants,5 shirts,1 sweater,1 jacket,shoes,2 chonies,1 bra,Casualties Cd,Ozzy Calender, digi/web/video cam,sunglasses,a purse....yea i di dpretty damn good.We went down to the Miller Outpost Outlet Center in San Bernadino and then to Ontario Mills.Last night James and Roy came over.I felt sick tho so I was in a sweatshirt and my PJ pants...That sucked.JAMES HAS A PHAT ASS.LMFAO-today when my mom came ome for lunch we were watchin Maury and she started joking about "James married my daughter Keri just so he can stare at me!And she cant hang!She's jealous!!!" lmao...and talkign about going out there in booty shorts and she was all walking around with her hands wavin around,lmao.It was comedy.Back to last night--it was WAY too crowded!!Melissa wanted to get some too so I hooked her up with this guy Kyle who I met through Jason liek a year ago or more---we hadnt even hung out since then but he came over and he is teh biggest dork!Dude he got way taller and buffed from when I last hung with him tho!He was crackin all these lame jokes and shit and we were laughing AT him not with him.Anywho him an dMelissa did their thing...James ahd to leave at 10 so I felt lame cos Melissa and Kyle were trying to do their thing in the garage and I was leavin Roy and Laura alone in the room and I was stuck in the living room.....lol....But then we all ended up in my room and it was way to crowded and Kyle is just----diferent.Roy left and Kyle left about 1130.THEN I told Jason he was here and was all scared of him and Jason lost like all this respect for melissa for gettin with him and he wants to beat Kyle's ass and all this...so yea.Today was a lazy day.Woke up at 8 to go get a sports physical--ended up not gettin it again---So us girls chilled in the lviving room all AM with our cinnamon/sugar toast watchin MIB II ..Barley started gettin ready at 115.lol.Today is New Years Eve ALL FUCKEN READY!We are nto sure what we're doing tonight BUT Laura and I wanna go to Roy's with James and get waisted...the prob is 1)ride home 2)Melissa bein able to go 3)Comin hoem waisted. Aww man guys!I eas talkin to Roger last night and he was gonna buy me a $90 watch with teh bling bling for Xmas!Holy shit huh?!What a pal.lol.$90 tho-thats nto neccisary but i wouldnt complain!"He says that for the punk rock scene he'd give his fucken life.But he's only ever paid to see a show once,maybe twice.Instead he stands outside teh hall and pan handles for beer-then sneaks inside the hall to deface the bathroom mirror." "you never saw a anarchist with such perfect hair,or so many $10 spikes or so much punk rock gear.he said he used his wealfair checks to buy his boots and plaids,in reality it was payed for by his mommy and his dad!"

keri's ruins fell at 02:07 p.m.

Saturday, December 28, 2002

Hey there.Friday was FuN.Laura,Melissa and I felt like getting ready and going somewhere...but we really had no where to go....SO we decided to bust a mission and see how long it would take to just go walk somehwere over on Bear Valley...So we walked to Weinersnizel and ate lunch then we went shopping..I bought a CHERRY purse and soem new shoes and a Casualties cd and a Ozzy calender--and we walked home.Wee were only gone for like 3-3 1/2 hours but it was a lotta fun.then we just chilled andwe had JACK DANIELS BBQ SAUCE on our chiken for dinner...It was funny cos I ate a piece and I told Melissa and Laura mine tasted like alcohol and they both stuck their fingers in it and they tasted it too...but they didnt realise theres tasted that way too until i asked my mom.lol.So last night we stayed in and watched Queen of the Damned...I love that movie!!Im so glad we rented it again!Stewart Townsend---aaaaaahhhhhhhhh ;) -----anyway....WE rented Dragonfly too but went to bed instead of watchin.Chase wants to come look for shooting stars with us sometime like we do....lol...poor guy cant see any damn stars in LA cos all the lights.O!Thursday night!how can I forget?!1st Kim,Sarah and Adam showed up unexpecdidly..that was fun..he's good at drums and made me look stupid,lol.And it was nice to see my girlies too---SARAH CUT HER HAIR!Like 10 mins after they left James and Roy showed up unexpecdily too so that was of course nice.We watched Cheech and Chong--haha.I love those movies.James is a funny guy.Last night he tried passing me off to his mom and dad on the phone.Alritey im out.peace

keri's ruins fell at 09:05 a.m.

Thursday, December 26, 2002

Hey Everyone.I hope you had a good Xmas!It felt diferent this year---even laura htinks so---like it just wasnt the same old feeling..It was fun but..."lame".I got $270,some leather pants((sounds weird but i promise they are cute)),$25 at Wherehouse,$25 at the mall,$10 movies,lottos scratchy thingies,a bag of tootsie rolls,some CHERRY socks,a "k" notepad,and a lil teddy bear.I have Xmas at both grandparents on Sunday.I woke up yesterday and I opened my ONE present and my card of money.lol.No one else was here but mom and robb...Then Tom picke dme up and we went to Laurie's to have breakfast with her and my dad...By teh time we came home Justin,Kevin,and MElissa were here.I think thats part of why Xmas was a bummer this year--our family is so split up...i was here with out my dad or any of my bro's or sis...melissa,justin and kevin woke up with out me or her dad....and my brother Tom woke up with out ANYONE at home.After our lil Xmas dinner Melissa and I went to James' to give him my present,that was interesting.I didnt let him open it whiel I was there but afterwards on the phone he told me he liked it so thats good.Woke up at 7 this AM to go get a sports physical and eneded up not getting it at all...SOOOOOO Robb drove us all down to Ontario Mills to go shopping.It was funny---we were blasting the Misfits and I looked around and EVERY one of us was tapping our thumbs liek we were drumming,it was one of those laugh at the moment things.I was proud of myself...I didnt spend any money at the mall....BUT...when we got hoem we were bored again so we hit up OUR mall..I spent money....I bought one of them sweat suit outfits things.THEN we rented a Marilyn Monroe movie----The Seven Year Itch..so were gonan watch that later..but now Im bored..Ill type MElissa's song on here:::::::: I come on in and look around-I get a little jealous of what's on the wall-Naked girls by the handful-Everywhere I look there they are-On the wall and on teh ceiling above your bed-I want to tear tear tear tear them down!-I stop looking around-I start coming down-We start fooling around-Then I look and see the wall-I wanna tear tear tear tear em down!-I start screaming in a murmur-You think you're given me pleasure-But all I really want to do is TEAR TEAR TEAR TEAR EM DOWN!----the end.

keri's ruins fell at 03:42 p.m.

Tuesday, December 24, 2002

I'm so bored I'm so FUCKING bored Laura's not here And I need a fuckign beer! There's nothing to do Gary Smells like poo Im home alone Just talkin to Laura on the phone Roy and James are both sick Misty needs to get off Satan's dick Doobies,huffin, and alcohol James and Roy love them all James is beautiful nomatter what they say Wiggers & Miggers kickin ass everyday Roy's nose was runnin liek a bitch When he kissed Laura he smelled like fish Jumpy and Spun are our names Curfews and parents are extremley lame Lil roy and Satan are Fuckers too Look out cos we're comign to a bed near you. Jesse and I Im James chick: hey im in a band now.lol The Decline 323: really? The Decline 323: what do u play? Im James chick: yea look at my profile.lol The Decline 323: ok The Decline 323: theres nothing there Im James chick: i play the uh....... Im James chick: uh..... Im James chick: bass Im James chick: oh shit there isnt? Im James chick: o maybe if i was on my comp Im James chick: well next time i im you check my profile The Decline 323: hah Im James chick: we're reallyg ood Im James chick: we have 2 songs Im James chick: lol The Decline 323: lol kool The Decline 323: www.mp3.com/thealmostexactly ! The Decline 323: lol Im James chick: we're called teh fuckers The Decline 323: haha The Decline 323: we are THe Almost Exactly Im James chick: THE? Im James chick: lol The Decline 323: ahah yeah Im James chick: my name is jumpy fucker.. The Decline 323: do u guys have a website? Im James chick: hahah ..not YET The Decline 323: whos in it? Im James chick: me,laura,james and roy The Decline 323: tight The Decline 323: who plays what? Im James chick: look this is one of our verses in our song... The Decline 323: ok Im James chick: "Jumpy and spun are our names, Curfews and parents are extremley lame. Lil roy & Satan are Fuckers too, Look out cos we're coming to a bed near you" Im James chick: lmao The Decline 323: wtf Im James chick: HAHAHAHAHAHA Im James chick: what?bad? Im James chick: lol The Decline 323: haha Im James chick: im jumpy,laurs is spun,roy is lil roy,abd james is satan The Decline 323: who plays what?? Im James chick: me=bass, laura=guitar,james= drums, roy=vocals The Decline 323: kool Im James chick: roy sometimes plays teh triangle or cow bell too Im James chick: he's multi talented liek that The Decline 323: ohk ool! Im James chick: deffinatly Im James chick: when we get our demodone,ill let you have one for free..... Im James chick: haha The Decline 323: yay! Im James chick: yea..maybe ill let come to a show too...when we coem to a bed,i mean city near you The Decline 323: lol ok Im James chick: how are themmontebello beds anyway? Im James chick: do they get a lot of action? The Decline 323: YESS The Decline 323: especially mine! The Decline 323: lol The Decline 323: j/k The Decline 323: ;-) Im James chick: why dont i believe that... Im James chick: jk lol Im James chick: HAVE you gotten any action? The Decline 323: of course! Im James chick: Mhhhmmm ;-) haha...livie? The Decline 323: no! Im James chick: haha.....juan? The Decline 323: lol Im James chick: denny? The Decline 323: maybe The Decline 323: lol Im James chick: ooo look out! The Decline 323: naw The Decline 323: just denny Im James chick: Ooo..juans better tho!cmon now!jk lol The Decline 323: lol Im James chick: Btu hey....can your bed, i mean city be where we have our first gig? The Decline 323: yeah Im James chick: alrite--score!you gotta tell everyone all about Im James chick: annoucn it on ur website.....help us fuckers otu Im James chick: out* The Decline 323: lol The Decline 323: well get a website The Decline 323: and ill put u guys on our links The Decline 323: :-) Im James chick: fuck yea! Im James chick: we'll make one then....soon The Decline 323: u better! Im James chick: its on! Im James chick: complete with pics and alll The Decline 323: yay

keri's ruins fell at 08:53 p.m.

Tuesday, December 24, 2002

I'm so bored I'm so FUCKING bored Laura's not here And I need a fuckign beer! There's nothing to do Gary Smells like poo Im home alone Just talkin to Laura on the phone Roy and James are both sick Misty needs to get off Satan's dick Doobies,huffin, and alcohol James and Roy love them all James is beautiful nomatter what they say Wiggers & Miggers kickin ass everyday Roy's nose was runnin liek a bitch When he kissed Laura he smelled like fish Jumpy and Spun are our names Curfews and parents are extremley lame Lil roy and Satan are Fuckers too Look out cos we're comign to a bed near you. Jesse and I Im James chick: hey im in a band now.lol The Decline 323: really? The Decline 323: what do u play? Im James chick: yea look at my profile.lol The Decline 323: ok The Decline 323: theres nothing there Im James chick: i play the uh....... Im James chick: uh..... Im James chick: bass Im James chick: oh shit there isnt? Im James chick: o maybe if i was on my comp Im James chick: well next time i im you check my profile The Decline 323: hah Im James chick: we're reallyg ood Im James chick: we have 2 songs Im James chick: lol The Decline 323: lol kool The Decline 323: www.mp3.com/thealmostexactly ! The Decline 323: lol Im James chick: we're called teh fuckers The Decline 323: haha The Decline 323: we are THe Almost Exactly Im James chick: THE? Im James chick: lol The Decline 323: ahah yeah Im James chick: my name is jumpy fucker.. The Decline 323: do u guys have a website? Im James chick: hahah ..not YET The Decline 323: whos in it? Im James chick: me,laura,james and roy The Decline 323: tight The Decline 323: who plays what? Im James chick: look this is one of our verses in our song... The Decline 323: ok Im James chick: "Jumpy and spun are our names, Curfews and parents are extremley lame. Lil roy & Satan are Fuckers too, Look out cos we're coming to a bed near you" Im James chick: lmao The Decline 323: wtf Im James chick: HAHAHAHAHAHA Im James chick: what?bad? Im James chick: lol The Decline 323: haha Im James chick: im jumpy,laurs is spun,roy is lil roy,abd james is satan The Decline 323: who plays what?? Im James chick: me=bass, laura=guitar,james= drums, roy=vocals The Decline 323: kool Im James chick: roy sometimes plays teh triangle or cow bell too Im James chick: he's multi talented liek that The Decline 323: ohk ool! Im James chick: deffinatly Im James chick: when we get our demodone,ill let you have one for free..... Im James chick: haha The Decline 323: yay! Im James chick: yea..maybe ill let come to a show too...when we coem to a bed,i mean city near you The Decline 323: lol ok Im James chick: how are themmontebello beds anyway? Im James chick: do they get a lot of action? The Decline 323: YESS The Decline 323: especially mine! The Decline 323: lol The Decline 323: j/k The Decline 323: ;-) Im James chick: why dont i believe that... Im James chick: jk lol Im James chick: HAVE you gotten any action? The Decline 323: of course! Im James chick: Mhhhmmm ;-) haha...livie? The Decline 323: no! Im James chick: haha.....juan? The Decline 323: lol Im James chick: denny? The Decline 323: maybe The Decline 323: lol Im James chick: ooo look out! The Decline 323: naw The Decline 323: just denny Im James chick: Ooo..juans better tho!cmon now!jk lol The Decline 323: lol Im James chick: Btu hey....can your bed, i mean city be where we have our first gig? The Decline 323: yeah Im James chick: alrite--score!you gotta tell everyone all about Im James chick: annoucn it on ur website.....help us fuckers otu Im James chick: out* The Decline 323: lol The Decline 323: well get a website The Decline 323: and ill put u guys on our links The Decline 323: :-) Im James chick: fuck yea! Im James chick: we'll make one then....soon The Decline 323: u better! Im James chick: its on! Im James chick: complete with pics and alll The Decline 323: yay

keri's ruins fell at 08:53 p.m.

Tuesday, December 24, 2002

White In.Woke up this AM..took laura home around 930 then went to do soem last minute Xmas shopping with Robb.Cam hoem and completley cleaned my room top to bottom..we'll see how fast it gets destroyed after Laura and Melissa are back and all 3 of us are in here again.lol.Now im just chillin,listenign to music and sippin my water.Im probobly going to go do some homework tho...YEA!Homework on Xmas Eve!SHEESH!Hayley opened some of her presents this AM and she got a surround sound reciever, a DVD player, a hair straightener, a beanie, a belt, a belly button ring, 2 belt buckles, a 20 starbucks gift card,underwear and socks!!!!!!!!!And tahst just SOME of the presents!DVD AND SURROUND SOUND?!oi.Thats bad ass.K im outtie.Black out

keri's ruins fell at 12:17 p.m.

Monday, December 23, 2002

**Ok LIL BOY BLUE!!Thsi entry is just for you!So White in.We need to chill again this break mk??Geez its nice to be Sophy free for all this time isnt it?I havnt been yelled at for a whole SIX days!!Mk so for the entry before this....and allthe others..scratch "Peace out" .....Black out!**

keri's ruins fell at 10:58 a.m.

Sunday, December 22, 2002

Hey guys...Yea That was James that wrote teh entry before this. :) O and I dotn kno what was wrong with me after that whole misunderstanding--i believed you but i think just the thought of that bummed me out.Thanks for stickign up for me :) ..The only people I ever address in this pita are Laura,James and roger--why?cos they are the only ones who read it on a regular basis..just wanted to clear that up..You guys all knoI absolutley HATE fighting with Roger cos its always a lose lose situation....but I dont think I deserve to be treated this way this time.Im just going to drop it for now...I wish it didnt come to the conclusion it is at right now about our friendship--but what can i really do? WE busted our mission to find Melissa a man tonight.First I got ahold of my friend Kyle who's a horn dog and is always up to get some..but he said to come on at 830 if she wanted to hook up--we never came on...Then we got ahold of Jason up the street..he just wanted soem damn head so we said fuck that plus we found out he had a gf..then when we went to the store earlier there was soem guys around teh corner that melissa thought looked good so we went to see if tehy were there but they were inside.We tried to get Roy and James over here tonight but Roy coudlnt get a ride to James and all this shiznit.James ex Misty keeps calling him ---UP THE ASS!It doesnt bother me tho.....as logn as she dont touch him,or try..lol..or talk shit about me....it dont bother me.I hate drama..i hate there being shit between anyone.Seems like theres a lot of that latley....Christmas is 3 days away---Tehres only 3 presents under the tree--all form me..one to my mom...one to "James and Lil Roy" and a 3rd fro someone else.K im outtie.Lates and "Keep it Crunk"..lmao

keri's ruins fell at 11:17 p.m.

Sunday, December 22, 2002

Hey people, This is James Keri let me write in her "pita" cuz im cooler than all you fuckers. Well she is arguing with "Roger" on the computer, for some stupid reson he dosnt like me but i honestly DON'T GIVE A FUCK. Cuz i dont need the Fucking approval of a little boy. Keri is my Fucking girlfriend and i dont like the fact that he is getting an attitude with her. She dosn't have to answer to him or any one else for that matter. I have been bitting my tounge outa respect for Keri but oviously he dosn't respect her and i can only bite my toung for so long! But enough about him... So ya Keri gave me the bombest massage, she misauged my stomach and chest with this body oil shit and then left me with a hard-on! TEASE! TEASE! TEASE!... lol...well it was still fun and i had alot of fun i always do when im with Keri. We had a lil misunderstanding, She thought i was gunna break up with her bla bla bla... she was either mad or sad towards me but it was a bunch of bull. I realy like Keri and im not gunna let any thing or ANY ONE (Roger) come betwean us... ok... well thanx 4 letting me write in here baby good night.. and sweet dreams.

keri's ruins fell at 10:27 p.m.

Sunday, December 22, 2002

Mk hi.Friday...what did we do---Oh yea..we rented Freddy Kreuger cos frankly he can really scare the hit out of me sometimes...James and Roy came over as usual..so we hung out all night.There was some drama...but Im over it...We finally got our lil Charlie Brown Xmas tree.haha.It reminds me of a grandma tree but its cute and we had fun decorating it.Yesterday----we just hung out...Laura and I walked over to James house.When we got there his parentals and sibs were gone--dun dun dun.lol.Lets just say tho that his bro Jason came home early and chased Roy with a maschetti and embarassed James and I haha.PHSYCO boy!then we came home--went to the store for ice cream--came home again ..James sold his car so they had to walk over here yesterday so we met them a lil more than half way.......we all watched Friday..well I gave James a massage and Roy was being a computer geek and Laura and Melissa watched the movies.What is with guys?!Why do they ALWAYS gotta start shit?!First Gary thinkin james and roy had beef with him---then Roger last night--then Donnie..WTF man!?Roger just NEVER likes ANY guy Im EVER with.....he always finds SOMETHING wrong with them and it drives me fucking nuts!Cant someone just be fuckign happy for me that Im happy?!And to those of you who ARE happy for me,thank you.And Donnie doesnt like him much just cos he though they were startin shit with gary--which if he would pay attention--Gary James and Roy never even had a problem...It really sucks that my bestfriend never likes any guy Im with....but it seems liek tahts something that will never change. Gary---He's over it.Thank god that he let it all go and they solved all their shit and moved on...MovInG on..So they left around 1030-1045 and we watched Freddy Kreuger again--but we all fell asleep.Today mom was evil and said "we shoudl take the girls to Hollywood" ....and then didnt take us which i sgay cos she alwasy gets our hopes up and then makes us mad.SO we were couch patatoes and watched TV..Until about a hour ago when we decided to bundle up and walk to the store...by the way we looke dyou'd think it was snowing..we busted out teh scarves and all haha...with my scrunched hair..lmao..nevermind....now we're here bored and we're trying to find somone that melissa cant get some from...as we left to the store daniel and his buddy said hi so maybe one of them will hook it up with melissa...or theres guys down teh street that rides bieks all the time and mayeb THEY will give her some?or mayeb JIMMY....lol..we're gonna bust a misson.Peace!

keri's ruins fell at 11:33 a.m.

Thursday, December 19, 2002

today was teh last day of finals!Amen!now we're outta school for 22 days!Came hoem from school with Laura--then Melissa came over..and Laura and I convinced Gary to druve us to teh mall cos he's so nice like that..lol...I went "saving" ..I bought some chonies--chonie therapy..makes me feel better to buy chones.lol.Dude there was some strange stuff goin down here tongith with the girls across the street..I have nada to do so Ima tell you bout it..lucky you.K the girl acrss the street is named Heather but they call her Hungry Hungry Hippo((u can guess why))..and no one in my house really likes her cos she is scandelous and annoyig..WELL..we found out James knows her but he dont liek her either... her friend is James EX..ha-yea..Well last night while I was talking to James on the phone she kept callin him and was askin him shit like "you gonna come over?" and all this shit--she still wants him--WELL..TODAY we're talkign and guess who calls..HER but she is at Heather's house...his ex's name is Misty by the way..So I dunno wut he told them but he let them kno that he knows me...so tonight there;s 3 girls there--Heather,Misty and soemone else..and James called there and told them to stay inside cos i was in my garage chillin and shit pr sumthin--So wut do they do..2 of them ((not misty tho)) come walkin down the street...and I stay where Im at cos if they wanna start shit let them--they walk by my house,stop look at all of us (me,laura,melissa and donnie) and keep walking..so when they are outta sight we go inside to get some ice for my fingers that i just smashed in teh garage door...and by the time we come back out...they are back in THEIR driveway watchin everythign we do...then they walk into teh garage and stand in the window watching us like gee we cant see them throwin their arms around--and as we pull outta the drive way them come out in teh drive way and watch us leave...so im thinkin they wanna start shit and i get home and tell james about it all to find out if they have a prob with me or what...but he said he dunno---and stupid heather told James that MY bros talk shit about him which they like him--everyone here does.Luckily he didnt believe her but he wanted me to kno heather was talkin shit...I dunno why those 2 were snoopin aroudn and starring---but we'll see what happens.Ha i told my bro and he said she'll eat me...lol.Anywa yea that was that...dude we went to Chuck E Cheese tonight too cos it was my God bro's bday..My dad was drunk,as usual..and we came home and played with play-doh and yapped on the phone---and now were watchin Spider Man---LAME

keri's ruins fell at 11:45 p.m.

Wednesday, December 18, 2002

Wassup people...Today I had 2 hard finals :-/ AP lit and bio...Im not even gonna say how i think i did..both were hard.I DID however write a kick ass essay on satire!I do know that on my math final i only got a stupid 67%....dropping my grade from a 78% C+ to a retarded 71% C-...Enuff on finals...Came home today and watched Death to SMoochie...thats got to be one of THE most RETARDED STUPIDEST movies ever..and whoever wrote the script is a sick man...ITs got all these positive safety and healthy eating tips for lil kids and all this Happy happy joy joy stuff for kids and then mobs,gangsters,guns,shootings,chopping heads off all in ONE movie...and its a little disturbing to see Robin Williams play that character..lol..His fav word in the movie seems to be COCK ...lol...and fuck and every other bad word or phrase..Anyway..Put a ass load of pics on my wall...Donnie came over and burned a CD..He said he's gonan buy me soem toys for xmas.....okkkk.lol...just cos i have a rubix cube,brain waro and yo yo on my desk dont mean nada!Talked on the phone with James.....Damn his talking computer...lol.Dude.....I had a LOOOONG convo about religion...a somewhat long one with james and a long one with laura .....together..a SUPER long one...After a whiekl it confuses me and frustrates me SO BAD!!I dunno what the hell I believe and oi...im gonna stop.I just dont really like people preaching to me and trying to convince me how i should act and be...so that erks me about churhc sometimes...BUT if we had more churched like the one in Montebello....Id go a lot more.Mk but I STILL have more finals tomorrow...Espanol y arte.Adios!

keri's ruins fell at 09:29 p.m.

Tuesday, December 17, 2002

Hey yo.Brr.Its chilly!Just got outta the nicest bubble bath :) Skin's all soft and everything..ANYWAY.lol.I can never take a bubble bath with out talkign on teh phone to someone....Its usually Laura-tonght it was James.Ima type fast cos I need to go finish studyign so excuse teh typos..Lets see Yesterday was a strange day.It was a full school day but it felt special for some reason .((Biggy Biggy Biggy Cant you see--sometimes the words they hypmatize me--sorry its on the radio))It was SOOO windy and dusty yesterday!It was INSANE!!!In 4th period I have a upstairs class and you coudl hear all teh sand hitting teh windows and teh wind blowing liek mad!then at lucnh practically EVERYONE crammed into out lil retarded gym to eat cos it was SO freakin windy and dust was in teh air ALL OVER the place--but LAura and I busted a misson and stayed outside and talked to Roger..there was liek NO one outside.lol.It was hard to stand straight---you had to like lean forward not to blow away..and teh wind was settin off teh fire alarm and the lights were goign out--kool stuff.Anywho..came home and TRIED to study..didnt work to well.I talke dot Jason--he's not happy to be home,go figure.LoL one of teh 1st questions he asked me was "You blaze yet?" ...haha....Today was a half day and finals for periods 1 and 2.!st period is Pe so I presented my lil play-doh muscle guys and then we got to sleep the rest of the period..2cnd period had my geometry final--pretty easy.Cam ehome and studied...I called my buddy Tolu in Texas so that was fun--I just hope I dont get blamed for a large phone bill or sumthin.....lol.If I do Ill send him the bill..Jk lol.Im kinda studied out so Im takin a break.Donnie was sapossed to come and burn a CD tongiht but uh he hasnt come so yeah...and ......Im just chillin talking to Roger now. AAAAWWWWW MY POOR JAMES IS SICK TOO!Poor guy :( I hope he gets better soon!!!He's nto havign the best week :(Wish I could make it better.... Roger's words of wisdom===dont settle for the one u can live with..wait 4 the on u cant live with out............good ones.....MINE for today to him=====Now, that, I got me some Seagram's gin Everybody got they cups, but they ain't chipped in Now this types of shit, happens all the time You got to get yours but fool I gotta get mine........LoL....Its from Gin and Juice by Snoop Dogg. AWWWW how sweet!Look what Roger sent me....... "i asked god for a rose..he gave me garden..i asked for a tree..he gave me a forest..i asked for a river..he gave me an ocean..i asked for someone to love..he gave me u" How sweet and nice huh?Striaght form his own brain..What a pal :) Hey Roger ull prolly read this so I wish you luck in being able to tell SIerra that in a month or so.And sorry if I disapointed you or upset you earlier.....I didnt mean too...you kno it...and STOP PUTTIN URSELF DOWN!!My mom mode's gonna kick it!!!MORE!Alrite I have bio and lit tomorrow so Im out.PEACE!

keri's ruins fell at 07:58 p.m.

Sunday, December 15, 2002

Dave's gotten to me....3 years since his suicide..We dont even ko if he commited suicide..theres 3 stories..1)He had already shot himself in the head by teh time police arrived...2) He shot himself once the police showed up and 3) the police shot him..no one knows..God I miss him SOOOO much.....Im NEVER going to be able to see him ever again....God...If he did shoot himself,I just wish he would have thought before he did it......If he only knew how much pain it would cause everyone I wonder if he would have had 2cnd thoughts.For being someone who lived alone,had no kids, practically was not even a member of his own family,never had a girlfriend my entire life...SOOOOO many people miss him...God I would give almost anything to have him back...He ment SO much to me...he still does but i cant ever see him again....or tell him how much I love him or appreciate his help with everything.He did SO much for me as a kid and I never got to really thank him.He played baseball with me EVERYDAY and he is a big reason why I ever made All-Stars or the high school team...He was liek my freakin family...Its STILL hard to me to grasp that he is gone FOREVER..I will never get to see him again or talk to him again or hug him again or anything...He'll never get to see me play a h.s softball game or graduate or be anywhere that he used to promise me he'd be at...God and I can still remember the very last time I saw him..I was horrible----IT,the whole situation was horible.I was at my dad's for the day and he showed up,and I remember watching him stumble in the door drunk as usual and me rolling my eyes and thinkin g"o greaaat.this wil lbe fun"...I used to HATE being around him or anyone like that when they were drunk...God If I could relive that day a million times I would even if he was 10 x's drunker....even tho i was a bitch too...I remember him giving me a hug and me just kinda standing there and he gave me a kiss on the cheek and i just thought to myself how much he disgusted me....That was the LAST tiem I saw him....what a great last memory huh? He was drunk when he died...If he hadnt been drinking..it wouldnt have happened....Today Dad and Brian are out in the dune buggy off-roading in soem of Dave's favorite places just like they do every year on Dave Day...I wish I was there to cry witht them.I kno its no use in wondering if I could have stoped him or made his life more meaningful.....but if i had the chance to go back i would sure as hell try....Instead now Ill never see him again,and all im left with is my last horrible memory of how i treated him and a few pictures of us together when i was 3.....And FUCK his family who didnt even care when they foudn out he was dead...... we were more of a family to him than them anyday..I miss him and love him SOOO much more now and thats the sad part...it shoudlnt have to take a death for soemone to realise how much someone means to them. and Laura-- thanks for alwasy being there for me and for helping me out this week and tonight...You mean everything to me..you already know that but I dont want you to forget....I love you too.thanks for everything

keri's ruins fell at 09:00 p.m.

Sunday, December 15, 2002

Boo people.Lets see--First Ima start with *If YOU feel,like I feel baby....* and *I wanna be bad,make bad look so good!* LMAO.....haha...inside thing.Anywho-Friday SUCKED..Well the DAY was good at school...it was Friday the 13th--which are always good days for me tho.Laura came home with me and we chilled all night.we were HOPING James and Roy were gonna call and we'd all hang out like usual...but that didnt happen.Kyle offered to come over and bring some beer but we passed...I havnt hung out wiht him in a LONG ass time!!Like 7-8 months!!Since before Jason wen to Mexico,which by the way!!!HE IS BACK!He left 6 months ago and is finally back!He came over here today to see the boys and I totally didnt even recognize him!I feel bad cos I came outta my room and looked right at him and didnt say hi or anything.lol.Melissa will be happy to know he's back-altho its not summer anymore so we cant exactly sneak over there in the middle of the night to skatebaord or play basketball.lol.MOVING ON..Saturday was a LOT more fun...Mom and Robb got all dressed up to go to a Xmas party for my moms work..THEY LOOKED SO CUTE!It was tight cos they went out at 6 and my mom told me i could go out,do whatever as long as i was HOME by 11-but i could have company HERE after that--so we told her we had no idea what we were doing--BUT we invited James and Roy over....they got here a lil after 6.Lets just say it was a lot of fun...and then ROY just HAD to leave early!lol..freakin 9 o' clock..oi vey.shit happens...HAHAHA....The reason tho is SO funny to me!!!!Just cos it all coulda been avoided,hahahaha.and then he called here and we were talkin about it...LMAO...He's a funny guy...So yeah today my highlight was going to Wal MArt--or comign hoem and playing with Play Doh...today is the anniversary of Dave's suicide..hasnt hit me yet todya..bu ti kno it will,im out .PEACE!!And Laura.....About tthat lien we have to draw...JK lol luv ya!

keri's ruins fell at 05:51 p.m.

Thursday, December 12, 2002

Hey yo people.There might be even MORE spelling errors tonight than usual cos Its ahrd to look around the corner of my pimp hat.haha.anyway..School sucked...I didnt dress out fo PE for liek the first time ever and I still had to run,lol..o well I got EC points--I hope.After school I had no ride home till 3 and ddnt wanna saty for M.E.Ch.A or N.E.R.D so I took the bus home with Laura and got picked up at like 320...Wen thome and DAMnIT if I was THREE measley minutes earlier--I coulda gone to eat at Tom's with James...I missed his call by those 3 stupid ass minutes...It was nice of him to consider taking me tho...Then I chilled at home and around 700 I left to go to Laura's concert--I went alone and got tehre like a hour late,haha...but I found Michellle's dad Tony,my ex softball coach, ittin in the section where I had to go---SOOOO I didnt feel completley lonerish...Haha funny thing---on teh way back to Laua's we stop atthese apartments for onef Bill's friends---I recognize it cos thats complex we go to with my bro before we ever go to concerts and sure enough my bro's is across the way at his buddies..lol..so I knock on teh door and talk to him for a bit--he was stoned-whats new.So now I am here staying teh night at my buddies house....I gotta get up early tomorrow!!nooooo!!!laura gets up at flippin 5!!thast 30-45mins too early!hopefully I wont wake up tho and I can sleep through her blow dryer and ill haev her get me up at 6 since uh i dnt have much to do.ha...mk im outtie b4 i babble on..o and Laura...Im PISSED about those ass people in the ASB room too!!they are rippin us off!i need that $70 SOOO bad!Ok im out..Peace --If God came down on christmas day, i know eaxactly what he'd say---he's say OI to the punks!OI to the skins!OI to the world and everybody wins!--

keri's ruins fell at 09:33 p.m.

Wednesday, December 11, 2002

Found a Really cute poem online..and Roger...Im hurt but Imnot going to trip..dont ask why tho cos you know. ****SLOW DANCE**** ---Have you ever watched kids---on a marry-go-round?---Or listened to the rain---slapping on the ground?---ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?---Or gazed at the sun in the fading light?--- You better slow down--- Dont dance so fast---Time is short---The music wont last---Do you run through each day on the fly?---When you ask How are you?---do you hear the reply?---When the day is done---do you lie in your bed?---With the next hundred chores---Running through your head?---You better slow down---Dont dance so Fast---Time is short---The music wont last---Ever told your child---We'll do it tomorrow?--- And in your haste---Not seen the sorrow?---Ever lost touch---Let a good friendship die--- Cause you never had time---To call and say hi?---You better slow down---dont dance so fast---Time is short---The music wont last---When you run so fast to get somewhere---You miss half the fun getting there---When you worry and hurry through your day---It is like an unopened gift....thrown away--- LIFE is not a race---Do take it slower--- HEAR THE MUSIC---BEFORE THE SONG IS OVER---

keri's ruins fell at 07:44 p.m.

Wednesday, December 11, 2002

*3 14 inch rims is runnin on tha side...they runnin on tha side?they runnin on tha side* ANYWHO...im bored.so ill write.*is it worth it?let me work it.put my thang down flip it and reverse it* Tonight is one of them nights where i feel like being alone.lol.But i wish i was at lauras choir concert listening to some music--no matter how extremley boring they get.lol.Im goin all natural to school tomorrow....I let my hair dry natural and all...it should be a scary experience!School was boring...dropped kim off at her house and came home...im bored tho..My friend -guy- MICHAEL..has a new bf..well soon to be bf,for now they are seeing each other....I love him tho..he's a good kid and he's real sweet.LAura---remember when we all stayed up all night talking and eating ice cream and pizza?and then before the sun was even up we all walked through Felony Flatts to the park to watch the sunrise??Aww...gotta admit taht was fun...Gay guys r like having another girlfriend.lol.Im just sittin here watchin BET..lol.My best buddy is gone...i got nothing good to write...O!Ill be gettin $70 real soon :) woo woo.lol.Laura we are going shopping!FINALLY!Haha both Sarah and Joe have left me alone in math this week so far--but Joe came back to school today and Chris and I were pickin on him sayin crap like "you made out with Sarah and got sick huh?You got mono?!SICK" and Katie heard us and she goes "jOE?!you have mono?!" and it got around the class lol...*wutever she said then im that* ...i feel like going out and dancing....hell yea...see wut else can i babble on about?I dont think im going to Kansas over break...it'd be hella fun to party and shit that far from home BUT...I got this feeling like I'd be gettin myself into trouble---plus I'd miss my homies here--and im broke!Umm..Tolu might be coming out from Texas on a road trip...dunno when tho..his parents are tight ass mofo's so it depends wether or not they decide to let him come either...ummm....Aoftball starts soon!!!Im excited!!Well except for conditioning!!Anywho we have a softball meeting tomorrow in the locker room at lunch...Ima wear my all-star jacket--Coach Don and Coach Jimmy already kno im a 5 yr all star but coach Ruhm dont!!and she is the one i want to know!lol---she is teh varsity coach and theres 8-9 open spots on varsity this year!I dont want her to be impressed by my jacket..I just want her to see it so that she knows to check me out durring conditioning and try outs..varsity would be bad ass this year!I played for the frosh and JV team last year--Maybe Ill at least play for both JV and Varsity this year...MAYBE..If not..theres next year.Being the alternate for either team does suck at times tho..Frosh called me a traiter last year when i played with JV..they were joking BUT...dude wut can I do?I predict Devin Storm and Christina will be put on varsity instead of JV this year...anyways...*Day dreamin and Im thinkin of you* !FINALS SUCK!Kim swares she knows James from somewhere.....i think he just has that familiar look---or sh emight be mistaking him for Justin Timberlake-ha!Joking!He looked cute in his white sweatshirt and black pants yesterday.lol...anywho Im out.Peace!

keri's ruins fell at 04:58 p.m.

Tuesday, December 10, 2002

Hey people.Wuts crackin?Nada here.Today was big ol' hang out day..went to school--was a slacker day--shoot listened to speeches in 2 classes...watched a movie in another..did NOTHING in 2...went to Laura and Kim's choir prehersal after school.It was fun tho cos there was liek madness in that lil room with so many crazy people..They sounded good from what I heard--altho the guys were real quiet.Kim came over at about 430 and I helped her with her math,as much as I could anyway..Then James came over so that was really nice..but he tried tojack my "punk rings" ..lol....and yea now I'm just chillin--gettin sleepy..my friend courtney is liek all freakin in love with her 24 yr old bf haha..the things he says and does are so cute tho!he wrote a "dear santa" letter about wanting courntey to go back to Colorado with ihm for xmas and wanting to marry her and crap...crazy shit.but cute...LAURA--my buddy---my sista from anotha mista...cheer up :( I dont like when you're all emo :( makes me sad and i wish i could help,if i can let me kno.Im here to listen to ya whenever you need me and u kno that.Remember what youtold me--think happy thoughts...I love you. To everyone else.....LATES

keri's ruins fell at 08:41 p.m.

Monday, December 9, 2002

-just finished watching the Kelly Rowland video "stole" for about the 5th or 6th time today..it is SOOOO sad...my eyes water everytime..It sucks that people who are so young die like that everyday...The guy in the video who gets shot while playing basketball used to be in love with my frien dAida before he became a model/actor..he's from Barstow..so that is cool but damn that video's depressing.today was weird emotionally...When i woke up tho-lol-..after i turned off my sterio alarm,i fliped it off...dunno what good it was but made me feel better.I froze my ass off ALL day long..I think i was maybe warm for like 45 mins today max..Laura and I had constant chills..I felt so blah at school...like I had no emotion about anything.i could have cared less..im gettin sick of school again..not good.I was tired as hell 2day too..then i came home and jumped in teh shwoer adn was a lil awake again so i studied...BUT then i watched that stole video and felt like relaxin so i put some of my slower music on like TJT and DC and Box Car and all that and turned offmy lights and relaxed on my bed just listening to music and thinking...made me sad cos i started thinking about Dave..Sunday is the anniversary of the day he committed suicide...its goin to be REALLY hard for me...Im not gonna plan on goin anywhere,cramming for finals,or anything that day..Laura wont even be here...If I cried over it already today...thats all that i will be doing sunday...God i still cant grasp that he is gone...like that....I wish I could just see him one last time and hug him at least..here come the tears again--god teh last tiem i ever saw him i gave him a hug good bye..but i didnt want to and horrible thoughts were going through my mind...god if i coudl only do that again.....I wish he would have thought before he pulled the trigger....if HE pulled it...i wonder what his last thoughts were..what a horrible way to die...mom wants to frame this one picture of him and i togetehr and hang it on the living room...im about 3 or 4..and he's hold ing me and we're sitting on the back of teh truck at the off road races and Im just lookin up at him and we're in like a deep discussion---i miss him sooo much...these next few days are going to be hard...im going to stop talking about that for now tho before i get a headache from crying..laying there listening ot teh music made me tired...but i had to study more..so i did..and now im feeling liek going to sleep soon,so im going to get ready for that.bye....

keri's ruins fell at 09:15 p.m.

Sunday, December 8, 2002

Bored and sick of studying so ima write...Last night was fun...We had that lil party thing..At first Laura and I just wen tout into teh garage and listened to all the boys jam...then a lil later James and Roy came over...high as fuck.I can honestly say that is the first time I've hung out with Roy,and he's nearly said nothin at all.A bucnh of Tom's friends came over and of course gary..they all chilled in eth garage or backyard around the bonfire and we chilled in here.Roy was so quiet it was scary!i dont like it like that.lol.Dude him and Laura are together and they didnt even kiss last night....not even a peck....wut is this world coming to?jk lol.Well Laura I hope things get better for ya guys..give it time. We pretty much just hung out and listened to music....they left around 930 but we didnt know wether or not they were coming back..So laura and i go tcumfy and came ancd chille din my room and not long after that Gary and Justin came in to hang out and talk...Laura got tag teamed.haha...then James came back,but he didnt get to stay very long at all :( ..aftr he left gary fell asleep on the floor and the rest of us watched SNL...then the boys went to bed cos we wanted to sleep.lol...coudlnt sleep worth shit hto..and tehn teh phone rang at liek 2 or 3..go figure it was roy-who else..still couldnt sleep so we watched friday and yea..Today was lame..watched Generals Daughter...took laura hoem..studied..studied..more studying...and now im bored.peace

keri's ruins fell at 06:50 p.m.

Saturday, December 7, 2002

Hey people.Last night was a lot of fun.Well I shoudl start talking about Winterfest actually..It was thursday..Laura and I were at shcool form 645 AM-940 PM!!!!Yea it sucked!The day was actually pretty fun..winterfest went well--sold a LOT of burritos and horchata!!We didnt get to slasa afterall but I still had fun.We were done cleaning yup by 830 and we had to sit outside in the booty ass cold for a hour!!!"Dyke on a bike",as everyoen calls her, harrassed us ofor being there so late so as soon as she rode around the corner we ran and hid in the field so she'd go home.lol.My hand puppet Dude kept em warm.Anyway.Friday we didnt go to school...Laura and I were both liek 'fuck it i dont wanan go'..so i went to lunch with mom and pops and then went and picked up laura around 115ish..came back here..Roy and James called surprisingly early!!We all left like at 445 to go out!And I convinced mom to let me stay out till 11..woo dee freakin do!We drove around...kept driving around..lol..then went to Roy's grandparents house.his sister Naomi is SO nice!!And she has the cutest lil son!AND--***Keri has a boyfriend now :-D *** James FINALLY asked!lol.Makes me happy :) It was pretty funny,Roy wanted to leave and go to his house and so we went to get in the car and im like "WHERE's LAURA?!" and Roy said he left ehr in teh house,lol so i went and got her but we ended up talkign to Naomi and we could hear them outside reving the engine and honking the horn.lol.We drove around some more...went to Roy's house..He has the cutest lil bro too!!Chris...ok so Im just a sucker for lil kids.We watched Blues Clues with him...he can act the whole damn thing out.Anywho..yea the rest of the night was fun too.lol.Hey James..your the first guy to ever have given me a "lap dance"...lol.ANYWAYS.I always feel weird coming home after LAura and I go out co sI feel liek I walk inthe dorr and my moms ALWAYS sittin there on the couch and I feel like she looks at me like "what were YOU doing?"..haha.Damn she knows...Laura.."tasting chapstick!SUCKING FACE!tasting chapstick!SUCKING FACE!"... As if she dont do it.Ew.Tongith theres a party over here...And I guess Robb and someone else are having a chilli cook off thingy too..or something...and my bros bands gonna play and shit and yea.watched Swordfish this morning--BAD ASS MOVIE!!Mk Im out!Peace!

keri's ruins fell at 11:45 a.m.

Thursday, December 5, 2002

Check out waitn4nothn.diatyland.com Cos uh I am sick of this plain pita....that site is plain too..but not as bad.FUCK...I fucken dislike people who sware they are better than the others...like they have room to be talkin about shit they know nothing about.especially when they dont know jack shit about the topic anymore.People talk shit at school about someone and its fucken lame to sit there and stereotype someone by the fucken clothes they wear or the music they listen too.....People need to GROW up and find better thigns to do with their lives.what the fuck should they care what another person's preference to something is?Especially if they dont associate with them?People change,times change..For example.....ME..Ive changed what kinda music i like SO man times!From country in kindergarden to rap to pop to metal to punk and all the above!Who gives a fuck if i like punk just as much as i like rap?Who gives a fuck if I watch SLC Punks and enjoy it as much as I enjoy 8 Mile?Who gives a fuck if I like my studded braclets as much as my cocked hats?Who ever said a person has to like ONE type of ANYTHING?!Thats lame and boring to me..why limit yourself to experiencing ONE catagory when there's SO many you could also enjoy?Why build a little barrier around you to block out other experiences just so you can fit a fuckin image that everyone has come to believe is "YOU" or just to fit in with a certain group or for whatever reason you do it for.I love punk cos it pumps me up and I find the messages behind it interresting,even tho i might not agree with them.I love rap cos I liek to dance to it,i like its beats,i also like some of its messages.And who gives a fuck?I love punks cos they're 'fuck it' attitude.I love "ballers,wiggers,G's,ex." for THEIR 'fuck it' attitude.And who gives a fuck?I love BOTH punk and rap for their awsome energy...And who gives a fuck?Obviously just cos I like punk Im not some anarchy sapporter...I think anarchy is one of teh fucking stupidest concepts in this world...but I still liek punk..who gives a fuck?Since when was it a rule that to like punk you had to believe in anarchy?Or you have to wear plaid and saftey pins or nazi boots or patches all over your clothes?Obviously just cos I like rap imnot some gangster murdering other gangs or a hoochie dancing in practically nothin.When was it a rule that to like rap you have to be another race other than cacasian and wear baggy cloths and wear sneakers use slang and be in a gang?Why do you have to have pins on ur MESSENGER BAG to like emo?I dont claim to be a fuckin punk OR a "g" or whatever you wanna call it.Im a "mutt" in a way.I like both and who gives a fuck?Whats wrong with a lil variety?NOTHING.Roger,Laura,Andrew,Hayley,James,Caitlyn,Jeanette and many more people can be witness to teh fact that i dont claim to be punk.Like I've heard many people say,punk is a lifestyle...just like gangster,cowboy,or anything else....I OBVIOUSLY do NOT follow the lifestyle of either punks or "g"s...therefor I dont claim to be either.My lieks go further than punk and rap too...what about classic rock?Which I've liked my entire life...I liek it and who gives a fuck?And what teh fuck are labels for anyway?Theyre just there to destory people...just cos someone may APPEAR to fit a stereotype--doesnt mean thats what they are...Not ALL asians are geniuses,not ALL indians are doctors..not all blond headed white girls are spoiled lil preps..and you know im right.Before peopel decide to pick apart another person,some of them need to take a minute to look at themselves......what are they prooving by talkin shit?other than that they need to move on and not worry them selves with something that they sapossivly feel nothing for and dont have to worry about?Why do people get worked up over things that they apparently dont care about?If they didnt care then why woudl they waste their time complaining about it.I obviously care about what im sayin...Bottom line,who gives a fuck if a person likes variety?Excuse me for not being dull and expanding my horizons.

keri's ruins fell at 10:47 p.m.

Tuesday, December 3, 2002

When I look in your eyes there's no stopin' me I want the Don Joey Crack on top of me (Uh-huh) Don't want your stacks (Yeah) Just break my back (Uh) Gonna cut you no sack (Whoo) Cause I'm on it like that (Uh, Come On) Anywho.Im fallin apart!my old fart soul stuckin this young person's body is gettin to me..My knee is buggin,and I hurt my back doing squats in PE..Im proud of myself tho cos Im freakin doing good with adding weights and stuff.For a girl anyway.Laura gave me a massage,it was NICE.i could get used to that.After school I dragged Laura to NERD with Sarah and I..She had fun,HA!Told ya!"Life for me aint been no box of chocolates"..lol..Then we all went to Sarah's casa...Wow..I sware that Cyder was REALLY BEER,lmao..It tasted a lil like it to me and we-well SARAH were actin crazy afterward.lol....But it wasnt beer.LMAO-WASSUP LOUIS!?!?!?!Laura and I have alter ego's---Louis and Carlos--cos we're so BROWN you know...our salsa dancing brown asses...RIGHT. I even got ice in my ear and Laura has a Brown Crown.We went to salsa practice but uh Claudia wasnt there....so we jammed to Laura's...SO I guess we wont be salsa dancin at winterfest Thursday...BuMmEr..Hey Louis--"Row the BOAT!"...lmao..aww that was fun.Dude,poor Laura has been with Roy for like 5 or 6 days and talked to him ONCE for like 2 mins....HOPEFULLY that changes.Laura taught Ryan "op"..and Ryan's going to teach Tino...so our "kingdom" will speak all op.lmao..RIGHT...Laura check it out..Tino:Bopowop dopowopnop popeasopanoptop!!Yopou arope sopcopumop!! Ryand and I:Fopucopkop yopou!!Anopdop yopourop lopamope qopueenop! ...no offense.lol.James James James,Satan,Giggles---Honest to Bob, you are beautiful-no matter WHAT they say!!Your multi colored hair and all..::Muah::.. I miss my Montebello friends :( a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT.......skatin with Erica and MArkie and Jackie down Whittier Blvd...eatin it and landin in bushes...hangin after school with those girls + Becky,Kevin,Chase,Mundo,Tom and sometimes more people...That was so bad ass....Yesterday Allen fromMontebello called me tho and today so did Robert...ERICA!!my SPIKKY!!I miss you and everyone!I wanna come back!sooooon!!Anywho....PEACE

keri's ruins fell at 07:51 p.m.

Monday, December 2, 2002

Hey.Mk lets see,today was boring...Cos school was boring.Ok I take it back,ONLY school was boring..Tonight Melissa and I made everyone dinner...We made spicy chicken burritos.Then we went to the batting cages at Scandia.That ws fun..we did 100 balls each,and my hand hurts cos i didnt wear batting gloves-my bad.Then we came home and went to James' house....Watch his mom's gonna tell him I'm ugly.lol.anywho--yea then we came hoem and check this out!This nasty scandelous chick was here---the same one that came over durring the boys band practice a month or so agao..and Melissa went in the boys'room and they asked where we just came from and She said "james" and the girl was like "James on Nisqualli?" and Melissa said yea and she goes "whats ur name?" and Melissa told her and she goes "Oh...Yea I've heard about you,James thinks your a whore"...which is fuckin dumb cos uh james has only known her for like...3-4 days..and Kevin goes "what have you heard?" and i dunno what the girl (heather)said but kevin was liek "she lives in wrightwood" and heatehr was liek "r u sure?" and all this shit and pretty much she said james hates her and wanted her to fuck one of his friends and all this stuff.lol.the boys were makign disgusted faces behind her back,lmao...Winterfest in 3 days..erk.Laura---Ropogoperop dopeosopnop'top tophopinopkop jopamopesop anopdop i wopiloplop bope anopy tophopinopgop.....I lopookopedop sopo ugoplopy wophopenop i wopenoptop ovoperop tophoperope toponopigophoptop :-/ anyways..Im tired so I am out

keri's ruins fell at 09:09 p.m.

Sunday, December 1, 2002

Mk so yesterday was a drag..kinda...Melissa and I got dressed up all nice and did our hair SO cute and our make up all nice and stuff and ended up not even going out...kinda.lol..we watched Star Wars 1 with my bro..lol.THEn we walked to AmPm for the hell of it...got a nutragrain bar,woo woo...came home..as soon as we got home we went to day-day and ryan's hosue so i couls pick up some more $$ for Laura....then we came home and watched Starwars II lol...everyone was watching it so tehre was not enough chairs for people.we were spillin out all over teh living room.lol....Then lets see..we watched mad tv..talked on the phone till like 1230 and crashed around 1 or 130...TODAY we were bums....watched skate shows for like a hour and half...went to rthe mall to see THEY but ended up walking around and "shopping" instead....FUCK i wanan go shopping!!I saw SO many cute things!!I prolly wont go shopping till like February tho cos im goign to TRY and save my xmas money till my bday......but then again,by my bday i might wanna spend the $$ on my car....Damn.lol.Im procrastinating REALLY bad on my reading and art project right now...gotta read 73 pages by tomorrow...it wont happen.....ran into some friends of melissas at the mall.then ran into Ashley and Brianna.....O yea Roger...dont worry about last night at the party!!dont even worry,your thinkign for teh worse and u shouldnt..Just tell her you had fun and thank her for inviting you.Mk Ima go call James..AGAIn..see if he's home YET..later

keri's ruins fell at 03:23 p.m.

Saturday, November 30, 2002

before i forget....JOKE: Whats green and smells like pork? Kermit the Frog's Fingers. EWWWWWWWW

keri's ruins fell at 11:36 p.m.

Saturday, November 30, 2002

Quick apology: SORRY roger,your not a retard..people, Roger isnt a retard...Roger your not a retard,your a bitch and Im a hood rat...JK lol.Peace

keri's ruins fell at 01:20 p.m.

Saturday, November 30, 2002

Hey People.Lets see what happened yesterday...umm....nothing really durring the day xcept i tried to convince my mom to let me pierce something else..didnt work.lol.Then Melissa came out..Then James came over to watch some movies.We watched Baby Boy I,kinda.I got parts oof it and i didnt get parts of it.BUT i saw Tyrese's booty.....while he was fucking a girl tho.lol.Melissa and I are makign fun of some spanish model on tv.lol...anyway back to my story.last night was fun..we were all wrestling around and crap.lol...broke my phone more than once.James dropped a ice-cube down my pants haha it sucked ass but it was funny,i had to go change my jeans.And James...watch your back cos their will be pay back for that huge ass weggie!I had fun..I felt bad cos Roy and Danny called--and Melissa needed a man and they wanted to come over,BUT my mom said 2 other peopel couldnt come over....maybe cos it was like 9 already.Next time.Today...And you know what?FUCK MELISSA's mom!!she swears ima damn hood rat or something.She's never even met me but she told Melissa when she came down NOT TO HANG OUT WITH ME!Cos she doesnt want her hangign with me if Im runnign around with guys.....LAME.......And then she called this mornign and asked Melissa if she had been hanging otu with me.....and then she told her not too again and that she's nto sapossed to leave teh house iwht me.....what the fuck?Maybe I should give her mom a reason to think bad of me....bitch..lol.I dodnt give a fuck..we all know melissa's gonna keep goin out with me.lol.My god brother and god godfather stopped by last night.WYATT AND JAKE GOT SO BIG!!!I love them soooo much!I havnt seen them latley because my God parents are divorcing right now...LAME...Im mad at Laura-----she didnt call at all yesterday :( she's in trouble.Ha roger called last night and talked to James...At first he of course didnt approve cos james was 17 but i was like "hey retard!!Im goign tobe 16 in like 3 months!!" and he was like "o yea yea i forgot aight aight its cool" ....lol.Im bored...tryin think of what to do today...

keri's ruins fell at 10:23 a.m.

Thursday, November 28, 2002

Hey yo.Turkey Day.I didnt eat more than I usually do on any other day,if anythign.overall i think i ate less than a average day cos i was ourt in the dune buggy a lot.So yeah all the Rogriguezs' came out to grams too....and of course dad,tom,lorie and I.SO there was a lot of us.when dad pulled out teh dune buggy he came in and said "ok Keri and Heather you guys get the first ride" ...so I was like "sweet!"..so yea I drove,Heather chilled.lol.Then when I came back like 2 mins after we come back Chris goes "hey keri wanna go out again but ill drive?" so i said "sure why not"..so we get in and she's like "k what do i do?" ...im liek "do you know how to drive a stick?" and she said "nope,im learning".lol....SOOOOOOO i taught her how to.LAURA CALLED ME AT MY GRAMS!!Yea it was cool.Ima have to take her out there so we can go out in the dune buggy together.Im dirty now.My cloths r DAMN dirty..while Chris and I were out and she was driving,she ran into a GIANT ASS bush...SO...we go stuck and the dune buggy wouldnt start again....SOOO I crawl underneath it and hook SOMETHING to somethign and hope in the drivers seat and it fires up....but i have no idea what i did..lol. so my cloths r dirty from crawlin in the dirt and my shoes r now brown from sinking in sand.After dinner....it sucked ass...the rule at grandmas is all single women have to do dishes..yea,the onlt single women..HEATHER AND I....so we did EVERY dish..no dish washer,so i washed,she dried...my hands were SOOO wrinkley..ew...so now im back here at home...Tomorrow James is comign over to watch some movies,i think i might have said that already this AM.lol.Ima jam tho.im tired.peace

keri's ruins fell at 10:02 p.m.

Thursday, November 28, 2002

Hey yo.Last night James stoped by on his way to AmPm..so I could "give him a wet one" .lol.Hey James..the BEST answer in the world is because KERI said so...Freakin Justin and Kevins mom pulled up behind James car whiel we were sittin there with ehr headlights all shining in his back window and as soon as he left she liek halled ass in our driveway about to run me over..BITCH!Yea surprise--James thinks Melissa and my mom are hot.......erk......ANYWAYS.Friday he's sapossed to come over and watch movies..Laura just called....shes leaving me for sure to go down the hill...GAY.lol.Im going to be leaving anytime now to go to grams with dad and everyone and go get dirty off-raoding and all that bad ass stuff that i love.Cant wait to drive the dune buggy!Mayeb even the baja bug.Amen that I can drive a stick!O SHIT HOW CAN I FORGET TO WRITE ABOUT THIS?!**************:::::::::::ROY ASKED LAURA OUT!::::::::::******* .......yeah bad ass huh!? roy and JAmes 3-wayed me last night and James was tellin him he needed to make Laura want it more,and i was tellin him laura deffinatley wanted it...but he needs to make her want it more...and after we got off the phone he called Laura and asked her!and then of course she calle dme all happy and cra but she was unsure if he ASKED her or was just gettign there or what..but uh yea I called him and talked to him abotu ti and he said Yea he asked her so THEY ARE TOGETHER!Its about damn time somethin happened there!Adds here!peace

keri's ruins fell at 09:59 a.m.

Wednesday, November 27, 2002

Hey there buddy.Thanksgiving is tomorrow...so here is a BRIEF list of teh things I am thankful for.... Laura's friendship.My parents.My "siblings".the rest of my family.Roger's friendship.My brother healin good from his surgery... Im thankful for James..Im thankful for James parents makin love the night they conceived him,lol.Im thankful for chocolate pudding,warm peach cobbler,kool-aid,fuzzy navel,toilet-paper,floss,chapstick,toothpaste,wheels,the color black,music,punks,zippers and buttons,clothes,pillows,showers,TOILETS,ballers and wiggers,g's and thongs(no one likes pantie lines), belts (crack kills), tootsie pops,slurpees,plastic(in all ways shapes and foms),nyght quil,jalapano fries,dirtbikes,duen buggies,skateboards,and montebello and las vegas and uptown whittier and the beach..AMEN. K thats enough lol

keri's ruins fell at 04:39 p.m.

Wednesday, November 27, 2002

*quick note* funny thing...i came home today and the house smelt like weed....funnier thing...mom tried to cover the smell up with out thinking i knew anythign was up.lol....it was of course my stinky bros

keri's ruins fell at 03:34 p.m.

Tuesday, November 26, 2002

K quick fact.. the average blue whale produces over 400 gallons of sperm when it ejaculates, but only 10% of that actually makes it into his mate. So 360 gallons are spilled into the ocean everytime one unloads, and you wonder why the ocean is so salty... pass it on Mk,2cnd entry of the day but I am bored.Ima talk about weed.lol....I think it shoudl be legalized...why? COS 1)The economy would make a ASS LOAD of money off of selling and producing it!And if we went global, ho-shit! 2)Crime rates would go down,people wouldnt be busted left and right for growin and selling it.. 3)IF they set a age limit to how old you'd have to be to buy it,they coudl some-what control who uses it.((yeah right)) and finally 4)MY LAME ASS BROTHER WOULDNT HAVE TO TAKE A DRUG TEST TO GET A JOB,THERFOR HE'D GET ONE AND BE OUTTA TEH HOUSE! Dude...and dudettes...Look at this... My Mom-smokes the herb...my REAL Dad-smokes teh herb...My "step" dad-smokes the herb...My REAL brother-smokes the herb...my TWO "step" bros-smoke the herb...My "step" siseter-smokes the herb when she is down here...ME--no smoke the herb.lol...and seriosuly,honest to Bob, I think the only reason I dont is so that I can be the only one in my family who can honestly say I dont smoke weed...alcohol is another thing...in that topic...My mom,Justin,AND Kevin are light-weights...Laura---FOOZIE NAVALINE!!Shooginah nooginah nah ni nah!Cant say Im PROUD of being able to handle a lotta alcohol....but hey....it migth just come in handy..someday...right?lol.How sad is it when your parents allow you to drink,in their house...and if I was up for it i could most likly smoke out with my bros in my own house too......thats sad..Altho...cool too i guess...in the fact that if I WANTED to i could..even tho thats sad form a parents point of view...BUT DAMN I HAVE THE COOLEST PARENTS!!Mk so they dont let me take their car out illegally like Kim's...or stay out till 4 or 5 AM like Sarah's..but they lemme do a damn lot!I go out all teh freakin time....ive been to Mexio with my bf...been to Vegas with my bf...stayed thr nihht at my bf's houses...and all cos for some PSYCHO but badd ass reason,they trust me. NEXT topic...LAAAAAAAURAAA!!YOU ARE LEAVING ME FOR 4 DAYS?!...noooooo.what am i gonna do?!Im saddened.lol...if you dont call me at LEAST once or twice a day ima be MAD.We havnt spent a weekend apart in a long ass time.this is gay,ima be borrrreeddd...AND,next time you go down to Duarte,Im taggin along!And about me goign to Kansas for a week,yea if I can,you can help, think of enough excuses of why it would be better to stay in Cali...i wont go. NEXT topic...Roger---roger roger roger...do i even need to say it? HIT that girlies SHIT!Tap it...not literally of course...but uh yea i think you should for sure get with her!And Im glad she makes you happy!!!and Im glad to hear,well-read, what she has to say about you too!thats bad ass!!GOOD LUCK TO U!!....P.S...FUCK SARAH!! >:O Last but DEFFINATLEY not least...JAMES-Giggles-Satan... :) Hey how ya doin?I'd tell you this right NOW but uh your not answering your IMs lol...so..yea....You already know I blab on and ON and ON and ON about you to my friends,and that Laura and I write notes about you every day...but i also think about you like ALLLL damn day.lol.Yea so THANKS for freaking messaging me on yahoo that one day...and for being bad ass....and....for puttin up with Laura and I all these past weekends....and....for driving by here that first night that I had to make the move and kiss you..damn you dont know how nervous I was to do that,and I dunno why but it took a lotta guts from me..ask laura..im sure you could tell i was all nervous and retarded,but yea thanks cos i really enjoy kissing you,haha.Mk.enough before I make a fool outta myself!! *********LATER TARDS!!!*********

keri's ruins fell at 07:51 p.m.

Tuesday, November 26, 2002

Hey.Almost done with the school week,AMEN!!Only tomorrow left.MAN!!Laura is leaving me for Thanksgivivng!!She's goign down to our home-away-from-home Duarte....lucky brat.lol...Who is goign to be my partner in crime this weekend?!Even HAYLEY went up north!Sarah wants to chill,kim too but knowing us 3,we'll get in trouble...I dunno if Ill get to hang with James cos most likley Roy will be with him but he prolly ownt wanna hang cos theres no laura.lol..Jeanette and I will prolly go to the movies.Anyway.THERE WAS THE PRETTIEST SUN SET TONIGHT!Pretty.O and I ditched Salsa practice cos I have a lotta work to do,as you can tell I havnt started yet,but i will!lol.I already know the whole dance anywho.MAN!I went hoem with Jeanette today,her niece Gabbie is SOOOOOOOOOOO cute!Lil Mexican girl with a G-lip (ha),big brown eyes and curly hair..so cute!!I love lil kids!!I colored with her and we were naming all the cartoons we knew.lol.Lets see what else....I wanna dance...I feel like dancing....Cant wait for winter "formal"!!!All the home fries better be goign so we can 10 x's more fun than homecoming 01!!Mk well Im running outta things to write....still sprung on james....o!Im missin my Montebello-ians!!!BIG TIME :( ...Its sad,all these chances I have to go down tehre I cant really cos Im making other plans or theres other things i wanna do...I WILL be out there sometiem in December,and if not than EARLY January!!And I might be goign to Kansas in December too with Kim,Sarah,Sarah's mom and maybe Kim's ex Adam..Im wanna go but I dont.I wanna go cos damn we can party and create chaos and drama for a week or whatever with out giving a fuck and leave it all behind and not have to worry about it later...BUT....I'd miss my homies like Laura,Satan,Roger, Jeannete..and so on.ERICA IF YOU READ THIS,LETS FIGURE OUT WHAT WERE GONNA DO FOR WINTERBREAK!!I wanna come to Montebello for a while and then you still wanna come here??Mk bye people!

keri's ruins fell at 05:22 p.m.

Monday, November 25, 2002

Hey...Dude,my home fry,my ho...Laura...completley ditched me at school today!But I understand..Sarah and Kim did too!It was lonley..I actually had fun at lunch hto.I hugn out with Hayley and Andrew and Roger and Cris, their lil click and i had more fun than the usual lunch.Ashley came over after school and worked on our alcohol project for PE.Wow..everytime she comes over i find somethin about someone new that shocks me.lol.dude.last night Sarah and Kim showed up at 830 to surprise me and Kim wanted to meet James...BUT he coudlnt go outside..so we hoped in her moms truck (told my mom Sarah had her license)and drove by his house,screamed,flipped a u-turn, and screamed some more and came home.lol.Yea and I woke up with a sore throat this AM :( o well.Yea him and I are gonna have to straightin out some "titles" we have soon...Im sprung...::boing::....Laura's sprung...hopefully THEY are sprung...Hopefully we'll be BF/Gf soon...lol....cos that'd be the shit....But uh yea we'll have to wait and see I guess.James I know ur gonna be reading this and I just dont give a fuck anymore.lol.and Roger---your my bestfriend and all,but hit me again,ima step all over ur white shoes AND sock ya more than once!!..and Ill make sure its when Andrew's not there to flick me for ya.K im out cos JAMES is bein impacient (sp?) ,lol.bye!

keri's ruins fell at 06:29 p.m.

Sunday, November 24, 2002

Yea so I am bored....Today Laura and I woke up.....were bums till like 12...lol...then we were craving stupid lil "fast Break" candy bars so we walked to AMPM...and instead we got sprites and shared some mentos.lol...And thats about it...Donnie just stopeed by..He swares Laura and I ditched him to go hang out with Roy and James...Actually we just didnt want to go and not know anyone.We didnt wanna go and be bored when we would most likley be gettin a call from the guys and goin out somewhere.I feel bad but its no use arguing with him cos he'll still think what he thinks.Mk..shower time..PEace

keri's ruins fell at 05:54 p.m.

Sunday, November 24, 2002

Hey yo.Lets see yesterday Laura and I PLANNED on hitting up the mall and movies...didnt happen...We went for a walk....lol...and watched the Osbornes marathon with my brother,he is my moms favorite child.lol.He got cookies AND soda to himself.AND A CD.lol.ITs all gravey tho,cos i have money for that stuff and she doesnt know it.lol.James and Roy came over last night.James told me earlier yesterday that Laura knows he is sprugn so that when I start acting sprung so will he......how?lol...I dunno if I acted sprung or not last night,but uh no shit I am.Ask Button Face.lol.Fuck Gwen Steffani is SO PRETTY!!She's my idol...lol.Kick Ass.Back to James.At first it was kinda boring cos we were just outside and the boys were sittin in teh car and Laura and I were taking walks to teh stop sign and back,lol......but then we went to the garage..and back to the room.and James,Im sure youll read this sooner or later..and i dont care what you say GIGGLEs,you jumped a few times too!And check the trunk of ur car ;) We watched Blade....Laura and Roy-Toy and getting back to normal,amen.lol.Yea James is awsome..kick ass. LoL him and I wanted to just leave and go to Vegas last night...would if i could but i cant.Mom and Robb painted the kitchen and dinning room yesterday.We're doign it Coca Cola Style...we already had all the old coca cola bottles and some different memorbilia(sp?) so yea we found a border for Coca cola thats red,green and yello(sounds ugly but they go good) and we painted the walls 'mustard' yellow...and no its nto yellow as in teh mustard bottle color.lol.I WANNA GO SKATEBOARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bad...at Venice Beach again..that was fun,mom took melissa and I there just to skate.But yea I am goign to jam now.so catch you guys later. *Its a wicked world we live in*

keri's ruins fell at 10:21 a.m.

Saturday, November 23, 2002

I forgot to write one thing in the entry thigny!We were comign hoem from school yesterday and we were talking baout how we used to go watch Ray's baseball games cos he used to be liek a bro to me and my mom goes "o is tahtthe one you were rolling around in the wood chips with and we were laughing at you?" lol...and i was like "huh??no...i dont remember that...." and she said it again and I turned at laura and looked at her like "wtf is she talkign about??" and it donned on me "OOOHHH!!You mean JOHNNY!!...andmanuel!wow i forgot about that!"....ok not even 5 mins later...who do we see walking down the street??JOHNNY!!!It was weird..I havnt seen him in at least a year..thats that ROTTIN ex boyfriend of mine that used to hit me..Fuck him.I could careless if i ever saw him again....MOVING on......ROY WANTS LAURA.lol.......mk Im gonna go with James word so GO LAURA...Fuck-------FOOZIE NAVALINE.....

keri's ruins fell at 11:56 a.m.

Saturday, November 23, 2002

Yea so last night sucked ass....our owrse Friday night in a long time.We,well I, was under the impression that we were going out with James and Roy again.....didnt happrn.They usually call around 630 seo we got ready and at about 7ish we said screw it and went toRyan's house....that was boring too cos they were just watching movies and his grandma was there and laura feels akward around here..so we walked the long way home......and believe it or not...we were asleep by 9.Man we were invited to go out with sarah and kim and a bunch of peopel lat night too and we ad to pass it up...then i called to apologize for not returning there call and guess what.....RYAN and FRANKY were pickin them all up to go somewhere......well Franky is the guy laura has a biiig thing for.....so yea we got screweed all overt last night.hopefully we will make up for it today.

keri's ruins fell at 07:56 a.m.

Friday, November 22, 2002

Hey yo.Last night I was the only one at salsa practice but it was all gravey cos I learned the whole dance and got it down....but I might have to help her teach it on that note.lol.I was sapossed ot possibly go out with Gigles (james) and Roy last night but uh yea giggles decided to not go to school and get in troubel.lol.Um mum mum..Laura and I are hoping to go out with them tonight...if james otr soemone decides to answer us!!!!!Arg.Mk but Im outtie.LATES YO!

keri's ruins fell at 04:35 p.m.

Wednesday, November 20, 2002

EMOTIONS EMOTIONS EMOTIONS!Mk...Came home and put the petal to the metal on my writting assignment,actually got it done quite fast surprisingly...Then i took THE longest,NICEST,most relaxing bubble bath!!My ass and thighs are achin from PE so i put the muscle relaxing oil balls in tehre...and i had a sucker (score!) and i was talkign to laura and listenign to music.it was nice..THEN I come online..James and I start talking...guess who is pregnant again...yup,his ex Michelle.....He said she told him shes sapossivly only 3 weeks along but he said she looks a lot more than that and he thinks she might have lied about teh miscarage and still have James kid....ERK!!!SUCKS ASS HUH?!I feel soooooooooo bad for him!!Liek it seriosuly bummed me out cos he was all bummed and upset...and then i started thinking baout wether or not it would screw him and I up...and i got a little mor ebummed...but then i realized taht if it did...i'd understand cos that is really hard for someone to go through..So yea when it is born hes demanding a faternity test..THEN Laura was talkign to him and he told her he LIKES ME A LOT! but that he doesnt want to bring me into his problems becaus ehe might be having a kid..so my bestest buddy laura told him i like him a LOT too and that im not going to let anythign change how much iliek him and that i liek kids too and all this and then he told me he was tellin her how much he liked me an dhe was all embarassed so i said "if it makes u less embarassed i liek you too.lol" ...haha.So yeah now I am about to go read his and Laura's convo and see whats up...woo woo.and Roger...$775!!And play on!

keri's ruins fell at 08:21 p.m.

Tuesday, November 19, 2002

*Uh huh-ok-whats up?shut up* *Biggy biggy biggy cant you see?soemtiems your words just hypmatize me*I love it when you call me big papa!throw yo hands in teh air if you's a true playa!*....k those songs have been stuck in my head all day!Anywho..Um..ROY CALLED AT 140 AM!!!URK!!Woek my happy sleepin ass up!For a freakin 5 minute conversation!lol.I asked him "are you CRAZY?!" and then he's like "were u sleepin?" im like "no i like going to shcool tired and lookin like a racoon".lol.Yea so then I was up till 330 tryin to get back to sleep!Nothign special happened at shcool i dont think..o Laura!"I have to clean my dirty mind like a toilet bowl".ha.After school---uh--N.E.R.D....and thast where im at now..keepin Roger company.Sarah wants to go out Friday night...me,her,kim,laura,janice,isaac,his twin,some guy carlos and a bunch of other guys we dont know..We'd be out till like 4 Am or later she said...I want to go but i dont.lol.I do cos HELLO i liek goin out!!Plus i can make some new friends..But i dotn want to cos we gotta get up early to go to San Diego Saturday plus I wanna hang wiht James..yes i am lame.Aww Roger's so sweet..We bond more when we tell each other how much our friendship means to each other.He's swell.lol.My Mexican brother.Mk Im outtie!peace! (erk...too much BET and Gangsta music.lol)

keri's ruins fell at 06:22 p.m.

Monday, November 18, 2002

Hey,Mk this is a special entry.For my home-fry ROGER.ROGER...ima make u read this but anywho..I was just sittin here listening to Tupac and thinking..lol...and I just wanted to day thanks for being such a homie for so long.7th grade!Yikes!Gotta show you our old school pics I found.**Memories** Mrs.Smith's class----disecting fish...i KNOW you liked Jenny ;) haha...Anywho.Weve been in some retarded fights that coulda been avoided but we're cooler cos of them...Lets keep on fightin...JOKING!HELL NO!!Thats one if the things i hate most in this world(plus cops)...anywho...thanks for always being there and listening to me whine about guys even tho im sure u hate it...and u know im here for you whenever.Im here to be the honest bitch and the one u hopefully TrUsT.SO yeah,light a fatty and celebrate.jk roger..seriously-jk.lol.Mk well i love you buddy!!PLAY ON PLAYA!!

keri's ruins fell at 08:38 p.m.

Monday, November 18, 2002

Mmm.I am MUNCHIN!!Vanilla ice-cream with PNUT butter and bananas!!!SCORE.Ha-get this,today at school Alex thaught I was a senior,had my license and a job.Right.I learned a Mexican dacne in PE.lol.It was fun.We learned teh cha cha a week or 2 ago.After school Ashley Hawkins came over and we worked on our PE project..took like 3 hours or a lil more just to freakin coem up with a strength training routine and to burn a cd to teach the class with on Friday.O joy.Um gee i couldnt go to James' house AGAIN tongiht cos he didnt go to school and his mom wouldnt let him have company.I hope thats not a excuse.HEY I DIDNT FAIL MY LAST MATH TEST!!I got a 70!!Sadly,yes I am proud,although MOOS beat me!by 1!HEY LAURA!!My home fry--listen---About James and Roy...Shooganuh nooginuh nah nah nah...and i coulf go for soem fooozie navalian...what about you?Off to bed just cos bed and sleep sounds SO bitchin right now.Later

keri's ruins fell at 07:42 p.m.

Sunday, November 17, 2002

Hey yo.We DID hang out with James and Roy last night!Laura and I knocked out by 10 last night BUT the phone rang at 1030 "hey its Roy.We're goign to come over ok?"...so they did.Laura and I were huddled together with our hoods on wrapped ina blanket lookin like hobo's waiting for them.lol.Anywho they got here and we went and hung out in the garage watching SNL and Mad TV.Poor Laura!!Roy pants her!It was liek slow motion too!He pantsed (sp?) her and we all froze..then I covered James' eyes...Roy stood there like a goone and LAura pulled her sweater over her botty then pulle dup her pants.lol.Well James had to be home by 12 so they didnt get to stay that long but like he said" " least he got to coem by for a lil bit".I think Im destined to marry a guy thats name starts with J...look at my past history of bf names---James,Johnny, Jonathan,Jesse,Joseph,another James..and besides that a Kyle and a Robert.What do YOU think?LoL.Today Im sapossed to get together with Ashley and work on 2 of our projects...BUT I dont think its gonna happen,maybe tomorrow.But Im outtie.Lates yall!

keri's ruins fell at 09:25 a.m.

Saturday, November 16, 2002

Ahoy.dude..Last night roy and James called at 1 Am....and then this morning,a SATURDAY morning, at 515!!!Crazy people huh?!?!anyway...Laura and I went to Speedway today..TIMMY was there!!He looks so different for some reason..he grew his hair out a little and looks taller and older...but his voice,lmao,sounds all high.Yea Ill pass on him.lol.We came home early hoping to get to go out with Roy and James.Never DID get ahold of them BUT someone had calle dmy house and left a message saying nothing but "boom boom"...lol.Whoever that was.SO yea we went over To Ryan's for a bit so laura coudl sell soem stuff to her cousin...I GOT TO HOLD RYAN's CHINCHILLA!They are SO cute! I call them rat/squirels...they are SO soft!Softer than mink! He has two and one is pregnant so I told him to lemme know when it has its babies cos i wanna try and get one.Ok im outtie!bye!

keri's ruins fell at 08:45 p.m.

Friday, November 15, 2002

I had fun tonight...Laura and I came hoem and got ready t go out with Roy and James...We went to Roy's house...watched How High and T.V....yea Roy's not what we expected.Well actually he kinda is...we called his bad side,and it came true tonight.DONT WORRY LAURA I LOVE YOU STILL!!Think Frankie Frankie Frankie!!Haha..Woo!due shit talkers are so retarded.MOVING ON...So yea we came home at 1030/now were watchin a movie.but i gotta jam,.lates!

keri's ruins fell at 10:42 p.m.

Thursday, November 14, 2002

*BORED**bored***BoReD****BOrED****boRed Im REALLY bored..Was broed yesterday....bored today..both days had the anticipation of seein James...so far both days thats been shot down...He's SAPOSSED to be coming over tonight,however its 622 and hes not home yet.....::PLEASE LET HIM CALL OR IM ME!!OR EVEN JUST SHOW UP!::..otherwise thatll be just wrong...Anywho.Im doign a salsa dance at Winterfest this year for M.E.Ch.A..thatll be fun.I wonder who my partner will be??

keri's ruins fell at 06:17 p.m.

Wednesday, November 13, 2002

Hey hey hey!!Monday night James and Roy were sapossed to come over...HOWEVER...JAAAAAAAAMES didnt finish his homework and couldnt come!!!WHICH SUCKED BIG BLACK HAIRY DONKEY BALLS.BUT..Roy got dropped off before we knew this and he braught his friend Dustin ((AKA Ustin)) with him...we did not know he was coming.At first I couldnt really stand Dustin..he was loud and obnoxious..Anywho..they wanted to go to AMPM and get someone to buy alcohol for them..so we walked there.Sothey were drinkin there beer thingies ((Laura and I were good girls and didnt drink)) and they give ME teh bag with the 40 in it and tell me "DO NOT DROP IT!!"..so we're walking...::rip::...::glass shatters:: Me:"I SWARE I DIDNT DROP IT!!THERES A WHOEL IN THE BAG! LOOK LOOK!!!!!UR MY WITNESS!"...lmao..they were pretty amd at 1st but new it wasnt my fault.So yeah we hugn in the yard for a whiel..and at this time Dustin was still gettin on my nerves a wee bit and he takes the liberty of callin James and saying "Dude!You better get over here!!your girl is ALL over me and wont get off!!!"...o HELL no!!If looks coudl kill,he woulda been dead...Laura goes "Dude you better be careful!she WILL slpa you!"...but I let it slidecos i didnt think James would believe it..well later that night when my momkicked us outta the house for being too loud...he wasnt gettin on my nerves as much anymore cos he like calmed down and was acting like a human being.....SO..they go home around 9-915..I coem online..James is on..."so you got with Dustin?" and i TRIED AND TRIED AND TIRED for like 30 minutes to defend myself and say that nothign happened and i swore it on my life and all this and he was just lik e"well your not my girl,i cant tell you who te get with and who not too..its not like we're together right?" and all this crap and he was makinf me feel liek shit so bad!!I was SO frustrated!SOOo we called Roy and told him to tell James but they coudslnt get ahold of him or something...so yesterday roy was sapossed to talk to him..i come on..James brings it up and says roy and dustin told him i was all over dustin..so i get pissed and start cussin and i was about to call roy when James goes "CALM DOWN!!!IM JOKIN WITH YOU!They told me yesterday nothign happened.I just wanted to see how much you cared!!"...grrr.that was WRONG...It woulda been easier if he asked!lol.So i had been stressin ALLLLL teh ngiht before and ALL yesterday for nada...He said he'll make it up to me though.lol...but i migh tjust get him back,if i can think of something.Mk..M.E.Ch.A is going to San Diego in 2 Saturday's..woo woo!!Im outtie.bye!

keri's ruins fell at 03:50 p.m.

Monday, November 11, 2002

last night was fun AGAIN!!!James and Roy came over here last night.We WERE hanging out in the garage at first and then the boys got home and Gary was being a asswhole...Im sure you all know why...SO we left to my room and had some pizza and then FREAKING DONNIE shows up......Yeah so he sits on teh computer all night....bum.so its liek James and I...Roy and Laura....DONNIE>.O well...we put Joy ride in but NO ONE as paying attention cos we were joking around too much and stuff....so we put Pumpkin Head 2 in ....we payed a LITTLE attention to that....but prettymuch we all joked around and goof off all night.They're fun to hang out with!James has FINALLY begun to talk a LOT more!!Today we might all go see Jackass or 8 Mile again...MINUS donnie...aye.ANYWHO..were watching spiderman..OTUTIE~!

keri's ruins fell at 08:25 a.m.

Sunday, November 10, 2002

Wassup G's???Im in gangsta mode..JK lol.Last night was fun...I guess.lol.Laura and I went to see ****8-Mile**** last night!!!Its sooooooooooooooooo kick ass!!And Em's a really good actor!!"Fuck the free world!!!3-1-3!!!Fuck the free world!!!3-1-3!!!" ...ha,just go see it bone heads.When we got home,Sarah and Brittany showed up outta nowhere..so they stayed the night...Us 4, plus Gary,Justin and Kevin spent a good hour or more prank callign idiots.lol..Well it was Kevin and Gary doin the calling,and us providing numbers and stuff."Hello this is Jeffrey the giraff from Toys R Us,we were just wonderign if you'd be interested in buying a holidays gift card??No??Are you sure sir??Ok well we also have a playboy package,what about that sir??No??Ok..youhave a good night.Goodbye" ..lol.Give us a break it was boooring!!then we watched SNL and went to bed.We fit Brittany,Sarah,Laura,Me andthen Gary on one couch..haha..He wanted fun time but he didnt get any.Um today Laura and I are gonna be bums and watch movie after movie after movie and go pick up some ben and gerry's.....lol...maybe invite Roy and James over..ew,so they can see out bummness.Haha.I am gonna jam.Later!

keri's ruins fell at 12:01 p.m.

Saturday, November 9, 2002

Wow.Last night was fun...K Sarah,Laura and I walked to Wally-World to visit Anthony again...then *James* and his buddy picked us up so we coudl "chill"....My mom thaught we were around teh corner at Jame's..but no.We drove over behind the mall to the nice ass hosues and his buddy new a guy that lived there SO we went to this house and tehres like 5 or 6 guys there......were teh only 3 chicks..lol..and tehre was more guys on teh way. They all seemed nice and everything..and one of them,Wesley,was soooo drunk he was hilarious.but anywho..James and all the guys but 2 left to go get somethign from a friend up the stree...so that guy Wesley was being really funny,liek not even on purpose..and he wnet up stairs and said "hey lil boy blue!(sarah--blue sweatshirt) come scratch my back!" and long story short,she wouldnt..he fell down teh stairs..phone rang...while he was on teh phone,it was a chick,she heard us giggle and asked who it was and he was lik e"i dont care about them dirty ass hoes" or somethign liek that so i was like "fuck no"...and i told him fuck you or osmethign and he said "you heinas got ta go!gotaa go..YOU gotta go" cos i kept tellign him fuck you cos he was being a ass to us...so i kicked my feet up on his couch to piss him off and he goes "ima go get my dad's gage!" ...(right before that i was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO close to sockign his ass!!Ive never been that close ot hittign a guy,i even turned to Sarah and Laura and sai d"you got my back if i fucken hit him?!")..so when he said that and ran upstairs,we jammed out teh door....so we're out on teh curb..3 more peopel go in the house...James pulls up...we tell him what happend and he said hed take us home.so tehy go runnin in teh house and come out (him and roy) and said he was tlakin outta his ass..so wer go back in..Wesley tells Sarah she had to leave so she gets up and goes...so I follow...and soem BITCH was tehre and she was talkign shit and Laura and I left and I said "FUCK YOU ASSWHOEL!" real loud and we jammed...James,Roy,Sarah,Laura and I went to the pool hall.....the guys played pool..but we suck to bad...Laura hit Roy's shit,woo woo!Go her man.It tooka while..but James and I ..yea..he has this thing,he wont make teh first move..but im the same way.so it was like teasting each other.lol.I had alot of fun though :) it was funny,Sarah knocked out on teh bench while we all did our thing..she was happy.lol.Roy was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fucken drunk though!And!!!!!HE REMINDS ME SOOOOOOOOOOO MCUH OF BENNY!!!!!!I sware Benny's personality is trappe din Roy!soem of his looks too!It was cool.He started wanting to box peopel thoguh.lol...and he touched this irls NASTY NAPPY ASS HAIR..ew..anyway.Then we came home and knocked out at like 10 30.Peace

keri's ruins fell at 11:39 a.m.

Thursday, November 7, 2002

Hey.Tuesday was lame..LAst night was fun.Laura came home with me after M.E.Ch.A ..we went on liek 10 walks.lol...and teh new "cool hangout" at my casa is the garage.lol...so we watched some Tv in there and stuff...then James drove by for a few minutes at the corner..he kissed me :) Then Laura and I busted a mission impossible back to the garage and pretended like we were there for a while.lol..Laura stayed the night.....went to school today..cloudy dark gloomy cold weather taht kicks ass!Today Sarah came hoem with me...Mom dropped us off at Wal Mart so we coudl visit Anthony at work.We walked home......chilled on the porch,roof and in teh garage...listened to the boys jam...ate dinner....then *James* came and picked us up..so we were there from 630-9....it was fun..Sarah and I beat each other up...and were out of it.lol..He is SO quiet...I wish he'd talk more!!Anywho tomorrow Im sapossed to call him after school and we're goign to hang out or something.Woowoo...hes gonna have a friend or 2 over though so hes more talkative.lol.after THAT...were sapossed to go to Adam's (we're as in me Sarah and LAura) after like 930 or 10...erk...And from there no one knows.Ok Ive never gotten physically grossed out by peope makign out till today....EW...the 2 dorks in front of me in teh lunch line...i sware to god they played kiss tag or somthing...kissign liek EVERY second...jst dumb lil pecks!!Ok there was like trails of spit every so often and they kissed so much it was just DAMN ANNOYING..ew..theres a time and place fo rthat..not in the syper crowded lunch line,lol.lates

keri's ruins fell at 10:51 p.m.

Monday, November 4, 2002

Hey..Lame day of school....came home..had a few lame hours...went over to James...that was fun.We had good conversation..funny and not the normal kind of convo you'd usually have BUt it was fun...his dad got mad about something so James drove me home and now Im here...with a few more lame hours.lol.Im really far behind in my reading of Oliver Twist..so im out!lol...LATER GUYS! P.S.....YOU MUST BY THE NEW TRANSPLANTS CD!!ITS FUCKEN BAD ASS

keri's ruins fell at 07:30 p.m.

Sunday, November 3, 2002

wow...what a night i had last night..went to James' house for a lil bit....came home....James told me to call him when i got home from the gig and he'd pick me up and we could go hang out..so,laura and I go to the gig,it SUCKED ASS..so we left..BUT..James had left to get his friend,and he told his lil bro to call him if I called the house for James..well his bro didnt do that..SO..we didnt go chill..

keri's ruins fell at 07:45 p.m.

Friday, November 1, 2002

-Drinkign flat rootbeer ina sprite bottle-refreshing :) Might as well write.How was everyones Halloween?Good I hope...no one got arrested??Mkay well tongiht was awsome...wen to a punk gig...Those are SO rare here its not even funny!!Unles syou go to Reflections..which people are slowly turning "Anti-Reflections"...I only go if a friends band is palying or if someone I really like,for example BACKSIDE, is playing.WHICH IS RARE!Punk boys punk boys everywhere.lol.SOME metal heads..Ah ha!There was this one lil philipino dude there who i see liek EVERYTIME im at Refletions..and these two chicks Terry and somethign else who laura,robert and I met at the hemlock show..Ive run into them 2wice after that but I dotn think they remembe rme,so i didnt say hi.The bands that played were: *Farewell from Afar* ((FUCKIN BAD ASS)), End on End,Bleeding Kansas ((ALSO AWSOME)) and Y4FA...they were ALL awsome!Ive never been to a local show liek that where EVERY band was bad ass...Bleedign Kansas and End on End are from the LA area.The others are Victorvill-ians.The last band had a drummer who looked like my bro,and guitar player who looked and acted like Laura's bro..and a guitar player who was a older twin of our buddy John...and then tehy had a dude,Jeff,coem paly a few songs with EXTREMLY NICE HANDS...sexy.lol.Lates

keri's ruins fell at 10:45 p.m.

Wednesday, October 30, 2002

nofunjoe: 15 year old girls aren't that hard to figure out...especially since I use to be a 15 year old guy and I have ALOT more experience now Keri Clark: so lol...maybe i am different than the other 15 year old girls nofunjoe: That's true but this is the way I look at it......Cars may look and run a little different than each other, but you still have to steer the steerung wheel, and press on the gas and brakes to drive them....they all work just about that same way Keri Clark: hahahaha,,you make good compariosns..still..im different in SOME ways

keri's ruins fell at 05:13 p.m.

Monday, October 28, 2002

Hey I met this really interesting old school punk....Like he was a hardcore punk back when it all started.he's got a lot of good views on all kinds of things liek anarchy and punk...check out this convo. nofunjoe: Not bad....I think I want you Keri Clark: RiOght Keri Clark: and is sagetory rape one of ur fav pass times?lol nofunjoe: No.....Never done it actually Keri Clark: good thing nofunjoe: Laws are stupid anyway....This is one of the only countries in the world where 18 is the legal age...In Eurpoe people your age are legal....They can go drink in bars and everything. The USA is stupid Keri Clark: Ar eyou into all that anarchy shit? nofunjoe: No. Nice theory, but it wouldnt work.....I just think American society is too uptight and they try to make all these laws to cover everything imaginable......Yeah we have the freedom to do just about anything we want, it's just that almost everything we do is illegal Keri Clark: yea nofunjoe: You meantioned statutory(?) Say you liked a guy that's over 18 and he like you......Do you think that you're too young and immature to decide that you like this guy, or do you think you're smart enough to decide that for yourself? Keri Clark: I think Im smart enough to decide that for myself.....I dont think age has anything to do with maturity.It has to do what youre capable of handling and what you have been through....and how you handle your emotions nofunjoe: Exactly!!! But the LAW says that YOU are too young and immature to make that decision for yourself.....and the law says that if you do make that decision and follow through with it then the people involved are going to get in trouble. Dont you think thats lame??? Keri Clark: Yup Keri Clark: BUT.. Keri Clark: they are also doign it to protect us Keri Clark: Peopel your age are more mture in teh nature that you've done mer thinsg like had sex...drink and all that shit...Say I got pregnant at 15 by someone older than 18..theyre trying to protect ME... nofunjoe: True, but they over do it......Yes they are trying to protect you in the sense that an older guy can take advantage of a younger girl. But you said you're smart enough and mature enough to make that decision on your own.....So if you hooked up with a guy over 18 because you WANTED to, then why should the guy get in trouble when your mommy and daddy find out and call the police? He didnt do anything wrong. He didnt take advantage of you....You wanted to be with him. Keri Clark: But see a lot of teh time older men take advantage of girls in teh sense that they tellthe girl what they WANT o hear...not necisarilly what teh guy REALLY feels...and therefor teh girl falls all in love with the guy ...who coudl possibly be using her for his pleasures nofunjoe: Well I dont know where you've been but younger guys do the same exact thing.....It's in a guys nature, I dont think it has anything to do with your age nofunjoe: If a guy wants to fill you full of bullshit to get down your pants it has nothing to do with how old he is Keri Clark: LoL......Well Im just speaking from experience. nofunjoe: I know exactly what you're saying though.....It's just stupid that a young guy can take advantage of a young girl and it's all good, yet even if an older guy is sincere and really liike a younger girl it's a possibilty that he can go to jail Keri Clark: Yeah I know IT blows nofunjoe: but anyways Keri, My dag has an appointment with the vet so I have to get ready to go. I'll definitely talk to you later.....And by the way, this was the first intelligent conversation I've had on here in a long time nofunjoe: and i had it with an immature 15 year old girl.....Isnt that strange??? Keri Clark: lol...IMMATURE...BITE ME...jk lol

keri's ruins fell at 05:27 p.m.

Sunday, October 27, 2002

Aye Danny's a lucky guy!Hes at the WS game right now...Angels r winning 4-1 8th inning!woo!Jeanette and I went to the mall and found a SUPER REALLY SOOPER FIIIIINE guy who works at Hot Topic...YUMMMMM!like !Xtremley! YUM!!Off the richtor scale!!There were some pretty cute punkers in there too...LoL Jeanette and I were in the underwear section(Im a chonie freak) and I was flippin out over these AWSOME red underwear taht had lil blackwidows on em and I was like "THESE ARE AWSOME!" and one of teh worker guys was like "THOSE ARE RAD!!" lol.I wa sall "THEY are huh?!".We saw THE RING..I dont see why everyoen is so reaked out about it though.It was good though.There will be a part 2.We TRIED to see Jackass but for some reason now they started checking damn ID.lol.Mmm and I ate some Panda Express..MMmm.ALRITE THE ANGELS WON!!Man Danny is a lucky guy!!!!!!!I bet he is SO psyched right now!

keri's ruins fell at 08:02 p.m.

Saturday, October 26, 2002

Well tonight-Saturday,on homecoming weekeend-is SCREWED.Ok...Im NOT going to the dance..which I REALLY REALLY REAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYY regret right now....BUT some friends were sapossed to come over and hang out..yea none of that is happening now.Well last night we go tkilled at our game...47-8...and we didnt score those 8 points until the last minute and half of the game..but MARCUIS made that great catch...I didnt hang out with teh usual crowd cos there was WAY too many of them...But I had a lot of fun.*Tyrone* was injured and coudlnt play...so thats ok cos I could see his face and spot him out easier.lol.I think my ass was frozen last nigh tfor a good 2 or 3 hours after the game.lol.O and I met Eric Padgett....he's one of those guys at school that EVERYONE knows and wants..haha...the only reason I met him was cos he took my friend Ashley out last night...he got sick...and braught her to the game to find me and then yea i just came with her to gethim some water and take it to him in teh parking lot..LoL.Its werid cos you soemtimes think those super popular people are kinda jerky...well hes really nice.He actually shook my hand and introduced himself..so i respect him.lol.Mkay this morning i went to a work out class with hayley at 915!It was a REALLY good work out...we even did a lil of teh cha cha...BUT afterwards there was a lil halloween party with all kinds of good grub,which kinda defeated teh purpose of working out,haha.THEN I came home around 12...and Donnie called and asked if I wanted to go out to dinner tonight before he goes to the dance...and I told him I'd have to look for my dresses ((cos we were goign with other peopel and their dates all fancy and formal)) and he said "Ok well Ill call you back"......did he call??NOOOOOOOOO......does that count as being stood up?haha.I was bummed!!!!!Seriosusly!I busted out all my dresses and dress shoes was getting all excited that i got to do SOMETHING for homecoming..but he didn tcall :( I even had my hair curled all perty...Thats my luck..I EVEN TOOK OFF MY BLACK NAIL POLISH AND PAINTED MY NAILS TO MATCH THE DRESS IWAS GONNA WEAR!and now I cant find anyone else either to go out with and have fun.Grrr...lol.Jeanette and I are SAPOSSED to go to teh movies tomorrow...BUT we'll see.Yeah so im kinda upset about being hoem on a Saturday night.......

keri's ruins fell at 06:02 p.m.

Thursday, October 24, 2002

Hey!Today was rockin!Tyrone made my night but well get tehre later..Had a club meeting today..Cool..Then went to Tacolate Shake's house..(hayley)..then we went to Jazzercise to babysit teh lil kids while the adults exercized..Ha and after teh class we busted out our dances we used to perform like a year or 2 ago..it was fun!THEN off to the homecomign bonfire!When we 1st got there it was lame cos you couldnt see shit cos it was all dark..and noone was there..BUt then we found our friends..It was fun!!Like a giant kick back with all ur friends!And Tyrone...Tyrone mad emy day..Tyrone is a SOOPER FINE guy ((African American too...Danny be proud for me!lol)) who's on teh Varisty Team,# 40..Woo.lol.He used to be my neighbor but anyways---I was walking by and he pulled me back and gave me a NiCe big ol TIGHT hug ((ah)) and asked me whats up and all that crap and ya know yea it made my night..LoL.Funny how hug can pump you up.We hung with a big ass group..Me,Laura,Hayley,Kim,Sarah,Brittany,Rochelle,Joey,Steve,Kara,Blake,Mark,Andrew E,Andrew S,Roger,Derek,Caitlyn,Karina,Denise....every so often CJ,Mario( hes moving to Hawaii Sunday!),Jeff,and some other football peeps i didnt know..but yea it was alotta fun..and when we waited for out rides Ray and Ben(white boy!he calls me beaner,lol) and Ray's weird but cool friends..And Sarah was grabbin Marqese's(sp?) ass and she never talked to him before...but he uh noticed her and started chit chattin..lol.So that bring sus to now...me at hoem HYPER...Th ebonfire was sapossed to be from 7-10...yea well our "cool school" let teh fireburn out by 830 hahaaha...we didnt leave till 9 ish though.Um I went and saw Tom last night...Hes doin SOO good!Not in pain at all.The doctor said his surgy is equivalent to having 4 open heart bipasses...crazy huh?They took bone from his rib,hip AND thigh...poor dude.Mkay I have hoemwork later

keri's ruins fell at 09:40 p.m.

Tuesday, October 22, 2002

Hey.Tom had his surgery today..I went down to Loma Linda around 415 to sit and wait with my mom,dad and grandparents and see if he'd get ou tbefore i left...BUT ..I left at 630 and he went into recovery at like 730...and he wont be in his room and no one can see him for a few hours..I dont know when Ill get to see him because I dont think I have a way down there tomorrow..Thursday we have the bonfire for homecoming..Friday the homecoming game,and Saturday my friends are coming over to watch movies,chow down and crash in stead of the dance.I know that seems fucked up and u may be thinking "family before friends" BUT for tehse few days he'll be so drugged up he wont know who's talkin to him anyway.Ill get out there ASAP.Im quiting that stupid lil dance team im on cos its goign to the pits anyway,and Im joining ANOTHER club.Its so cool!For Winter Fest were goign to do a marrage booth and some other booths..then one day we're goign to take about 16 kids (one kid per person on teh club) from a group house (orphanage) and we're goign to tak ethem out to teh movies or teh park,or Scandia for a day :D ..Im really looking forward to that..and THEN we're goign to take the top 16 academic students from V.C.M.S adn takign them to Six Flags..so that will be fun too..I might join club interact too cos tehy do a lot of work in teh community and all that.Makes me feel good when I do stuff like that for other people.-I've been thinkign a lot more positivly latley..I missed being happier like this..but one of my "best"friends is still stuck in a rut :( theyre talking about solving things their way which freaks me out..a LOt..and they wont tell exactly whats wrong..we have been goign through our lil hard times togeather ...but i guess they dont want to go through it anymore..As of now they plan on moving..but if that doesnt solve their problems,whats next?....Aye..Laura moved into her new house..nice place..but i have to jam.later

keri's ruins fell at 08:06 p.m.

Monday, October 21, 2002

Hey.Ok so Saturday wasnt that bad..Melissa only hit the bong once...thank god..and then she hung out with me.We wanted to go for a walk so we walked down to AMPM and I was going to ask the freaky lil indian guy at the OTHER liquor store if he'd sell me some Puckers...but there was to many adults there.The walk there and back takes like 45 mins..and yet we do it just cos were THAT bored.Pathetic.O well,I think its kinda funny...and we always end up meeting someone on the way there or back.We rented 13 Ghosts and Queen of teh Damned..HOLY COW!!Stuart Townsend,the main male campire,is ,as i put it to Danny,"fucken hotter than fuck!"..you might think so too..if you like guys with a lil longer hair and dark eyes and ..ahhhhh.You know I dont think anyoen even reads this anymor.O well it keeps me busy.Sunday was FUN!!I went out to grandma's with my dad and brother...we of course wen tout in teh dune buggy,and dad braught his friends ATC.Those things are so stupid,why would u buy one!?Even thoguh I love the dune buggy too...2 wheels is the best way to get around the desert.We took off on a 3 hour joy ride...It was fun...but towards the end my shoulder began to ACHE from slamming back against the seat..Ur arms hurt after a whiel of drivign taht thing too from having to kep them tight but move them all teh time to keep straight or to steer around rocks and piles.TIP TO ANYONE WHO EVER GOES OUT IN A DUNE BUGGY:If you are goign to be going over whoop-dee-doo's..do NOT drink soda BEFORE hand....mkay well im goign to lauras in a bit so we can work out in teh weight room at her new "housing facility"..woo woo.Lates

keri's ruins fell at 02:43 p.m.

Saturday, October 19, 2002

yea so...my 2 bros,my sis,gary and daniel are on my back porch smoking some shit out of a crazy water bong..and me being teh only person here who doesnt toke..is sitting in my room bored..yea this is gonna be a lame weekend.....

keri's ruins fell at 04:18 p.m.

Saturday, October 19, 2002

Ok..its like 820 AM but I HAVE to write about my dream..I had one that I lived in Montebello..And it was someones brithday and we went out reeking havic..lol...And then I had this really scary freaky one...and I actually woke up crying...ok heres what happened.....Well It was about Joseph...and its easier for me to copy and paste what I told him..so here ya go,pretend ur joseph reading it.lol.. "Ok..you coulnt see your face teh whole dream,and you werent dressed how you usually dress but I know it was you,and I was calling you Joseph.you were at my house..and somehow or another....you shot yourself in the chest...and you were layign on the bed and i was crying and crying and crying and trying to call 911 and it wouldnt work..and i tried over and over again...and i kept telling you to stay alive and talk to me and i was trying SO hard to call other peopel to call 911 and nothing was working and so i hung up and told you "Joseph PLEASe dont die I still love you!" and I picked teh phone up and finally got ahold of roger to call 911 and I hung up and said "Joseph..Joseph..JOSEPH!" and was like shaking you and you didnt answer or move and u were dead....and i ws bawling..and then i woke up all teh sudden seriously crying"........Yeah and in my dream...BEFORE Jospeh shooting himself,so did my dad...this guy didnt look like my real dad either but in my dream he was..so i ran upstairs,got the gun....and found where the bullets were hidden..loaded it,and i was going to shoot him and take him out of his pain but i couldnt...And then I ran out of the house with the gun to the back yard ((for some reason??)) and thats when I found Joseph and walked with him into the house..Man..Some scary shit...My last words to him -"dont die I still Love You"...and teh whole gun thing--yea last night Roger had his gun out when he was on teh phone with me...and he KNOWS I dont liek it..and he kept saying "You wanna hear it go off Keri?"..so that might be the cause for that..and my dad----Donnie almost made me cry talking baout him last night..And Joseph----Well.....the dream speaks for itself.yeah so that all sucked.Ok Im out.Bye

keri's ruins fell at 08:22 a.m.

Friday, October 18, 2002

Wow..what a night..ok lemme start with what we did to donnie...hahahahahaha... ok Gary and Justin know how I am when he comes over so they coem out side and theyre hanging out ((cos Donny and I always talk on the front porch)) and Gary goes "hey man!You wanna go steal soem chickens?!" and donnie starts laughing and Gary goes "No for real tehres this retard up there and we steal his chickens and he just like replaces them and he has all these alarms and so u have to be tricky and stuff' and he looks at me and im like 'for real...we do it all the time.ill go get my shoes on and well go'........SO..Gary follows me in the house and we tell our parents were gonna go take donny on a long ass walk making him think we had to walk a long ways to get tp this guys house...SO...haha we walk ina big ASS huge circle ((and of course its dark and cold)) and then we're like "hey gary isnt this teh house?" and garys like "thast not his car...o man ..thast not his car..o shit!FUCK!Sanders moved 2 years ago!!!" and Donny was like "aw what man?!Your kidding?maaaaaan" and then hes liek "aww and u led us in a big circle!" and he didnt catch on and wer elike "DONNY--we TRICKED you..theres NO chickens......"..lol so he felt stupid..so then we're walking and we hear all these dogs bark,and justin gary and i look at each other and take off runningliek hell like a dog is after us and donny takes off past all us!and we stop and start lkaughing....cos of course tehre was no dogs behind us :-) lol..HEY!!He's the one who like 10 mins earlier was telling me I needed to play jokes on people again!!Ok well I was actually pretty glad that Donnie came over...Cos he actually helped me a lot...we talked about some of the things that have been bothering me----yea----he noticed i was being different---so i told him about my joseph probs and how I miss having a bestfriend around ((i've seen laura once in 3 weeks)) and he bruaght up things about my dad that he regretted saying--he saw my eyes fill up with tears and changed teh subject ASAP...thankfully..But he told me all this stuff about how I should be enjoying high school co sit wil lbe gone soon and then life will REALLY start...and that i shouldnt be worrying about these kind of things....and he pretty much made a lot of good points about why i shoudl be smiling and laughing and enjoying myself more...but yet i was still sad cos its not like i LIKE to be this way..I TRY to be happy like before...and i was doign a pretty good job at lunch today,i laughed hysterically with kim...lol...He thaught my problem was being down the hill..he thuaght thats what made me sad..i had to explain to himthat NO...Being down the hill is what makes me HAPPY...not sad..lol.I love My Montebello-ians :-D I drempt AGAIN last night that I lived in Montebello--I went to there school and stuff though..cos yea i was there..and after school..we all ran to Chase's grandma's..lol....NOT sure why..maybe some homeade tacos like in TJ?!?!?!Nah.i wish.lol.Well tomorrow Melissa is coming out.I planned on cleanign my room for that BUT...Donnie showed up...and now it is 1030 and im too tired. Im out.....LAter On!

keri's ruins fell at 10:03 p.m.

Thursday, October 17, 2002

Hey.Today was kinda lame.I didnt go to school cos I was "sick"...RIGHT.I am sick..but I coulda made it to school.Anywho...the last 2 nights I have had dreams that I live in Montebello..Tuesday night I dremt I lived there in a apartment and I was getting a bunch of my friends together cos we had to get back to my garage and kill off some bad things..i dont remember exactly what teh bad things were...or who the people were..but I KNOW I was in Montebello..And last night I dremt AGAIN that I lived in a apt. in Montebello...and the "court" was big enough that they held football games there...SO like all my friends came over..I remember Allen,Chase,Kevin,and 3 unknown guys being there.lol.hmm..all the dudes...Anyway..Allen was 18 and teh only one who could buy alcohol,and he baught a lot of Schmernoff Ice and I remember wanting to steal some from him..and then I went out in my garage...we had a bumch of cool bikes,like different style...and all kinds of dirtbike and as i put it "dirt toys" and all my friends were just out there chillen...and the unkown people were talking to me and then I saw Chase and he was like"how come u didnt come say hi at all yesterday?!" and I was like "Im sorry!They had that football game down there and my friend allen stayed the night and I didnt want to be rude!"....lol.Anyway..yea thats that.I finally figured out why I dont like being home...It gives me too much time to sit and think...which often turns into a bad thing for me...So I spent teh day touching up on crappy Julius Caesar quotes and characters and themes for my stupid essay due Monday..The rest of the day was spent......well, it was spent...Mom took Tom for his pre-op today :-/ .....I hope his surgery goes ok...its on the 22cnd...aye..On the good side...Next week is homecoming week...Thursday theres a bondfire..Friday theres the football game...and Saturday Jeanette,Haykey,and Laura are gonen come over.We're going to rent movies,Gary's gonna hook us up with pizza,were gonna buy junk food...all our fav's...and lounge in our PJ's....Ok well mom's FINALLY home..Im going to go "hang out" with her...im cool like that.O...if you go to my next entry...theres a really cools ong By Stone Sour...Theyre awsome...The lead singer is the same singer as Slipknot,Corey Taylor,BUT..he doesnt yell or scream..its really good stuff.Later on.

keri's ruins fell at 06:41 p.m.

Thursday, October 17, 2002

Stone Sour: Bother Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds (Solo: Corey) Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on… I'll never live down my deceit

keri's ruins fell at 06:40 p.m.

Tuesday, October 15, 2002

Its just one of those days.*Dont take it personal...i just wanna be all alone*---ok i didnt MEAN to bust out in a song but hey i saw the oppertunity.O hey---Arguing on the internet is like running in the special olympics.Even if you win,you're still retarded....JUST MESSIN!today was long and slow...3 1/2 hours of straight test taking for PSAT's....and a lot of choking down cough syrup and cough drops.Hayley and I were thinking AFTER school today ((whoa)) and we realized how scary our world is.and its great."The world is a beautiful place,but it has a disease called humans" ...I forgot who said that.Man.Its amazing how quick things can change...for the better,for the worse...for nothing at all.And doesnt it suck when you want something SO BAD for someone ELSE that it almost makes YOU cry??Its crazy how emotions and feelings can get all crazy on you.anywho.I went to Jame's yesterday....he lives REAL close..just hop my back fence..cut the field and walk around the corner.lol.It was a lil weird at first cos we were starting STUPID small talk just to avoid akward silence...it stayed that way most of the time...until the end when we started talkin about music...a topic that i can go on and on and on about.HES NEVER HEARD OF AFI!!Oi---K he has like never heard punk man....well he has but he doesnt know DIDLY squat about it!He likes DANNY and ROGER's music.lol....K im feelign sick....so im out!I MISS YOU MY MONTEBELLO-ians !

keri's ruins fell at 08:54 p.m.

Monday, October 14, 2002

Ok..I just want to say one thing...If I do something,and someone confronts me,Im not gonng aog run and be a lil bitch and hide from what i did...Ill admit to it..Im not afraid of teh consequences of my actions..So anyone,you know who you are, who thinks Im fucken backing down form somethign i "sapossivley did".....FUCK THAT..What makes you think Id be afraid to admit something like that...GET OVER IT..I didnt fucken do it.And some great detective you are accusing me when you havnt even fucken seen what the hell your talkign about and when I had 3 different peopel with me all day who could tell you i didnt write any damn letter...one of them was your own "brother"

keri's ruins fell at 03:04 p.m.

Sunday, October 13, 2002

Hey..wow...Friday was interesting..The carnival was pretty fun.Freakin Allen threw me over his shoudler and tried to hall me off to "jail",but he didnt suceed...However,JACKIE paid some of the wrestling nazis' (lol) to come and throwm me in jail...it was funny.Um then there was a crazy mix up of people looking for other people all over montebello and being left behind and all this craziness... but we all ended up back at britts...Then we were off to the football game..it was Britt,Becky,Erica,Kevin,Chase,Melissa,Jackie Markie,Mundo and I...Montebello won...Im not going to comment on what else went on that night..A lot of crap that could have been avoided....and I think we all know it too...But what happened happened and hopefully no one made enemies for life...and all the heartbroken ones will regain themselves...Im home now.Im gonna miss hanging out with everyone after school this week :( even though Im pretty sure some people arnt going to miss me being there but life goes on and the world grows up.Well thanks all of my Montebello friends!!Im going to miss you!!I already do!!Dont be strangers!!And Erica and Kevin,thanks for the letter...and Chase...Dont let me forget about that monster truck/demolition derby show ok??Britt even though Im not sure wether or not your plotting to kill me right now or what...thanks fo rletting me stay at your house all week...and tell your mom thanks fo rme again too...but i think she hates me now too :( If for some reason she thinks I disrespected her...I didnt mena too...and if i did.....i dunno how...but sorry.Erica than your mom for lettign me stay there whiel I did also.Ok so yeah i got home around 10 today...then my dad picked me up at 1 and we got "pit passes" to the demolition derby football game/monster truck/tough truck contest/mud bogging show...lol..after THAT we went to Lori's for a BBQ...MY DAD BAUGHT ME A 13oz. FRAPPACHINO!!!AYE!yumness!Yea taht was kidna boring...I watched Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back...played the drums a lil...and watched football...but no one else was my age.lol.Hey!Guess what!!Ok---a while ago we started putting my dog harley on teh skateboard and pushing her around....and sicne I've been gone-----My bros screweed a lil cart on to a skateboard fo rHarley to sit in...and they hook the leash onto the front,and pull it behind them while they skate and she just sits there and chills!!Cool huh!SHE LOVES IT!Finally someone to skate with!Lame..Um...Jasonis back from Mexico!!Yay!!BUT---the cops are aparently after him already for drinking under age...aye.."stoops".Ima yell at him.What else...Tom goes in for surgery in about a week :( God I hope it all goes well......Danny-my heart goes out to you and your family :( you know if you need anything I am here for you.School starts Tuesday....not sure how I feel about that..Im in a weird mood...as danny would put , "I just dont give a f***"....Um mum mum...tomorrow since I dont have school and he doesnt have work...Im going to go hang out with James..We might go hang out tonight like bums for a lil bit an djust walk and meet each other half way..were bored losers..Um ill go now i guess......Later on Kiddies

keri's ruins fell at 08:39 p.m.

Friday, October 11, 2002

Hey.Yesterday was interesting...Laura was coming over so I went down stairs to wait for her and was locked out for a hour or a lil more..lol..Laura and I went down to the school and I introduced her to everyone and we hung out as usual...BUT!!WE LEFT BEFORE THE SUN WAS GOING DOWN!!WE LEFT BEFORE JACKIE AND MARKIE!!which is just insane cos that never happens.lol.Haha it was funny,Juan goes "so how's Jesse?" and i said "psha!I havn't even talked to him!" and Juan's like "O he's with his master right now!" and did like a worshiping jester..it was funny.I guess he's turned into a lil bitch latley.hm.We left the shcool around 430 cos we were SAPOSSED to meet Christian at Burger King at 5 BUT..when we got home we were delayed like 2 1/2 hours cos he couldnt find his friend Mike who he wanted to take for me cos he "didnt want to let me down"...right..jk lol.SO yeah we had dinner with them and then a lil walk...It was funny...Britt and I ate Kids Meals and Christian wore a BK Crown,yes we're SO grown up!Laura left before we went to BK :( Its otay,Ill see her Monday,hopefully...Lets see...today I woke up when Britt did...Becky came over this AM to go to school with her...so yeah...After they left I started cleaning the house...I CANT FIND THE VACUM THOUGH!!WEll today Im "sneaking" into the shcool at 1230 when they get out cos thats when the carnival starts..HOPEFULLY,Im praying to GOD!, someone comes and finds me at Becky's locker like they said they would...then at like 240 were gonna go pick kevin up at schurr,then EVERYONS coming ot Britt's to watch movies and pig out...I think its going to be Britt,Erica,Jackie,Mundo,Chase,Kevin,Patrick,Markie,Christian,Tim(?),and I..seems like I am missing someone there...hmmmm....AND THEN were going to the school for the football game..AND then to the bowling alley to "bowl",but really,everyone will prolly play the video games instead...and THEN...I dunno whats going on..knowing us..some peopel will end up back at Britts again.lol.So im hoping it will be a lot of fun today!this is my homecoming since Im not going to ours...Instead,Laura,Jesnette and I are gonna sit at home watching movies in our PJ's eating ice cream or something :) Ok Ive babbled enough......Tiem to email mom :) LATER ON! P.S. IM SAD!!This is prolly the last day Im gonna spend with everyone :( :( :( :( I LOVE YOU ALL!

keri's ruins fell at 10:58 a.m.

Friday, October 11, 2002

Hey.Yesterday was interesting...Laura was coming over so I went down stairs ot wait for her and was locked out for a hour or alil more..lol..Laura and I went down to the school and I introduced her to everyone and we hung out as usual...BUT!!WE LEFT BEFORE THE SUN WAS GOING DOWN!!WE LEFT BEFORE JACKIE AND MARKIE!!which is just insane cos that never happens.lol.Haha it was funny,Juan goes "so how's Jesse?" and i said "psha!I havtn even talked ot him!" and Juan's like "O he's with his master right now!" and did liek a worshiping jester..it was funny.I guess he's turned int o a lil bitch latley.hm.We left teh shcoola round 430 cos we were SAPOSSED to meet Christian at Burger King at 5 BUT..when we got home we were delayed like 2/ hours cos he couldnt find his friend Mike who he wanted to take for me cos he "didnt want to let me down"...right..jk lol.SO yeah we had dinner with them and then a lil lil walk...It was funny...Britt and I ate Kids Meals and Christian wore a BK Crown,yes we're SO grown up!Laura left before we went to BK :( Its otay,Ill see her Monday,hopefully...Lets see...today I woke up when Britt did...Becky came over this AM to go to school with her...so yeah...After they left I started cleaning the house...I CANT FIND THE VACUM THOUGH!!WEll today Im sneakign into teh shcool at 1230 when they get out cos thats when tehc arnival starts..HOPEFULLY,Im praying ot GOD!, someone coems and finds me at Becky's locker like they said they would...then at like 240 were gonna go pick kevin up at schurr,then EVERYONS coming ot Britt's to watch movies and pig out...I think its going to be Britt,Erica,Jackie,Mundo,Chase,Kevin,Patrick,Markie,Christian,Tim(?),and I..seems like I am missing someone there...hmmmm....AND THEN were going to the school for the football game..AND then to the bowlign alleyto "bowl",but really,everyone will prolly play teh video games instead...and THEN...I dunno whats goign on..knowing us..some peopel will end up back at Britts again.lol.So im hopign it will be a lot of fun today!this is my homecomiing sinc eIm not going to ours...Instead,Laura,Jesnette and I are gonna sit at home watching movies in our PJ's eating ice cream or something :) Ok Ive babbled enough......Tiem ot email mom :) LATER ON! P.S. IM SAD!!This is prolly the last day Im gonna spend with everyone :( :( :( :( I LOVE YOU ALL!

keri's ruins fell at 10:58 a.m.

Thursday, October 10, 2002

Ok,im quite bored,so this might be along one.Lets see...Yesterday--I skated to the school,I left to late,and we hung out until 6 something...Its funny now cos the only people there past like 430 are me,britt,kevin,chase and this guy Albert (i think?) .Patrick too sometimes.Kevin's porn name now is "Chadwell" according to him,he doesnt like Kevin the Kow anymore I take it :( ...o well..Im not going to let him live that one down..haha.Chase is super cool cos he's like the only one who talk to me after evryone leaves cos Britt and Kevin are off in their own world.And cos he has a REALLY good singing voice!Kevin's super cool too though cos he gave me $.60 for the bus yesterday...lol.Yeah everyone's super cool for something.Ah Kevin and Britt are so funny together...Hey!Now all 3 of us are pinkies!!Britt dyed the tips of my hair pink last night,britt has pink strips in her hair,and Kevin has pink hair too!Man i've been wanting to do something like this to my hair for the longest time!!I wanted to do the tips black or red but hey pink works just fine for me :) Ew I got stuck in the middle of a three-some yesterday!!Frekain Britt man!!!No,nothing "sexual" happened...honest to Bob.Let's see...what else happened yesterday?O,I talked to Brittany's friend Christian on the phone while she showered,he's super nice...well of course,he likes anti-flag...cmon now!!Anywho,we're going to Burger King ((uh oh!Spending the big G's)) at like 5 today and I guess he can tell Im a lonley loser,lol, cos he said he'd bring his friend Matt(or was it Mike?) for me.Um I called Laura yesterday.She is staying at her grandma's in Duarte about 20-30 minutes away...and her ever so lovley cousin might bring her out here today!!Yay!Im glad cos I havn't freakin seen her,my own bestfriend,in like 2 weeks!So yeah she can meet all my new friends and I can introduce her as MY WHITE FRIEND.O!and a double positive---She might go stay with Ryan and Day day!!Who live like 3 minutes from me!!Thats awsome!Man were all nuts together..if u scroll way down in my pita you might get a idea..lets see...what else..Im having a balst here..Im SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO glad i came!!Everyday has been fun man!And we've actually done something everyday you know?I dont wanna go on Sunday!!!!Crap on Sunday!!I need to like move into a box on the corner somewhere here...Or else strike it rich and buy a jet plane so that I can still come hang out everyday when they get out of school and so that I can keep being britt's photography assistant for bands.lol.SPEKAIGN OF!!!THE THRICE CONCERT IS SOLD OUT!!!!!!THAT SUCKS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD!!!!!!!!!!WHY o WHY o WHY?!Ok well i think this is probobly long enoug...SO...Ill shut up now,if anyone read this far...um....get a life?Just messing. :) OK later on!

keri's ruins fell at 10:37 a.m.

Wednesday, October 9, 2002

Ah!!I just relaized how white I am!!!I was talking to Brittany's new "victom" on the phone and I said DUDE like 4 times in like 5 seconds!!AAAHH!ok ill write more tomorrow to kill time...bye!

keri's ruins fell at 11:56 p.m.

Wednesday, October 9, 2002

Boo!Alrite lets see...where did I leave off??Um yesterday Britt((snowcone)),Becky,Chase,KEvin((the cow)),Jackie,Mundo,Markie,and a few other people,whose names I cant remember, stayed and hung out after school....Yeah!Tim likes Anti Flag so he let me listen to his CD player!!It was nic4e ot hear them again,lol...Britt only has 2 of their songs on her Winamp.((Im listening to them right now,haha)).He said that Justin Sane (lead singer) is goign to leave teh band for a solo career!He's already got a solo cd and crap though!!Hes gonna RUIN Anti Flag!!!NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!Yeah that bummed me out.........Happier stuff--lol..Um Britt and I went to Enuff Sed's band practice in Monterey Park last night and took pictures w/the digital cameras for their website...It was fun!Ive been to band practices before...but see they are actually serious about their music and they're good!lol...It kinda reminded me of Over Exposed band practices XCEPT with cuter 2 cute guys.lol.Anyway,they all seem pretty nice.We were tryign to get cool shots SO at one point I stood on a chair for a higher view,and then before that I put Brittany on my back haha.They came out pretty good.Today---goign ot the school---going to Almost Exactly's band practice,to take pictures---then coming home...Dude its only freakign 8 o' clock right now!See Usually I knock out when or a lil before Britt goes to school....but i couldnt fall back asleep this morning..I think it was because i was trying to figure out my dream....A budweiser diesal truck parked in the street...and me NOT saying the pledge of alegience because of Anti-Flag........lol.K toodles people!

keri's ruins fell at 07:50 a.m.

Tuesday, October 8, 2002

Hey dudes and dudettes!Just here chillin at britts..ok Chase is sapossed ot come look at this pita so HI CHASE!!WELCOME..lol.OK well yesterday i went to go hang out with everyone after school ((After i baught my slurpee of course)) and we ended up not even leaving until like 630!!!!Everyone jammed pretty much by 530 or 545 xcept me,britt,kevin and chase....and then they jammed too..so britt and i decided it was time to go home..lol.Especially since there would be no more talk about the Raiders going on for the night.Haha...Then um yeah Angel from Seraphin and his buddy came by and dropped off some tickets for Britt to sell to their show so if anyone has $8 and wants to go to teh Chain Reaction to see a rockin band..YEA email me ((musicjunkee@hotmail.com)) or Britt...um cant think of her email ((brittsavestheday@hotmail.com)) i think.lol.K so yeah today im going to MHS again to hang out with all the cool people.lol.O and this is cool---Danny recognizes Jackie and Chase from school last year..so yea i have to ask them about that.

keri's ruins fell at 02:22 p.m.

Monday, October 7, 2002

>1. What time is it now and the date:1223 1006 >2. How long do you think it will take you to finish this survey: too long >***About You*** >3.What is your first name: Keri >4.What is your middle name: LeAnn >5.What is your last name: Clark >6.Nicknames: KearBear,Keri-No,Shorty,Keri cherry,Keri-o,Ker,Keri-Keri,Porn ,>7.Screenname(s): socalshorty18214 Xsuperroadrashx >8.When is your birthday: Feb 24 >9.What is your sign (Leo, Gemini, etc.): pisces >10.How old are you: 15 >11.Where were you born: Upland Ca. >12.Hometown: Victorville >13.Hair Color: Blond >14.Hair Style: Whatever I Feel. . . >16.Shoe Size: 8-812 >17.How tall are you: 5'4 >18.Whats your e-mail address: musicjunkee@hotmail or nouse4akeri@streetpunks >19.Whats your home address: 1313 Uranus Blvd >20.Whats your phone number(s): 760-955-6746 >21.Who do you live with: my mom,her fiance' Robb,his 2 sons.. >22.What grade are you in: 10 >23.What school do you go to: Granite hills high. >24.Whats your mascot: cougars >25.Who's your favorite teacher (what subject):Gabrielson--PE >26.Who's your least favorite teacher (what subject):Meyer-bio >27.What time do you wake up in the morning: .10 >28.What do you first think of when you get up:what to wear >29.What is the first thing you do when you wake up (Besides get out of bed):Take a shower >30.What time do you go to bed:whenever im tired >31.How many pillows: 1 >32.Do you sleep with anything: something to cuddle with always.lol >33.Do you have any pets (kind and name): Cat - Attacat >34.Do you have any siblings (name and age): Tom-18 Justin-18 Kevin-16 Melissa-14 >35.Do you type without looking down at the keyboard: Yea >36.Whats on your mouse pad: a blank blue hting i doodle on >37.Are you reading any books right now: No way man >***Your Favorite...*** >38.Favorite Color: black,red >39.Favorite Number: 13,00 >40.Favorite Letter of the Alphabet: Z,X >41.Favorite Foreign Language: Um spanglish? >42.Favorite Word in a different Language:Um...Garganta?i dunno. >43.Favorite Cereal: Fruity Pebels or Lucky Charms >44.Favorite Beverage (Virgin; none alcoholic): Water >45.Favorite Alcholic Beverage:Fuzzy Navel. >47.Favorite Mexican Food: TIJUANA TACOS AND MULLETA! >48.Favorite American Food: Salad? >49.Favorite Italian Food: Lazagna >50.Favorite Chinese Food: Manderin chicken >52.Favorite Ice cream Flavor:Choc Pnut butter >53.Favorite Ice Cream Brand: duno >54.Favorite Type of Candy: Dunno. >57.Favorite Subject in School: PE >59.Favorite University/Academy (College):UCLA..lol i dunno >61.Favorite Kind of Car: F350,BMW,Hummer,67 Chvy Nova...a classic >62.Favorite Computer Company: whjo cares >63.Favorite Webiste: punkmusic.com >64.Favorite Shoe Brand: DVS >65.Favorite Clothes Brand:Dickies >66.Favorite Dollar Bill: It's all About The Benjamins >67.Favorite Time of Day:Um night when im hyper >68.Favorite Bible Verse: i have no idea.. >69.Favorite Book: One Fish Two Fish Red Fish Blue Fish >70.Favorite CD: My punk/ska mix >72.Favorite Hip Hop Krews or Artists: Umm.I dunno...Eminem,Dr.Dre..Tupac.. >73.Favorite Rock Band: Hmm....The Doors,The Beatles,Led Zepplin, >74.Favorite Old Skool: Beastie Boys i guess >75.Favorite Christian Band: Um....I dunno >76.Favorite NFL (Football) Player: Steve Young >77.Favorite NFL Team: Green Bay PAckers >78.Favorite NBA (Men's Basketball) Player: Kobe >79.Favorite NBA Team: The Lakers. . .DER! >80.Favorite WNBA (Women's Basketball) Player:uuh...isnt lisa lesly a player for wnba? >81.Favorite WNBA Team: You're Serious? >82.Favorite NHL (Hockey) Player: Uh uh... >83.Favorite NHL Team: Ducks--yea sure..or kings >84.Favorite MLB (Baseball) Player:Ripkin? >85.Favorite MLB Team: Thats a hard one cos i havnt kept up watching baseball this year >86.Favorite Saying (just one):Feeling stupid?I know I am.-Homer. >87.Favorite State (Alaska, Hawaii, etc.): Cali Baby >88.Favorite sport: Football >89.Favorite Sport to Play: football >90.Favorite Sport to Watch: football >91.Favorite Cologne/Perfume: Curve?i dunno >92.Favorite Toothpaste Brand: Aquafresh >93.Favorite Bottled Water Brand: Fiji >94.Favorite Animal: Jaguars...Tigers.. >95.Favorite Religious Holiday: Christmas >96.Favorite None-Religious Holiday:Uh.Valentines day >97.Favorite Board Game: Life >98.Favorite CartoonS: Powerpuff Girls,Spimpsons,King of the Hill >99.Favorite Cartoon Character: Um..dunno.Apu? >100.Favorite TV Show: Simpsons,Bluetorch,that 70's show >101.Favorite Romantic Movie:Hmm...High Sierra >102.Favorite Comedic Movie:I dunno... >105.Favorite Radio Station: KROQ,X1039,991 >106.Favorite Commercial: Where teh old peopel try to act young! >107.Favorite Type of Sandwich:Turkey and ham wiht all the good stuff liek onion,tomatoe,lettuce,mustard,all of it >108.Favorite Actor: NO idea >109.Favorite Actress: Angolina Jolee >110.Favorite Magazine:Hmm..good ? >111.Favorite Store: Solo Wear >112.Favorite Day: Friday >113.Favorite Song:Umm..theres so man.."I wanna mohawk", "Angel","Pheinix ignition"..it goes ona nd on >114.Favortie Love Song: "All My Life"-KC and jojo >115.What is your favortie break-up song: "Happy Break Up Song"-NoFx >116.Favorite thing to do on the weekend:Hang out with friends,skate,go to shows. >117.Favorite thing to do on the computer:UM...talk to my Montebello friends. >118.Favorite thing to do in your spare time:Skate,hang out,listen to music,go to teh movies... >***Friends*** >119.Best Female Friend:Laura >120.Best Male Friend:Danny,I tell him everything >121.Shyest:Jeanette >122.Loudest: Brittany >123.Quietest: Um.....weirdly,britt when shes around strangers >124.Most Embarrassing:BRITT >125.Least Embarrassing:Laura >126.Tallest:Um..Kellan >127.Shortest: Denise >128.Hottest:Hmmm......good question...um...I dunno >129.Ugliest:None >130.Funniest: Everyone >131.Smartest: Hayley >132.Dumbest:Umm.. >133.Nicest: All of them..pretty much >134.Weirdest: Destiny,aka Dlo >136.Coolest: A lot of them >137.Known the Longest: Courtney >138.Known the Least: Um..FRIEND...Chase and KEvin..?lol >139.Furthest Away (Distance): Emanuel >140.Closest (Distance): Ryan >***Opposite Sex*** >141.Do you have a boy/girlfriend: No way man..thats for teh coollucky people >142.Whats their name:None :( >143.How long have you been going out: be quiet already >144.Have you kissed yet: dumb >145.Do you have a song (what is it): ....... >146.What song(s) best describes your boy/girlfriend:....... >147.Longest relationship: 4 and a half months,lame i know. >148.Have you had your first kiss: duh >149.When was it: summer before 8th grade >150.With who: Canadian James..haha..in canada >151.Do you have a crush: Yea >153.Do you like them a little or a lot: Let Me Think. . . >154.With or without hats on guys/ girls: um either way >155.What style of hair on girls/guys: Doesn't Matter >156.What do you notice first:Smile,body,hands >157.What is your favorite thing about them:Personality >158.What is your least favorite thing:Harriness >159.What do you admire most: Um...honesty >160.What do you admire least: Dis-Honesty >161.What do you look for: PErsonality. . .Gotta Be Funny >162.Do you prefere blondes or brunettes: Um,brunettes >163.Tall or Short: GuYs: Dont care >164.Skinny, chunky, fat, doesn't matter: Don't Matter Much, >165.Ever been in love: Yeah >***Have You...in the Last 24 Hours*** >166.Cried: No >167.Got in an argument: Um,lil one >168.Got in a fist fight: no >169.Brushed your teeth: Haha DUH >170.Showered/Bathed: Yea >172.Missed Someone: Of Course >173.Hated Someone: Yea. . . >174.Loved Someone: Yea >175.Been Hugged: Yea >176.Given a Hug: yea >177.Been Kissed: No >178.Given a kiss: No >179.Flirted: Duh >180.Done Homework: Hahaha-NO >181.Skipped school: not SKIPPED >182.Fallen asleep at school: no shcool. >183.Fallen asleep at church: nooo >184.Driven: no >185.Gone to Church: Not In A While >186.Prayed: no. >187.Read the Bible: Yea >188.Done Push-ups (If so how many):Yes...at once..prolly like 20 oamething cos im weak :) >189.Done Crunches/sit-ups (If so how many):LOTS!! like sets of 50-100 >190.Done anything else that involves excercise/working out: All kinds of stuff,aerobics and weight lifting every other day..softball...skatin.. >191.Gone to the movies: Yea >192.Gone bowling: Der! >193.Roller skated/bladed: Yea >194.Run: Liek everyday >195.Made fun of someone: Hahaha, Am I Human? >196.Said "Thank you": Yes i have manors >197.Said "Your Welcome": I HAVE MANNORS,however u spell it >198.Been courteous: YES >199.Bought something you didn't want: Yea >200.Climbed a tree: Yea > >***What is Better...*** >201.Coke/ Pepsi/ Dr. Pepper/ Mt. Dew: Mountain Dew >202.Apples/ Oranges: Apples >203.Deaf/ Blind: Blind. . . >204.Pool/ Hot Tubs: Hot Tub ;) >205.Night/ Day: Night >206.Cold/ Hot: Cold >207.Black/ White: black >208.Mc.Donald's/ Burger King: McDonalds >209.Calvin/Hobbs: Huh? >212.Tigger/ Eeyore: Eeyore >213.CMT/ MTV: MTV >214.Hugs/ Kisses:um..hugs >215.Chocolates/ Flowers: Flowers >216.Silver/ Gold: Silver >***In the Future*** >217.Do you want to get married: Yea >218.Where at (be specific):I duno..a pretty place,liek teh beach at sunset >219.Where do you want to have your honeymoon: somewhere far away and romantic and tropical >220.Do you want kids (how many): 2 or 3 >221.Would you want twins: Sure hwy not >222.What kind (Identical, simese, etc): Um...not identical or simese >223.Girl names for kid: I Dunno. . . >224.Boy name for Kids: " >225.Where do you want to live:A nice liel neighborhood with trees and grass and SIDEWALKS for kids to skatebaord on >226.Do you want to go to college (what college): Yea. . a good one?lol..Cal state LA >227.What do you want to do for a living: Hmm..marine biologist,physical therapist,cheff..i dunno >228.What time is it now and the date: 150 100802 >229.How long did it take you to do this survey: I have no idea..too long

keri's ruins fell at 12:23 p.m.

Monday, October 7, 2002

Hey!Im in MONTEBELLO!!!Yay!Ive been here since Friday :D ...Im having SO much fun!!It rocks!!K Friday we went to the football game at MHS....Mhs beat South El monte's ass 48-0!Friggen Britt cheering for the other team..lol.I made some new friends though so it was awsome..Saturday Erica and I went over to Jackies and met up with like15 other people for a kickback over there..it was fun..Britt and I were the lil losers who couldnt play hackie sack worth crap.lol.I wont name any names but there was some mean kiddie porn going on in the front yard....AND I was the director..jk .lol.We watched "Nightmare Before Christmas" and "Wild Things" and "romie and Michelle's High School Reunion".....I loaded up on like 4 Starbucks Frappachinos man..YUM!!But then it mixed with some soda ((i was tryign ot pull a all nigher)) and i got a lil sick ..Erica and I staye dthe night...we skated home Sunday and chilled at her house watchign movies and drinking our slurpee's and eating our dorritos..lol.Then I came to Britts casa last night and stayed the night here...and now im just waiting for 130 so i can og buy another slurpee and get moving on to MHS..Dude my dog got drugged up on Vikadin by accident Friday!@trippy!!I bet it was funny!but then again sad cos she was all sick and cost us $238 to fix her..um mum mum ill go now~!bye

keri's ruins fell at 11:32 a.m.

Thursday, October 3, 2002

what a fuckin day..starts out good.ends HORRIBLE....Do you ever do something for yourself,and in the process of doing it,realise you're hurting someone else even more?And as much as you love that person and care for them you HAVE to do what you are doing....And you feel nothing but guilt...

keri's ruins fell at 10:58 p.m.

Thursday, October 3, 2002

*I"M not as dumb as you think i am, i've learned a thing or two. I don't care about nothing at all, but i think the world of you*--AFI Hmm.Today I went shopping....I left with $118 and came back with $69,a pair of jeans,a sweater adn a shirt..lol..i came back with so much $$ cos gram baught me one shirt and practically paid of r the other one too.HEY!Her offer!Then um Donnie came over..wow...he gave me a envelope that he drew pooh bear on and told me to open it,and inside was a letter tellign me he wanted to be more than friends and la la and then the second paper was a poem he wrote for me.It was really sweet and all but I just dont like him like that...It was REALLY sweet though....COURTNEY CALLED ME TONIGHT!Yay!It was weird to hear her voice.it was fun though.Guys :( ....Joseph and I are like caput (ha,tupac backwards)....i just get the feeling itd be too weird if we got back together...and its hadr so Im just trying to get over it...I need to talk to him though....it sucks....but just the way things happened..and how its going right now...it just blows.An dI have to say thank you danny soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much for being there for me...I ReAlLy enjoy your friendship...Anyway,you already know i appreciate you...everyone else....Danny is super awsome!!I dunno what i'd do without him.He talks to me EVERYDAY and helps me with the daily drama and he makes me feel better.....HES ROCKIN....I wuv you Danny!!Thanks to everyone else too who helps me out...And to those who hate me...'I just dont give a fuuuuuuuck' lol.Alrite this is the latest ive staye dup all break......lammmme...i miss talking on the phone at 1 AM...lol..If anyone is up to it tomorrow night lemme know!Ill call ya!O!I got a # today...eh we'll see what happens...Im moving on...it SUCKS,yet feels good....like any of you really care.ok goodnight! *The good thing about music,is that when it hits you it doesn't hurt*-Jimmy Hendrix

keri's ruins fell at 12:56 a.m.

Tuesday, October 1, 2002

Hey there,Yea I am bored.Alli did today was clean some more,watch BET ((lol)),talk to Danny,workout,showerdo my hair and now im to this point.Last night I was home alone again from 8-930ish so I went and sat alone on the roof..lol.It was nice.I got to think about things and look at the stars ((yes britt,i thuaght of you)).So I stayed up there for about a hour.It was REALLY windy and cold,but i was multi-layered and had my gloves and hood on lol.Gary and the boys came home so I went to crawl down and what do i do?Drop the flashlight,which falls apart and lil pieces roll off or around the roof...so Im scrambling to get the pieces with out breaking my neck.lol.Then when i get in the house it smells like weed majorly!!I was thinking 'man they'd be in trouble if someone came home'..sure neough like 5 mins later,Mom shows up..she was pissed!But of course she cant say anything to them cos she doesnt think its her place..so i guess we gotta wait for Robb to get home,yea,like they'll do anything....He cant kick em out,he freakin smokes too.It almost made me cry though cos when she was going to her room,my mom gave me a hug from behind and a kiss on the cheek..i dunno why but it made my eyes tear up.Yea well I dunno what im gonna do tonight,but tomorrow im going to go shoppign and buy some timbs and baby phat and fubu and some rocks...JK.Alrite then bye.

keri's ruins fell at 04:00 p.m.

Monday, September 30, 2002

Hi guys.Day one of Fall break--HELL...I was bored..woke up at 9..cleaned my room,showered,did laundry...watched some tv and came online..became aggitated at how bored i was..showered AGAIN..((no not cos i didnt anythign dirty!!--danny!!))THEN the boys had friends over and they were jamming with the band and prolly getting high...So I called dad and we went out to dinner at **Panda Express** cos Danny and I were talking about it earlier and i was craving it.Moms at the hospital with Pops,he went in for his surgery today..So yeah she doesnt even know i was gone.i coulda partied hard tonight.Yeah..right..Im not as privlaged as my bros.Shoot im even home alone right now and I have no one over here!!LoSeR..Not like any of my friends are around anyway.Im the lonley loser stuck in VV.'do you notcie Im gone?Where do you run to,so far away? I want you to know that,I miss you,I miss you so.I want you to know that I miss you,I miss you so.Im writing again,these letters to you,arnt much i know.But im not sleeping and your not here.the thaught stops my heart.'Yea Im bored...Ok if anyone even reads this.....Im so sorry.You must have no life like me..However.Im leaving now.Bye...............

keri's ruins fell at 08:54 p.m.

Sunday, September 29, 2002

I MISS MY MONTEBELLO FRIENDS!!!I MISS THE CITY OF MONTEBELLO!!!I MISS SKATEBOARDING IN MONTEBELLO!!!I MISS RIDING THE MONTEBELLO BUSES!!!I MISS THE GIGS AND THE LIL BOWLING ALLEY CAFE WHERE THEY GIVE BRITT AND I DICOUNTS COS WERE LOSERS!!!I MISS THE GHETTO GRAVITY SHOPPE WHERE I FALL ON MY ASS!!!I MISS THE UPTOWN O.G. VIDEO GAMES!!!I MISS MEETING NEW PEOPLE!!!I MISS THE CRAZY MEXICANS!!!I MISS MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!I LOVE YOU ALL!!!AND I MISS MY BESTEST FRIEND LAURA TOO :( I LOVE YOU TOO!

keri's ruins fell at 11:22 p.m.

Sunday, September 29, 2002

K FUN WEEKEND!Saturday was fun man.Melissa,Mom, Pops and I went to Venice Beach..Melissa and I of course took our skateboards,one of the cells phones,and took off and skated and watched teh entertainers for a few hours.Theres a lotta skaters there!i only saw ONE other chick skater though,woo woo...LoL.I think it s funny when people are like 'yeah go girl skaters!!' haha.Then we of course went down on the beach and it was one of those 'i wish i had a bf here' things..or 'someday ill come to the beach with my bf'.FOR THE RECORD:I didnt fall at all,and i did FINE dodging all the people,Melissa however,lol, fell on her ass and ran her board nto a couple who continually bitched,haha.We took a sapossivley 'shorter' way home and it was incredibly boring with nothing to look at...and i knocked out in Pearblossom.O!and on the way tehre I was being 'navigater' just so i coudl go through montebello,but they caught me and we took the faster way,which required us driving through Dannys city...EL MONTE..Then--Um..We watched America's Sweethearts...Then went for a hour or so walk in the dark dark cold..lol..and i was wearing all black and we went to a convienent store and i was gonna hold my flash light up to the creepyy guy who calls me babe and say 'GIVE ME THAT CALLING CARD!' ...ha...ha..Anyway..We always meet dudes on that street walking home,lol,and this time 2 black dudes,about our age,and a BIG Mexican gangster lookin guy crossed teh street with us!!ACK!!The ONE black guy that talked was nice though,and they waved goodbye.THEN we watched 'Kiss the Girls'...no,its not porn.Today um we skateboarded a lil,washed the cars...and thats it.Then Britt and her people came and picked me up,and her and I babysitted her 5 lil cousins for a few hours.It was fun.BIG TV...hehe..Invader Zim is a funny cartoon,and Big Ugly Monsters is gay.Like you care..K well those of u who dont know how it is here,Britt took pics and Ill show ya them when she sends them to me k?K.TOODLES!~Im off to watch Blow in a lil bit.

keri's ruins fell at 07:29 p.m.

Friday, September 27, 2002

Lets see...Today the Laker Girls came to my school...lol..we had a pep rally and the theme was NBA and they came and performed 2 lil dances.COOL huh?I got to hold my sign..ooo...and i had '05' painted on a cheek,and a star on the other,and '2005' down my arm...yea :) Then um Melissa and I went to the football game...we lost 14-8..We didnt stick around the whole time though..we left early and walked to the store and got our yummy lil apple pies..and walked back and it ws freezing butt ass cold so i called home and yea we left like 20 mins later.And now were home and bored and melissa is high and gary and justin and her tried ot get me to take a hit and i wont and yea im the only one in my entire family who doesnt so if they ever get tested im gonna be a foster child so i have one offer for peopel to adopt me if that happens,but anyone else who wouldnt mind,yea just let me know.Im like officially bestfriend-less because laura is going to be down the hill far away from me for at least 2 week.possibly like 4 weeks or more.....and my other bestfriend isnt talking to me and i dont really think they care to make up.This two weeks of Fall Break is going to blow.

keri's ruins fell at 10:21 p.m.

Thursday, September 26, 2002

HORRAY!!Keri got asked to homecoming!!By who you ask???...........donny.lol..gee big surprise,NOT.Yea he asked and i told him i wasnt going this year and he said hed pay for me too,so i told him id think about it.Im gonna be in the pep rally tomorrow with like 10 other sophomores...we're really important..we hold up signs that say 'Celtics' and were getting '05' painted on our cheeks.lol.I have nothing to write about so yea bye!

keri's ruins fell at 02:57 p.m.

Wednesday, September 25, 2002

Hi people.Today was another lame day.I didnt go to MECHA..I came home tired and relaxed and did homework and studied and that is about it.Im a loser...I love That 70's show...its great...My grades are going up again,home life is good ((I havnt seen my brothers smoke in about 2 days,that doesnt mean they stopped,but I havnt SEEN it or SMELT it))...Friends are pretty good...Staying home sucks,but I get out to Rancho Cucamunga tomorrow..so tahts good.So everything is good...im just missing one thing :( Hopefully it wont be missing for long. And to a certain person,you know who you are,Im sorry if it seems like your opinion means nothing to me,of course it does because i love you like a bro,but i need to do what makes ME happy...and if it falls through,lemme learn from my mistakes..I always have.I appreciate you looking out for me though...K bye guys

keri's ruins fell at 10:20 p.m.

Tuesday, September 24, 2002

-Bored-.Yea I was sapossed to go to Magic Mountain tonight and tomorrow but no Im not..CRAP ON THAT!O man guys---Monster Inc is the best!!Thats liek the only cartoon movie thats ever made me bust up!'Kit-ty'..aww the lil girls so cute!im gonna have me a lil kid like that someday :) anyway.Im so screwy right now...I feel like everythings like flying around in my head and i cant concentrate on anything and everythign just bouncing around..its insane.I couldnt even tell you what all is flying through my head cos thers so much crap.I cant focus on what I need to get done.Crapola.i think i have ADD!!JK lol.How crazy is this--Im downloading a 'Crazy Train' ((shwiing!by black Sabbath of course)) techno mix!Sweet huh?i have nothing important to write about,like usual.Im getting new reading glasses in 7-10 days.Union Bay...black 'thick frames'..meaning not the gay lil wire frames.K so yea...Hi to Danny and Britt and Erica cos they are the only ones that i know of that still read this.I <3 you all. '

keri's ruins fell at 07:15 p.m.

Monday, September 23, 2002

Hey guys.Today was an alrite day.Went to school,came home..Ryan showedup outta nowhere with his friend James(I think).I was making fun of Ryan cos hes just a freshman tehn Ryan goes 'this fools in 8th grade!'...haha and James is like goign to be 16!!and hes got a pierced lip and hes all older looking,i was laughing lol.Ha,Ryan had singing Xmas socks on.Yea punkers :) lol.Anywho.Then My favoritest cousin Brandy is out from Az so her,her bf Gerad,my bro Tom and I went to go see 'Steeling HArvard' or whetever it is..That was funny!It wa slame and then in teh end it gets really funny!I was laughing hard!lol.Thats the 1st Tom Green movie ive seen wheres hes not so stupid you want to shoot him.Well tomorrow night..Brandy,Gerad,Hayley,and I are gonna go stay in ahotel and go to magic mountain and all that good stuff :) and we might not come back until wednsday night or thursday :) cool huh?yeah im glad.Ok so im off.TOODLES

keri's ruins fell at 09:49 p.m.

Sunday, September 22, 2002

Lame day.LAME LAME LAME.Woke up at 930..chilaxed...Went to Lorie's with dad around 1130-12ish..Dave Hawks ((my God Father whos younger than my real dad,lol)) Came by there on his **New Harley**..so we sat at lories till like 200 talkign to her boring family,lol..so that sucked..Then we went up to Valley of Enchantment,and Crestline.That was funny!We went to dinner at Round Table Pizza and right across teh street tehre was like 20 (no lie!) kids who were either skaters or bmx-ers..and they all coem to th pizza place and chill...so im inside playing my game--and this guy comes up to me and hes like 'hey!what you been up to?' and so i just say 'just playign this game....'and he keep stlakign to me and then he goes 'dude!Adrian busted Chris's ass last night!Youshoulda been there!' and Im like 'o-k.....who's that?' and he's like "omg!" and he looks away all embarassed and he's like 'Im sorry i thaught you were my friend Candice!"...lol..it was funny.Then we drove MORE to Moreno Valley to my cousins house to look at a P.O.S. car and sit around for liek 45 mins and leave again...SO pretty much it was a broign day of driving...but it was nice to see my dad.ok off to watch Monster Inc.lol.goodbye

keri's ruins fell at 09:46 p.m.

Sunday, September 22, 2002

My bros r buttheads...I go out tehre ot use the pphone,they have a whoel box of a dozen doughnuts out there and they are all eating and dont offer me even ONe....Asswholes.Anyway.roger's not going to move!!!!!We talked fo rlike 2 hours on the phone last night and he decided not to go!!So my homie will still be here :)K I just got ditched by Danny..he said 'im getting in the shwoer,ill be back in 30 mins)..Pshha...I took a shower,did my hair AND make up and hes SITLL not back,,its been like..k not THAT long but ya.Joseph called me last night.Its all gravey...a little on the weird side but ill live. i havnt talked to Laura since Friday!!Noooooo!!Im goint to Moreno Valley in liek 30 mins to slap my cousins around or something.JK.I like to surprise my family when I havnt seen them in a while so im goign as punked out as possible :) lol.Last time they saw me I was prolly wearing something nice...like a cute sweater and nice pants..YEA PUNK YEA.Im bored.Im sure u noticed.K im gonna go call my Boo now (Laura).Bye!

keri's ruins fell at 10:52 a.m.

Saturday, September 21, 2002

--'And When it seemd that I'm hopeless,you say the words that can get me back in focus'--Tupac "Dear Mama" WHOA!Ok..Good and Bad stuff.Good first.WE ACTUALLY BEAT BIG BEAR AT THE FOOTBALL GAME!THATS AMAZING!Maybe well actually have something to be proud about this year.Hayley and Destiny and I stayed the night at Heather's Dad's in Hesperia for her bday.We sat on the trampolene and talked and talked,then D-Lo drew on our bodies,lol...had cake and ice-cream...went on the trampolene and talked more..and we ended up sleeping out there huddled in blankets and crap and Hayley and I knocked out first,and I woke up around 3 and D-lo and Heather were gone!So Hayley woke up and I told her and we tried to go back to sleep but we were freezing our asses off so we dragged ourselves into the house and knocked out.So I have been home since about 830 AM...and im wide awake..So that was the good stuff..Bad stuff....Ugh..K well Danny's grandpa unfortunaltley isnt getting any better :( ,now hes been diagnosed with Hepatitus C.....but ill keep praying for him!If he does pass away,hopefully he'll meet Tupac and Marilyn Monroe and Jim Morrison,and of course my grandpa....more BAD BAD news...ROGER-my homie-my bestest guy friend-who i love to death like a brother-MIGHT MOVE TO LANCASTER AND LEAVE ME!! I dont want him to!!I need Roger!!Ill miss him!!What guy friend do I have now to tell ANYTHING to who's actually HERE to help me?!Hes my buddy!BUT--If it will make him happier,than I want him to go and have a good time...but if he doenst come back and visit me or AT LEAST talk to me,I will kick his ass,and roger if ur reading this,thats a promise!"Dont mess with my man--Cos Im gonna be the one to break it ya."-cool song,lil Alex always sings it.MOVING ON TO MOOOOOOOOORE bad news!Yeah,Jospeh and I arnt together anymore...I have to really think about how i feel about that..Hes too busy right now.He got a job and night school...So I understand...He says he just needs time right now to adjust and that it will be back to normal someday...but i dont know.hes not MINE now so hes open to any girl,and i know theres a lot that like him...so i cant get jealeous anymore and i gotta get over it,which im doing pretty damn good with already.He says he has no time even to date other girls BUT hello he sees them all the time at school.We're still 'dating'...but i think he'll move on cos i wont get to see him very often.((shit,'all my life' on radio :( )).........Im not the kind of girl either who wants to just be someones play toy...so I really hope he still has the same feelings.I gues sI will find out next time I see him.Im not gonna fall for anythign though if it doesnt seem like it.I know I already miss him...And I wanted to tell him again how much i love him and everything and i did and throught our whole conversation,i dont think he told me he still loves me....he just told me he still misses me.I do not want to end up emailing him or telling him things about me goign crazy missing him,because i really dunno what hes thinking.Maybe this is just his way of ending it with out hurting me too bad because he didnt like the long distance relationship... --Love of two is one, Here but now they're gone. Came the last night of sadness, And it was clear she couldn't go on. Then the door was open and the wind appeared, The candles blew then disappeared, The curtains flew then he appeared... saying don't be afraid, Come on, baby... and she had no fear, And she ran to him... then they started to fly. They looked backward and said goodbye... she had become like they are. She had taken his hand... she had become like they are. Come on, baby... don't fear the reaper.-- -----"Dont Fear The Reaper" Blue Oyster Cult

keri's ruins fell at 11:47 a.m.

Friday, September 20, 2002

Hi guys.Big football game tonight against big Bear at 7..woo woo were gonna lose!K so anyway.I had a dream last night that this like 20 yr old chick was after Joseph and I had to defend my position as his girlfriend.lol..like her and i were shit talking to each other in a underground parkign lot (like the one at the ball in mexcio!) and she called me a New York ghost,and in my dream i interpeted that as 'whore'.crazy huh?MONTEBELLO PEOPLE---how much is your homecoming?And all the rest of the info?Email me...nouse4akeri@streetpunks.com. BYE

keri's ruins fell at 03:48 p.m.

Thursday, September 19, 2002

Hey there.K lemme start with ROGER--dont you dare do anything EVER to hurt yourself...GO JUMP OUTTA PLANE INSTEAD!!PlEaSe...with a parachut of course. And no hill jumping with out me..and if u ever do,it HAS to be with me,HAS to,ABSOLUTLEY has to be ONLY if Im doing it too.Ok???????I love you to death and Your too good of a friend to loose or to watch get hurt.AND UR NOT MOVING!Aight G??Aight.Guys,I have the BEST friends in the world..No lie..Roger offered to possibly give me the money for homecoming,but of course i said no.but that was sweet.And Danny offered to pay for me to go also and told me if i ever need any money to tell him and he'll 'hooka homie up'.So taht was sweet too.Thanks guys :) PLUS...BRITT is awsome!Ive been thinkin abotu staying somewhere other than hoem for a whiel so mom and pops can get caught up on $$ and she suggested I stay with her for a bit but she has to talk to her mom.I dont think it will be a yes but its teh thuaght that counts and i appreciate it :) SO THANK YOU THREE QUARTERS~and were gonna have fun next weekend!AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SPIFFERIFIC FRIEND ERICA!!!I <3 you!And shout out ((haha,always wanted to say that)) to Courtney in No. Cali cos shes gonna come see me on her way to Mexico someday :) lol.I miss you courtney!And Joseph I <3 you and tell your mommasita and pops and Vanessa hi! ok?!Promise?!ok.Yea so.Britt was goign to come down this weekend and go to the football game with me yesterday,and on Saturday her Steve and I were goign to hang out but shes not coming now :( Sarah picked me up today after dance and we went to Wal MArt so I could meet her boyfriend.Lol.It was funny.K so yah bye!

keri's ruins fell at 07:21 p.m.

Wednesday, September 18, 2002

K I hav eto say a few htings real quick.1)Danny I REALLY hope your grandpa is okay..If we havnt talked yet,then email me as soon as you read this!2)Thanks Britt for trying to get people to cheer me up,no one emailed me but its the thaught that counts.and..Um thats all.O and sorry about all the cussing in the other entry.I still want to kick their asses.K business time.For MECHA we wanna raise money at home football games so if anyone has a good idea of what we can do that doesnt neccisarily involve selling anything,email me -nouse4akeri@streetpunks.com- ..they kind of want something fun and different,you know,kinda like when people pay for someone to get locked in those lil 'jail' things.So thats all for my public crap...now MY personal crap.Yeah I am not goign to homecoming.I am EXTREMLEY bummed but we just dont have the money.When Robb picked me up today he told me my mom mentioned it and told him 'i dunno if were going to be able to do it' and he told me they will find a way but I just told him right then I probobly wanst going..He was shocked and asked me why,but I just shrugged my shoudlers..Im sure he knows though..He asked me 'why not?No one ask you?" and I said 'pssha,no.'and he asked why and said hes sure someone will but i just said 'nah...i dont think so.They havnt even announced it officially yet,its not till the end of October..' and he still thinks someone will ask me,but I dont think so,so I am screwed.It really sucks cos this is liek the thing i look forward to the MOST out of school...Its a night to get all dressed up and go DANCE for hours and have fun with friends and go out to a nice dinner before,and party after...I dont want to be selfish and ask them to spend all that money for me to go out for a day,i dont want to be a asswhole like my brothers. I was undecided about going until Robb told me taht in the car.Im glad he did though cos I know this is the better choice.Man Robb stopped on teh way hoem and baught us sodas and I felt guilty for him even spending those $2 on that...I NEED TO FIND LIL JOBS TO DO FOR PEOPLE.If anyones even read this far and you have ides,or 'jobs' for me....email me.Im wondering if maybe I should go move in with my dad for a while.I wont have a computer,or cable or anything but teh phone really but maybe my mom and robb could get caught up $$ a little.Iy I dunno..Bye

keri's ruins fell at 03:41 p.m.

Tuesday, September 17, 2002

Hello.Wow man.This is a big bummer.At dance practice the girls got all excited cos they want to take a limo down to the beach RIGHT after homecoming and stay the night down there and so at first i was all excited about that until I realised just how rediculous that is cos were all too poor for that..SO then I was just excited over homecoming..ANYTIME its mentioned I get all excited.I cant wait to get all dressed nice and go party and dance with all my friends..But then of course I get home and mom told me we're extremley short on $$...Since Robb isnt working because his hurt shoulder he's not gettign as much money as usual,so we dont even have enough money to cover the bills...were about $200 short,and thats not counting groceries we have to buy.THEN I fucken wanna kick my brothers asses because they are so fucken stupid and they are fucken losers and get high every fucken day and have there STUPID ASS LAME friends come over and toke too and then they all fucken eat all our fucken food and leave us with shit and a fucken mess to clean up in the morning that they fucken made...1)We obviously dont have teh fucken money to pay for their friends to eat all our food cos they fucken have the munchies..2)Justin especially fucken eats too much cos hes a fucken idiot slacker who cant get a fucken job cos hes too lazy so he sits here on his ass all day toking and fucken eating when he reallly doenst need more food!They need to fucken get over fucken smoking pot.FUCK!If they were my REAL brothers I would have fucken chewed their asses a long time ago cos they obviously dont fucken care that THEY are teh reason we have so lil food in our house and why we fucken dont have money to do shit cos fucken justin wont get a job and pay for his own damn insurense and shit..PLUS instead of helping us all out a lil they choose to spend their fucken money on weed.I hope it screws them over some day and they fucken get what they deserve!Im fucken giving up getting lunch money and extra money to do fun stuff so that we have food and shit and theyre fucken selfish lil asswholes!I might not even fucken go to homecoming now!!I know my mom will do whatever it takes to let me go but I dotn really think we have $100 or so for me to go to homecoming,and I couldnt get a date if I tried so I can forget about anyone else buying my ticket...Man I want to go off on the boy sbut I dont want to fucken blow things for us when we all have fun together...Unfortunatley thats usually when they are fucken high.And teh fucken idiots got my sister doing it whenever she comes down,SHES FUCKEN 14!!Great older brothers huh?!And then we're goign to be even fucken shorter on $$ when Tom has his second surgery and has to come live with us for a month or 2--and hes a fucken doobie smoker too so fuck Ill go off on him cos hes blood...AND were gonna have a pretty bad Xmas this year too having 5 kids in the family and NO money...THEN In February I get my license and Im sapossed to get a car but I dont see it really happening as soon as I hoped cos we dont have the money to get a car,so ill prolly get a dinker off my dads lot that will fall apart on me and cost us more money.Fuck im out.

keri's ruins fell at 06:21 p.m.

Monday, September 16, 2002

iy!guys im incredibly bored!the only thing I am doing is listening to Emanuel tell me WAY to much detail about his sexual encounter with a chic this weekend..and i mean deatil..ack..SO PLEASE SAVE ME!IM ME ON XsuperroadrashX !

keri's ruins fell at 05:07 p.m.

Monday, September 16, 2002

::WARNING:: This is goign to be a LoNg one! Alright-my weekend :D Friday My mom,Pops,and I met Joseph,Vanessa and his mom at the pamona Hosp. around 745...then we went back to his casa..Um pretty much we watched a skate video and hung out in the back yard and watched Resident Evil (yay!)..THEN..Saturday mornign we took off for TJ...We stopped at Oceanside I think and ate some good breakfast burrito things ;) When we got to TJ we went to this lil shoppign center where 10yr olds were working!!Crazy...and we loaded up on candy!mmm....Joseph got me addicted to strawberry Pica fresa...MMM.Then we went to 'The Ball' which is a round thatre with a round screen and we watched a movie on the Miya Ruins...oo dark room with joseph ;) jk lol.It was actually pretty bright from the screen.THEN we got THE BEST TACOS IN THE ENTIRE WORLD!! froma lil street restraunt thingy!MAN!!Homemade tortillas---carne asada :)Man Joseph said they were good but i had NO IDEA!!And then i had a mulletta (sp?) and some orchata-DAMN!I miss that already!Then we went to his grandma's for a BBQ to celebrate his aunt and uncle's bdays..that was fun.He is SOOOOO good with lil kids!!He's going to be a REALLY REALLY good dad!!!We were listening to music in teh car and first he was doing his lil gangster rap moves and rappign and he did it REALLY GOOD!lol..Then we were listening to his cousins' techno..um..funny stuff.lol.We left his grandma's a lil after 10 and didnt cross teh boarder until 110 AM!!!We did stop for more tacos though-hehe.It was really sweet--all the lil kids lined up between the cars that were working juggling and stuff for whatever money they could get,Joseph would give them a hand ful of quarters...It was sweet :) Then we stayed in alpine...la la la ..Sunday AM we went to Viahas or somehting liek that and while his mom and dad and sis gambled across teh street we went shopping and watched all the cute lil kids play in teh water thingy majigger :) It was fun.I got hoem around 8 last night.I had a LOOOOOOT of fun!!!Josephs family is SO nice!Ah....I just wish I could spend MORE time with him.Hey Joseph if you are reading this....ITS JUST A PARKING LOT!!...hahahaha!K well my mom thinks ur a good looking boy and said u can come stay the weekend here whenever you want.lol.THATS A FIRST!!When I asked her about Jesse she said NO!lol..Feel lucky!K well I love you Joseph and yea..K guys bye!

keri's ruins fell at 04:20 p.m.

Sunday, September 15, 2002

Hi hi hi hi..Wow..Im pooped right now.Im just gonna say.i had THE BEST BEST BEST BEST weekend!!I will go into more detail tomorrow cos im pooped right now BUT...I spent the whooooooooole weekend with Joseph :) ahh......It was SO much fun!it just sucks that it had to end!!OK but Ill write more tomorrow :) byyyyyye guys! P.S.Joseph I miss you already!!I LOVE CHOCOLATE PUDDING

keri's ruins fell at 08:39 p.m.

Thursday, September 12, 2002

Ey.Im in a SOOPER good mood right now!Better than I have been in a long time..Anywho.Today at school I found out I got a D on my math test yesterday :) BUT I got a B on my essay for lit,SO HA to the certain person who thuaght i'd flunk it too.At dance Hayley and I have been sick of everyone being lazy and eating instead of dancing..SO her and I went off into a diff room and started making up moves to teh dance..Then D-lo and Heather joined us :D K yea tomorrow Im goign to Montebello :D but not till like 530 or 6...And then tomorrow morning Joseph,Vanessa,their mom & dad and I are leaving for Tijuana!Yeah it'll be fun..I wont hardley understand ANYTHING being said but its all gravey :) just nod and smile...Yeah Im taking Dexter with me--remember britt?The alien i foudn in a hole...yeah ;) K so Im going to go!LATERS YALL!!

keri's ruins fell at 08:12 p.m.

Wednesday, September 11, 2002

Hey there.Wow.There was like 13 people here last night!Partay!One of them was Moises!So that was cool cos I hardley EVER see him around school anymore.He's a kool kat.since its 911 at we had a lil gathering on the football field durring 4th period today and released 2000 red,white & blue balloons...it was nice.Man,today at MECHA I got singled out.lol.We were about to do a 'ice-breaking' activity and Claudia goes ' Bla bla!bla bla!((i dont remember his name!)) do you know this girl?And she pointed to me and he said noa nd she goes 'well you will know her by the end of today' and all his lame friends and people were like 'oooh..oo.,u WILL KNOW her..ooh'...I think i was liek bright red...as if its not funny enough that im ONE of the only FOUR white people.lol.But ywa durring the activity I met Louis who is 17 and plays no sports.lol.I just glad I made a Mexican friend :-D haha jk.It was fun though.Then we went and chilled at Jesnette's new pad...then came home.We were goign to go to a candle light vigil at the hospital but had no ride..K so yeah im out..AND DANNY FRIGGEN PLAY UR GAME ALREADY!Toodles yall.:) haha

keri's ruins fell at 08:53 p.m.

Monday, September 9, 2002

wow.today was craCy.K first off..i didnt get off the phone with Joseph last night until 130..and neither of us were really tired,bu ti had to wake up in 4 hours so yea,BUT I never went to sleep!Maybe for like 30 mins and thats all!I was WIDE awake and tossing and turning all night.So finally at like 520 i said screw it and got ready for school.I EVEN DRANK COFFEE TO KEEP ME UP!!And i havnt been tired all day except on the way home.I was going to sleep when i got here but my bros was watching a movie in my room.I sware i dont tweak.Anywho..Danny,it'a proven...your pants hanging off ur ass and ur over siezed shirts aint doing much for you...only 10 yeses, 6 i dunno's, and FIFTEEN NO's!But see a lotta the people said IF the cloths fit you then it willlook good.k i gotta call my homeslice roger.toodles!

keri's ruins fell at 03:05 p.m.

Sunday, September 8, 2002

party over here...wanna come?lol.Jason,Jeramiha,Bruce and MAtt all came over to see my brother cos he got home from the hospital today and he's goign to stay with us...so when they get back from where ever they went we're BBQ-ing some chicken and all that good stuff and the boys are gonna jam out in the garage and hang out tonight.Roger's mad cos i didnt tell him,lol.MY BAD!!I didnt know till a lil while ago..Donny hasnt showe dup to my house yet,o bummer, but watch...he'll show up RIGHT WHEN WE START EATING...but since he was friends with my bro before me,they can hang out.lol.K im outtie!PEACE

keri's ruins fell at 06:57 p.m.

Sunday, September 8, 2002

hi.what are you doing?I am listening to music and laughign at my brother's in the back yard playing baseball with all the rotten fruit and vegetables from our garden..haha and then laughing harder when they start gagging cos it squishes all over them and smells.LMAO..I wish u coudl see it.3 "grown" boys,16,18 and 18...lol.I wanna go play too :( Yeah right,Gary would prolly hold me down while Justin hit me with teh bat and Kevin innocently looked away.JK.i watched bubble boy this morning!that was a funny movie!lol.((o god instead of a bat theyre using a shovel now)).Vern Troyer is in it!And bubble boy is somewhat cute when hes stuck in the bubble!I wanna kick his moms ass!BITCH!'Dont live in regret vato' lol.Donny interupted teh movie by calling me--he wa slike 'is laura tehre?y not?can i come over later?'i was like 'um....just call before u come' and hes like 'ok .later'....oi...least by saying that i can either pretend im not here....he wont get trhoug cos it will eb busy...or something like that.

keri's ruins fell at 01:20 p.m.

Saturday, September 7, 2002

my ANGRY music..grrr I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor I need a minute to elaborate for everyone the Everyday BULLSHIT things that you have done Your impossible ego fuck is like a Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue You fuckin' touch me I will rip you apart I'll reach in and take a bite out of that Shit you call a heart... I don't mind being ogled, ridiculed Made to feel miniscule If you consider the source, it's kinda pitiful The only thing you really know about me is... ...that's all you'll ever know I know why you blame me (yourself) I know why you plague me (yourself) I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell I wanna understand why, but I'm hurting myself I haven't seen a lotta reasons to stop it I can't just drop it I'm just a bastard, but at least I admit it At least I admit it I know why you blame me (yourself) I know why you plague me (yourself) Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you (YEAAAAH!!) Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you (YEAAAAH!!) I can't fuckin' take it anymore A snap of the synapse And now it's fuckin' war Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you (YEAAAAH!!) ---My Plague---Slipknot

keri's ruins fell at 06:48 p.m.

Saturday, September 7, 2002

Ew Ew Ew Ew Ew Ew EW!!!Danny just told me that Sasquachy is like in love with me!Ew,we used to be cool with each other and good friends but he friggen lies so much!He told Danny that I ask him EVERY week to come pick me up and take me down there but to come ALONE so we can ride home ALONE together...HELL FREAKING NO!!NOooooooooo way!!Excuse me,I have to go hurt someone and finish baking my bro's brownies.Goodbye.

keri's ruins fell at 11:19 a.m.

Friday, September 6, 2002

DUDE!!and DUDETTES!Guess who called me outta nowhere!!My old buddy Fermin!!He called and I did NOT recognize his voice and he's like "think class of 02"...and i was guessing MOntebello peopel and hes like "KERI!!I thaught u knew me better!!GHHS!!"....Finally I guessed it.He was lookin through the yearbook and thaught 'gee ill call keri',so he said lol.But yea it was nice to chit chat..hes living in rancho cucamunga working at a smoke shop,rite-aid..and reflections up here.LOSER.jk.So yeah no one cares about Fermin so bye!

keri's ruins fell at 10:35 p.m.

Friday, September 6, 2002

Hi.Well I got home from visiting Tom around 8...He is doing really good.I got to see his incision..cool stuff,i guess.He's not in a whole lot of pain because they have him on morphene,but his body aches.What really sucks,is he pee's in a funky lookin BOTTLE,yeah cos he cant get outta bed yet.He's in the ICU.Man,going there made me want to work with the little kids and babies again.It was so sad cos all the babies there were premies and all the lil kids were hooked up to thousands of lil monitors,and if you know me good you know i LOVE children and babies...and as hard as it is to see kids and babies like that,it woudl feel so great to get to help them become better and to make them laugh everyday and all that.Pediatric Nurse..sounds fun.Anywho,Im goign to make him brownies tomorrow and either send them with my mom,or I am going to go down there again and go skateboard in the area.By myself :( Unless any cool cats want to go hang with me?any offers?hu huh?Its a really super neat hospital and we can go visit the lil kids---anyone?Anywho.I joined MECHA today.Im one of the 4 white people,the other 26 are Mexican.Yeah yeah laugh all you want but this club sounds kick ass!WAY more organized than friggen IMAGE..Laura and I are goign to tell them our priority is prolly goign to be mecha cos they are actually GOING somewhere and DOING things with there club.K well...Joseph i REALLY hope I get to go to TJ still!And Danny good luck with Isabell and TOODLES! P.S. I Love Chocolate Pudding!

keri's ruins fell at 08:24 p.m.

Thursday, September 5, 2002

Tom had his surgery today..i just talked to my mom and I guess Tom is fine,he's in recovery right now and he's knocked out so well know more how he feels tomorrow.I hope hes not in a lot of pain :( I kinda wish I could be there...but I get to see him tomorrow and possibly Sunday anyways.Well,tomorrow I get outta school at 10 for my freeway-behind teh wheel driving (whoop-d-doo)..then i come back to school and have the MECHA meeting.So yeah,toodles!O wait Im gonna have quick shout outs :) hey Laura,Joseph,Brittany,Erica,Danny,Courtney,Matt,Emanuel,Kim,and i think those r the only ones who read this...

keri's ruins fell at 05:29 p.m.

Wednesday, September 4, 2002

SCHOOL SUCKS...Im doign pretty bad in 2 of my classes...a C in geometry all cos ONE test,*my grade droped 26% from it!) ,and now BARLEY a C in my honors class!I HAVE to have at least a B in that class so Im fucked over..It pisses me off..its one thing to get a bad grade for not doign your work..but its really frustrating when you try your absolute hardest and you still fail...Today after school Hayley and I went to math tutoring.I never thaught it would happen but I have a crush on a teacher...Yea..Mr.Johnston.YUM..hey hey hey!Hes ONLY 21 and hes Italian too!lol.He's our tutor dude. I think im gonna go once a week cos i cant afford any more bad grades.After that we went and talked to Devin at the football practice for a while...then we went to One Of Life's Perks and got some Jibba Jabba Freezes...now im home frustrated with my homework,bye!

keri's ruins fell at 05:43 p.m.

Tuesday, September 3, 2002

i got chonies!i got chonies!If you know me Im obsessed with chonies and shoes!:D So when I get new ones im a very happy girl!I need a chonie song!Anyone who writes me one gets....well i dunno yet..lol.But ull be sooper cool and somethign special?lol...NOUSE4AKERI@STREETPUNKS.COM....Britt u know u want to!

keri's ruins fell at 09:23 p.m.

Tuesday, September 3, 2002

Hi.Today has been a emo-coaster--seriously..1st period we did those depressing fat tests..2cnd period my grade dropeed from a 100% to a 74% from ONE TEST...After school I started watching Blade but feel asleep..and when i woke up i wanted to sleep more.lol.Then i got depressed and to get a lil happier I went shopping..It worked...especially since I got chonies..o and some COMFY warm ups!then i saw a old sad homeless man and I almost started crying..then i asked my mom about goign to mexico with joseph and i think i get to go.so yay!k im out bye

keri's ruins fell at 08:21 p.m.

Monday, September 2, 2002

hey you's all.Im bored.Laura and I were typical teenage girls yesterday.we had teh house to ourselves all night ((lol when robb left he goes 'if ur gonna have boys come over,make sure theyre cute!"...too bad joseph and allen dont live here.)) so I was like 'hey laura..lets make a good dinner'..BUT We didnt have a whole lot to make for just 2 chicks so I mdae some rice and laura made tuna and kool-aid.lol.Then Gary came over for a lil bit and after he left we ate..Then we walked to the store and baught our comfort food (ice-cream,yes,ben & jerry came to party!) cos we hadnt had any in a LOOONG time.And we sat and watched Pretty In Pink and ***BlAdE***.Then I made a new braclet!I took the extra meterial off the bottom of my wife beater and folded it around my wrist,safety pined it...and wrote 'i love chocolate pudding' in marker on it :D Ya u all wish u had it!Yesterday walking hoem from the store these 2 guys pulled over and asked laura and I how old we were and the one guy was actually really cute so we were liek 'o laura!for you!' lol and i told them too young and was about to twalk away and teh guy goes 'well for me yeah but not this guy' so we said 15 and they were like 'o man..ok..too young.bye!'Man Josepha nd I talked for a long time last night!a long long time!I was on one phone with Joseph and Laura was on teh other with Allen.lol.I have another new idol!Blade--i forgot how awsome he is!O i talked to my friend Kyle for th efirst tiem in months!!I was like 'o wow' lol.We were catching up a lil and he was like 'so have any of you hooke dup with Jason yet?' and I was like 'No.lol.i dont like him like that anymore" and he goes "oooh.Well when are we gonan hook up?' and I was like "I have a boyfriend :D" ..O!Fro you Montebelloians...Joseph,Brittany,Erica,Melissa,Sean,and Jerry are all on my folder!K im outtie!bye!

keri's ruins fell at 11:21 a.m.

Saturday, August 31, 2002

Hey..KIMMY...Im glad were gettign closer again slowly....and im very proud mom!Tell her we love her!And Matt...i dont even know if u read this but im glad were talkign more again too!K bye

keri's ruins fell at 06:48 p.m.

Saturday, August 31, 2002

Hey guys!Wowza wowza!Last night me,Laura,Ryan,Tino and Nicolette went to go see 'Feardotcom'---THAT SHIT IS SCARY AS HELL!I cried!--twice!!I was hiding behind myself((lol))and grabbing Laura's arm,and I scremed a few times...it was insane!I've never been that scared and intense in a movie before!It was trippy as hell!I wiwhs Joseph was there.lol.Anyway you guys ALL better go see it!And take lots of friends!THE FRIGGEN LIL GIRL SCURES ME!Anywho.the movie wasnt over till about 11:20ish so everyone but Nicolette juat stayed the night at Ryan's.It was hilarious man.Were like lil trouble makers!Laura--Emperor Titty,haha!..ah shit i gotta jam ill write mroe later.

keri's ruins fell at 01:58 p.m.

Friday, August 30, 2002

Hey guys.Wow today i found out my babytime friend fooled around with a 24 year old latley.See,scandelous,and its all cos she was raised in AV...and then in Las Vegas...and now in Northern Cali where theres nothing to do but 24yr old Army guys.Anywho.Man workign out has been makign me feel so good.I LOOOOOOOOOOOVe my PE!We rant he mile yesterday and today..then we did a ass load of crunches and we go in the weight room 2wice a week.I love it.3 day weekend!woooooooo!Im gonan do stuff too.lol.Ill find stuff.Plans right now are: Tongiht LAura and I are gonna go to Ryans and watch movies cos he has a lotta good ones,tomorrow.....maybe stay the night at hayleys,ride the horses...maybe..Sunday Laura and I wanna go to Speedway.....Monday.....dunno yet.I might quit the dance team...i dunno yet.Its just SOOPER lame this year.Im going to probobly join *MECHA* with Jeanette...yeah cos i wanan get there damn mexican grub man!thats the stuff!..and i wanna do bball stats....and when the college's next semester starts i wanna take 'Palotties' there...its like a work out class.We do soem of that crap in Pe and its pretty fun.ah danny pointed im 'Ms.School spirit girl'...in a way sure i guess,BUT IT KEEPS ME BUSY!Donny apologized to me today...He realized I was pissed and apologized over and over and over again..i dunno if i completley forgive him but whatever.K im out!bye!

keri's ruins fell at 04:08 p.m.

Thursday, August 29, 2002

studying blows.

keri's ruins fell at 08:44 p.m.

Thursday, August 29, 2002

Wassabe??K first off..I saw part of teh MTV VMA awards at Alex's just a lil bit ago..and I have to REPRESENT (haha)and say GOOD JOB GWEN FOR WINNING BEST POP (EW) VIDEO!!!Yeah yeah!lol.Did u all hear her mention me in her thank you's?Yeah you might not have you know cos she ran over her time limit so on the 'non-live' version they cut out some of her thanks yous :) Anywho.Robb fell through the roof of a buildign at work and him and mommasita are at the emergency room right now,and they;; prolly be there alllllllllllllll night..SOOOO.sinc ei Just got home from hanging out with Alex,Kayla,Hayley,Heather and D-Lo...I have liek the rest of the night to d whatever the hell I want...SO IM outtie in a few to go skateboard and find somethign to ruin.JK lol.But im outttie soon!Donny's a asshole!!He and Roger came up to me picking on me about being 'mean' and saying no to donny last naight...Then donyn made a really offensive remark to me that pissed me off...So of course i said somethign back to him and left..THEN he had teh nerve to come up to me and act like nothign happened...NO NO NO.K maybe ill go destroy somethign at his house!JK.Im out!

keri's ruins fell at 06:08 p.m.

Wednesday, August 28, 2002

Wassabe.Im bored.Ill pita.AGAIN.Britt went to a FAIS show at teh mall.They had wanted me to go and all but yeah its kind hard when its SO FREAKIGN FAR!lol.She said it was fun though so thast good.Donny just left here.He showed up outta nowhere...STRAIGHT from football practice..NON-showered,in his football pants and shirt and on his skateboard..weirdo.lol.He asked me AGAIN and AGAIN to go on a date with him next thursay but I kept tellign him 'NOOOOOOO..I have Joseph!You could have the HOTTEST guy in school ask me on a date and I wouldnt go' and he was just like 'O cmon Keri!How long have i liked you?Is it cos ur bro?cmon ur bro said it was ok that I liked you...and josephs prolly cheating on you' lol.I was like 'Donny,that was 2 years ago when u first liked me,PLus you like a LOT of girls!PLUS Joseph is not!I dont care what you,or dennis,or danny or anyone says...hes not..((lol)) so Im sorry...final answer..No date....' lol.Anywho.Montebelloian's start school tomorrow.Sucks for them!Im in my 4th week.LMAO!I love teh VMA Jimmy Fallon commercial "I want a dog that barks in brittish...'bow bloody wow'" hahahahaha.K anywho...yea nothign to write about.Laura isnt goign to shcool tomorrow shes not hoem tongiht either...shes with her people.K im out!

keri's ruins fell at 08:10 p.m.

Wednesday, August 28, 2002

Montebello-ians are so cruel!LoL.They cap on me for being white :( lol.They know they love it!!K first i get a emial from Danny that says 'Keri Leann Clark.ha...wheres the trailer sweetie??'..lol.then David and I are talking and he tells me I live in BFE..'Butt Fucked Egypt'..lol..THEN Erica tells me I live in Hickville.Oi vey.Seriously theres not a bunch of red neck hicks here..JUST cos Im white..thers a LOT LOT of mexicans and AA's here too!Moving on.Wanna know a GREAT song??'Angel Baby' by Rosie and the Origionals.Moving on.Today was REALLY great..all the way from 5:35-about 6:05 AM..yeah it was squashed when mom and Pops started arguing...I wont go into to much detail other than they were YELLING YELLING, mom broke the screen door,Mom was balling,I began to cry..Pops shouted 'ok fine you can fix taht when you move out'...which made me cry cos i DO NOT WANT TO FUCKEN move!!For once,I actually like the house im in,my mom's "future husband",Im getting along with Justin and Kevin REALLY good again...I love Pops like a real dad..I call justin and kevin my bro's..and Melissa my sister..If we moved I'd never see thema nd that sucks the most cos i REALLY feel at home here with all them!If we moved I'd feel like im being ripped away from some of my favorite people.I never realised till now how much i like em all!Im SO sick of moving out on our own,then moving in with someone,then goign through drama..moving back out on our own..moving back in with someone and repeating it all over again.Its lonley when were on out own cos its just mom and I and I have no one to hang out with and theres not people around to talk to and bla bla.I REALLY liek it here though!We have a nice house...nice yard..nice stuff..Were in a good location,Really close to the store...close to the mall/movies/bowling/mini golf....PLUS...I have some friends round here..Jason up the street (who wont be back until like February!but still....) Ryan around the corner..Donny like 2 mins away..Its fun having them around..Get broed in the summer at midnight...GO play basketball or skateboard at Jasons...bored in the afternoon and feel like playing ps2 or listenign to good music and 'fighting' (lol)..GO to ryan's..Yeah sure I have friends in AV if we end up living there but I DONT WANNA MOVE.Anyhwo.My stomach muscles are soar from crunches and working out in PE and at home.I liek it though!K bye!

keri's ruins fell at 04:18 p.m.

Monday, August 26, 2002

Hey.What a busy last few days!After the concert we crashed at the Brittsters.Then Thursday morning we went over to Joseph's house.Allen came over,her baught Laura a hula Homer(simpson) and some Sees candy for her bday.It was cute.Josephs dog attacked my hair while i was trying to pick a lemon.lol.Laura and I are making a effort to watch DBZ...hahahaha.Were GOING to understand it sooner or later!The sad part...Were anticipating watchin it tongiht.lol...were looking forward to it.We came back for school Friday.Then Around 10 PM Lauras cousin Marcus,and her dad and some other guy came and picked us up..we went all the way to Duarte,were there for about 20 mins,turned around and went with Marcus and Timmy to San Bernadino and stayed teh night there..Then we went back to Duarte the next morning...I think we went shopping after that..then we celebrated Shellys and Lauras bday Saturday and had cake and ice cream and carne asada and all that bbq stuff...then Lauras dad,Marcus,Krystle and I went out and skateboarded at like midnight.lol.Laura gabbed on the tele with allen forever and a year...Sunday we went shopping again..then we came home..and now im home from school...we walked ot the store and stuff so far.YEAH!woo!lol.joseph called me and he was all shocked i was home.it was funny.Man last night was one of those nights where i oculda ran and ran and ran and never stoped running.....then turned around and run all the way back.It was a bumpy night.but then it got good again around 11ish.Joseph helped me SOOOOOOO much last night and Laura gave me a hug that made liek all the stress......well a LOT of it go away and i knew it'd be otay.THANKS YOU GUYS!I love you both!

keri's ruins fell at 04:15 p.m.

Thursday, August 22, 2002

hey guys.im pooped.laura britt and i went to the concert tongiht.it was awsome.all the bands were good.which can be rare.there was this band called238 who has a awsome singer.i love his voice.then of course there was coheed and cambria...which was awsome cos we all 3 moshed!It was tizight.i missed that.i needed that.then britt and i faught our way closer to the front in the mosh and got like 2cnd row.after them all hell broke loose and we were squished like lil ants.me in front...britt behind me..laura behind her.Then Juliana Theory came out.They did really great.Im to tired to go into detail if u cant tell.We met Rhett and teh drummer and one guitar player from JT outside,plus teh singer of C&C and they all signed our ticket stubs.britt told rhett something about them almost makign her cry and he said something like 'i almost cryed myself cos i was disapointed'..sad huh?its liek ok thast sad and all but u just blurt anything out to ur fans?whos to know what they were disapointed about?the fans?the turnout?their mistakes?the venue people?who knows.now were tired as hell.im gonna go to bed once im down with this and once jospeh and i solve a 'issue'.toodles

keri's ruins fell at 01:26 a.m.

Monday, August 19, 2002

hey.yeah.whats up?im here bored.Britts cleaning,josephs online but im guessing hes away cos hes not answering,danny's in the shower,david's not having a good day and is away,and i dotn wanna talk to anyoen els eonlien lol.Anywho.Our dance for Friday for the dance team (image) is pretty cute but we have a lot of really white moves :-/ yeah taht kinda sucks ass....cos if i wanna go dance like lil white me thats why i go to school dances.lol.JK.Our dance IS cute though.WE have our lil non-white moves too.Its just that come on were up against OBF (one black family) here having a dance off on friday..and we all no their asses will be up in the air and shit and we gotta shake are groove thign to you know?yeah.Wednsday laura andi are going to the juliana theory concer with britt..then thursday were hopefully goign to josephs and comign home that night.Friday is the dance off and i dunno whats goign on over the weekend.**I MIGHT GO TO MHS's HOMECOMING :D** Yay..Im excited.lol.Ive wanted to go to it for a long time.The tickets are about $30-40 cheaper than ours..plus its casual,not formal...britt and i are gonne bring back teh hand-jive.Britts working on finding me a date,ur prolyl wondering why the hell im not goign with joseph but hes going to go with some buds skating.I cant wait to see britts hair in person wednsday.it looks so bitchin on the comp!Some brats threw pencils down my overalls in spanish today.and laura go tbeans thrown in her hair.EW.idiots

keri's ruins fell at 08:20 p.m.

Sunday, August 18, 2002

Ok about my awsome day yesterday!1st I drove to AV and got $$ from Alex and Kayla..2cnd.All the guys in For All It Seems came over.It was so funny.lol..They came in a lil mini van and from the 2cnd seat back that bad boy was loaded with nothing but equipment and then there was 6 people crammed in the rest of the space.lol.They're pretty awesome.On the phone Jeff goes 'I just have to tell you,you live in a really shitty town' and then wwhen tehy get outta teh van Jack goes 'AH!!!!its hot!' and jeff's liek 'maybe if i stand still i wont get hot,ah!even the breeze is hot!' lol and tehn when we were talkign to them at the venue in teh parkign lot jeff was like'yeah Victorville has absolutley crap to do...btu the people are VERY nice'...which is true i guess.Anyway..yeah it was funny to watch them cram back in there.and jeff needed to find a thrift store to buy a new shirt.ha.Whiel they were here they mentioned they needed to go sell a few more tickets so after they took off laura and i grabbed some of teh flyers i had for thema nd hit the mall up with them.I was stickign flyers in pants pockets and shoes and ALLLLLLLLLLLL over Spencers liek by the body oils and the kinky stuff hahaha...I KNOW people go to that section k?k.But anywho John and Jeff snuck up on us there haha...they were promoting themselves too!It was so cool cos tehy saw that we had just wrritne 'tongiht @ reflection!7:00 $5!' on a bunch of normal flyers and tehy were liek 'yeah thats dedication!Street team of teh month!STREET TEAM OF THE YEAR RIGHT HERE!' lol.Then we came home liek 2 or 3 hours later and picked up Ryan and Tino around 630 and headed out to Reflections where we met up with Alex.WE hung out liek hookers on 7th street for a while cos we had time ot kill.lol.We saw these 2 punked otu dudes from the mall show up and we were waiting in line and they started talking to all of us and they were really cool so that was cool.They were really funny.I wish we coulda exchanged email addys or somethign cso id actually finally have a friend to go to punks hows with.Rudy lives in VV but Tyler lives in Ontario. They came and chilled with us inside and everythign too.So it was awsome cos i was like wiht MY people..punkers...Ryan,Tino,Tyler AND Rudy were all punkers. I felt like i belonged.haha.Ha Alex looke dressed for a country show.K FAIS was really good!They got all into it.Peopel are lame though and hardley any of them came up to the stage.After they played the next band was ok but sang really strange.Haha R & T went and were talkign to thses chicks and they looks o funny when u watch em act all weird haha.It was funny.Ew it was sick!We had eatin a lil tin of popcorn and since we were sharing it between 5 of us ryan wanted more and so were eatign plate # 2 and Tino said soemthign to Ryan and Ryan gave teh plate back to Alex and told her to look at it and he was looking at us laughing snad i thaught he had spit in it or soemthign so i spit all my chewed popcorn out into a plant..and Alex like screams 'OMG!THERES ANTS IN THE POPCPRN!'I was like 'wtf?!' and i looked and sure enough lil baby red ants in our food!AFTER WE ATE 2 PLATES! so i was like hell no!and i took it up to teh bar and told em and the chick went and talked to the manager and they go look inthe popcorn maker and yeah they see all teh ants and sure enough turn it off!!! and they didnt say anythign to anyone!we didnt get freedrinks or nothing.Gr.So yeah it was lame after that so i went and told the guys good job and said bye to them all and my mom cam eand picked us up.then it was Justins bday (he go this nipples pierced!) so we had liek cake,and soda,and chips and soda up teh ying yang so Ryan and Tino chilled over here for a while eating our food and playing with my dog (herlery LOVES tino!.Then we watched chucky 2 and they went home around 1 something.man I missed Joseph SOOOOOOO bad at Reflections and when we came home....I got online to see if hed call me while i had company over but he had a bad headache :( loL Ryan ws gonna pretend he was me and answer teh phone and be like 'hey babe!your such a sexy bitch' and all this stuff.So Joseph called me after tehy left and we talekd till 4 AM :) It was fun...For a while there im not sure why but when we'd talk on the phone i was liek bla and im not sure if it was cos i was sick or cos it was late and i was trying not to wake people up or what it was but we've had good convos again latley.Man he tried out for the X-Games one time and got pretty far!he was 3 points away from makign teh final round..GO HIM!I know hell do fine when he goes back to skating.Hell be all kick ass watch.He had a dream about becky the other night.Im jealous.I was in the dream to but i was teh bad guy.go figure.Well im outtie..no one read that i bet.SO i could say fuck you all right nwo :) haha!

keri's ruins fell at 01:17 p.m.

Sunday, August 18, 2002

Hey yo!Today was a good day!I had lots of fun!I miss these kind of days where its like all around chillign with your reallyg ood buds and meeting people and just being nivce and makign friends.lol.....ill tell you tomorrow though or later tonight cos josephs gonna call me :) TOODLES

keri's ruins fell at 01:17 a.m.

Friday, August 16, 2002

shoogana noogana nah nah na sums it all up huh laura? Short lil updates-- -Matts a LIER and a COW -I was sick,im pretty damn close to better and now lauras sick -I REALLY MISS JOSEPH! -WEre goign to a concert w/Britt wednsday...IF we can find a ride home -Laura moved in -I REALLY MISS JOSEPH -Our dance teams kickin ass with our new dance and OBF's GOING DOWN! -Jesse's band got a gig at The Roxy -FAIS is comign out tomorrow btu EVERYONE bailed on me and now i only have sold 4 tickets so that BLOW -I REALLT MISS JOSEPH

keri's ruins fell at 07:56 p.m.

Monday, August 12, 2002

haha Becky and i were talking about EVIL matt....the COW..and look. XSuperRoadRashX: Yeah he reallu pissed me off XSuperRoadRashX: I WANTED TO HURT HIM XSuperRoadRashX: seriusly HURT him XSuperRoadRashX: fuck man we todl destinyy and shes all slowly turning against him waitFORthursday: lol waitFORthursday: yay waitFORthursday: he he he waitFORthursday: :-D XSuperRoadRashX: she was gonna go up to him ON HER OWN WILL and say 'matt u know what i thaught woudl be fun?ive been wanting to go to this lil place called montebello.what ya think?' waitFORthursday: OMg waitFORthursday: lol waitFORthursday: thats so mean! waitFORthursday: u know what! waitFORthursday: better!! XSuperRoadRashX: HE SCREWED HIMSELF! waitFORthursday: tell her to ask him to meet her somewhere,,, waitFORthursday: and she not go! waitFORthursday: lol XSuperRoadRashX: hahahahahaha waitFORthursday: O:-) XSuperRoadRashX: YEAH! XSuperRoadRashX: Ill tell her ;-) waitFORthursday: im serious! waitFORthursday: lol waitFORthursday: like somewhere pretty far waitFORthursday: lol XSuperRoadRashX: i dotn thnik shes THAT mean though waitFORthursday: well not too far waitFORthursday: i hope so! XSuperRoadRashX: thats something IM gonan do IF we EVER talk again......and he asks for a favor or anything waitFORthursday: lol waitFORthursday: so mean.. waitFORthursday: but good waitFORthursday: :-) XSuperRoadRashX: and if he asks me for a favor i willact liek im going through with it and then when he asks fo rit ill say 'o sorry,i had OTHER THINGS TO DO' waitFORthursday: :-P XSuperRoadRashX: its to bad his waist and everythign below is paralyzed...i squeeze his nuts and rip em off and say 'well u dont use these anyway since u dotn have teh balls to tell people the truth!>:o' XSuperRoadRashX: maybe i shoudl twist em anyway and say 'its a good thing you cant feel this!' waitFORthursday: LMAO! waitFORthursday: nice one! waitFORthursday: im laughin so harD1 XSuperRoadRashX: ggrrrrrrrr>:o XSuperRoadRashX: I never woulda guessed he would do that.cos he pulls that stupid 'Im SO nice,I run u over cos i love you,Love me cos ill take u to ur happpiest place' SHIT ACT! XSuperRoadRashX: >:o waitFORthursday: huh? waitFORthursday: k u losgt me XSuperRoadRashX: Lets just say he is EVIL! XSuperRoadRashX: and........ waitFORthursday: mr. hanky! waitFORthursday: lol waitFORthursday: hes mr hanky in my toilet! waitFORthursday: yay

keri's ruins fell at 07:02 p.m.

Monday, August 12, 2002

Ah..Mine and Britts OG song is on lol...'coutn on benny,when u need a drink,count on anthony,for your hook ups,count on jesse,for your hot guy hook ups,count on Sammy,for ur chronic hook ups'

keri's ruins fell at 03:09 p.m.

Sunday, August 11, 2002

hahaha,i have to tell you funny stuff.K First,were in the car going to hit up the Coin Star machine and I tell my mom allen called and shes like 'o yeah he called our line too,he soudned like he was in a different world!' and she was like imitating him it was so funny!AND THEN when we finally get the card and call him....LMAO it was hilarious..K Laura called and his lil sis answered and laura was like 'is allen there' and shes like 'whos allen?i mean whos this?" and Laura had to repeat her name like FIVE times!!and she was getting louder and louder and finally she started laughing cos she was like 'WHO---IS---THIS??" haha and laura kept saying 'LA-URA!" so she was laughing so she threw me the phone and im like 'is allen home?!' and shes like'no' and i was like 'do you know when hell be home?' and shes like 'no.' im like 'is this his sis?" and shes liek 'yeah whos this?' and im like 'Keri' and shes like 'WHO?!" and im like 'KERI!!KERI!!KERI!!' haha and shes like 'WHO?!' and i started laughing lol and laura and i were both laughing and i managed to squeeze out 'tell allen laura and keir called' and shes like 'WHO?!?!?" and i was liek olling on the floor and i was laughing so friggen ahrd and i said'LAURA--' and kept laughin and i couldnt even talk anymore so i just hung up.haha.Then he called like 10 mins later from a friends house and we told him his sis was weird and told him what happened and he just laughed lol.So yeah we havnt even hardley used teh card yet..just to laugh at his ...i mean... call allens hous ebut he wasnt home...and then i used it to call Joseph real quick but hes not home :( MATT was on....GRRRRRR.i was tempted to IM his punk ass but no i didnt..my house sucks,i wanna skate!its to hot!i dont wanna go to school!Good bye!If u wanna talk..call me ;) cos i feel like talking.'Life is a waterfall..were one in teh river and one again after the fall'

keri's ruins fell at 07:39 p.m.

Sunday, August 11, 2002

'i WOULD LIKE To BEAT THE FACE OF ANY MOTHER FUCKER WHOS THINKING THEY CAN CHANGE ME'---SLIPKNOT.Dude today was not a good day...no,it wasnt.Lets see,i had a shitty week,and today ended it shitier.First of all...You all should know..MATTS--A--FUCKEN--COW..moo matt,moo.K we've been planning for a long time now to go down to montebello today..and yes,the cow was taking us all...so of course we all loved matt that much more and were so so greatful to him...THEN..THE COW...told me last night that YES,we were still going down there today...Did that ween pompus asswhole fallow through?NOPE...Pissed us off to no end.K look...he not only got mine,and lauras hopes WAY up..BUT....ALSO....Becky's,Allen's,and Joseph's!!Matt was gonna meet Becky for the first time and she was REALLY REALLY excited and happy.Laura,go her!,actually made plans with Allen to go to uptown Whittier and go to the movies and crap at HIS EXPENS.She was all happy cos of course she likes him.And I was going to go see **Joseph** which i was stoked about cos yeah hello!!!ITS JOSEPH!So yeah Matt screwd us all over!Laura and I had been looking forward to this all week to cos school sucked ass!So yeah hes a weenie and IF i talk to him at school Monday it wont be nice.Ive been listening to SLipknot and Mudvayne and Soulfly all day.My angry music.lol.MOVING ON....Laura and I went to the movies instead.Pops made a deal with me,If i drive him to the store hell give us $10 for the movies.So we went to go see XXX.It was AWSOME!They have all teh good stuff in there!!Dirtbikes,classic cars,FAST cars,REALLY good music!,They quoted 'anarchy burger' from The Vandals,they opened with Ramstein on stage and that dudes crazy mohawk!,they had snowboarding,and explosions,and planes and boats and guns.lol.AND..Vin Deisel grinded down like 2 flights of stairs on a serving tray.haha.There wasnt really anyhting bad about that movie at all.When we got back home tehre was a mesage on the phone from Allen......he sounds al lbummed :( Laura and I keep playing it over and over and over again..'Hello,its Allen.....Call me back....as soon as possible................bye"..POOR ALLEN :( STUPID COW.(matt).MM mom made a ham dinner :) MMMMmmmm.YUMMAY.Anywho laura and i are gonna hit up a coin star in a bit and get some dolla dolla bills yall so that we can get a calling card and can call poor allen back..STUPID MATT.K toodles!

keri's ruins fell at 05:27 p.m.

Saturday, August 10, 2002

Hey sup?NM here ,im watchign that real world movie and its really f*cken gay!My friend Danny wants to chill sometime today but i dunno why but im afraid to.I wouldnt unless Laura was with me but see Danny's 22!!Cmon now....why would a 22 year old wanna go hang out with 15 yr olds?!Too KNOCK THEM UP AND TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THEM!jk lol.He is really cool and nice though,i dont mean to make him out to be a bad person...but ya never know what could happen.And he thinks Kims hot so maybe he thinks if we chill,ill bring her.YEAH RIGHT.FAT chance.Moving on.Tomorrow Laura,Matt and I are gonna go down to Montebello and visit **Becky**. I havnt seen her in God knows how long!!So thatll be awsome!ANd....I get to see **Joseph** :D Cos matts so bad ass that hes gonan drop me off at his house for a few hours ;)I miss him a LOT :( We talk everynight on the phone now so thats really cool!Britt went to Big Bear!!Thast like 45 mins from me...I hope she has fun even though she didnt even want to go!!K my house sucks!I wanna skate but its 100*, I wanan go somewhere but only Kevin and I are home.K toodles!

keri's ruins fell at 02:26 p.m.

Saturday, August 10, 2002

Dexters is so fucken hot,his alien lips really hit the spot.i found him alone in a pit.......i decided, 'i MUST hit that shit'......So i hoped on in and we wrastled around.....next thing i noticed,we were floating off of ground....I had never had sex with a alien,hed never had sex with a human either...next thing i knew,i was screaming....'take me to your leader! ' his sweet,slimy skin caressing mine....i was probed in no time... then came teh day when he was recruited back to mars....luckily i kept the child we called OURS.....I still remember his cute silver face.......and fuck teh love making was great......I wont forget Dexter....Ever.......(lol i dunno how to end it) --Written by Yours Truley.......Keri Clark :D

keri's ruins fell at 01:26 a.m.

Friday, August 9, 2002

Hey,sup?NM here..watching pre-season football..Im gonna go call some people in a bit to try and sell FAIS tickets for the 17th.I REALLY hope we can sell em all cos 50 is a LOT to sell in like a lil over a week.I will try though.K..Bad news :( My ro has to have 2 surgeries now.Im really scared though :( Ok....They are surprised my bros not paralyzed already because his spinal chord is pinched so tight by the curve of his spine..The 1st surgery he has to have is to cut teh part of his chord that controls his legs from the side of his spine so that its released and free to move...and no longer in risk of being pinched off.They need to do this ASAP cos he could become paralyzed any day :( They might either have it next week or right before his 2cnd surgery in Oct. For teh first surgery hell be on his back for about 6 days..4 of them at the hospital..and for teh 2cnd surgery hes on his back for aT LEAST A MONTH...I have no clue where i am going to go while all this is happening.I dont think i can stay here because i haev no way of getting anywhere because my mom will be at the hospital with Tom.I wanna be there with him too but because of shcool I cant stay EVERYDAY.As if teh surgery isnt scary enough...whats scarier is that the first surgery cant GUARANTEE he wont be paralyzed after his 2cnd surgery...it only makes the chance smaller...yeah well....to keep a sense of humore..Below Me...repeat it a few times..Be-low Me.Below Me Below Me.lol.k bye

keri's ruins fell at 06:20 p.m.

Friday, August 9, 2002

Hey all you fuck boobies!dang'ol like MUAHAHAHAHA, man dangol, dangol 'boo.K can ya tell im just a WEE bit excited?!FUCK YEAH!THE END OF SCHOOL WEEK #1!!!'My whole life is miles away!Start up and get to speed!started in a pool of dust!Times of love cant get enough!Tried to fallow it all as planed.Waiting to come back around!Cant find a way out!Privacy always brings me down!' YEAH!!MODEY LEMON KICKS ASS.K.Ah no school for 2 days!!K im gonna make this weekend fun!starting tongiht!shoot im callign laura and were going midnight skateboarding or something after i get off teh phone with joseph at 12!lol.Or well go jump in my pool in our cloths at midnight or do somethign fun!At school today we had a lil 'pep rally' thingy and Donny went on stage and freakin Gonder was freakign him!It was hilarious!Then Randi got up there and he was all crip walking.lol.Michael wanted me to be his partner for he 'mummy rap' thing but i bailed on him lol.'Did u know they make blue berry pepsi?!?!YEAH!Hayley had soem today!normal pepsi is better.Well Britts prolly out skating right now,Lauras prolly swimming...joseph is in Palm Springs..who knows wtf kims doing,Ericas prolly talkign to jackie on the phone,lol,and im here alone:( ALL ALONE :( SO not fair! K screw this pimp house~(the boys and there chicas)...IM GOING SKATING!BYE!

keri's ruins fell at 03:42 p.m.

Thursday, August 8, 2002

hola.como estas.muy bien gracias jy tuy?bien gracias.Sorry lol we did that like 20 times in spanish today.Anywho.Yeah school is getting better.Slowly.Haha someone threw a cookie at laura at lunch and it was so hilarious cos u just see her mad-dogging nobody in particular and i was like 'what?!' and shes like'someone threw a cookie at me'.and shes still mad-dogging and i look down and se the cookie piece and bust up and die laughing.i dunno why it was so funny.lol.Then we suckered Donny into buying us sodas :)Well a tea for me :) Anywho.Erica and Benny broke up already:( Thats liek teh suck ass news of the week :( Im in a better mood today.THANK GOD.I have nothign special to write about.Oh I had to race Evan around teh class room in spanish today while senior witham was telling us random things in spanish to go touch.HA!I won too!my team was the tacos...he was on my team to but o well.THE BURRITOS LOST!u know why?((especially for britt here)) COS BURRITOS SUCK ASS.k i wont bore u.PEACE!

keri's ruins fell at 04:02 p.m.

Tuesday, August 6, 2002

i could go for a lil shot of something right now.i dunno why but i havnt been the happiest of people latley.i know britts gonna get pissed but o well its what i feel.I feel like im missing something.Im home so I have my family...although my mom isnt happy here,my dads going off to utah for a week,and my brother has surgery Oct. 10th and Im REALLY scared about it.I got to see Laura and my other friends again...im back in school...although so far its sucks and i dont know many people at all and im already swamped with homework and a essay due monday...Like Britt said,I have great family...great friends...a guy who really cares about me....i dunno whats missing.....i think a big part of me is left in montebello :( and Im not happy cooped up here in my room all afternoon and night.I dont know what my problem is.I think its cos 1)My moms having a rough time 2)Even though i am with my friends againa i dont REALLY feel like i am with them...its hard to explain..it just kinda feels like i am there but not really bonding with anyone 3)Schools kinda lonley durring the day and 4)the guy im all crazy about is so far away and im afraid im gonna lose him :( .....anyway.i hope whatever teh hell is wrong with me goes away now cos i fucken hate it with a passion.I hate feeling empty or like somethings missing.....I think its Joseph......I was pretty bummed earlier cos i was all excited about homecoming and i asked if hed go to it with me but is not his thing :( but i will live.In good news..i got new shoes.and i finally talked to jo again...but he sucks..hes leaving for the army in december..and hes really dull all the sudden.I realised something today....after i am sad and cry a lot i either A)Wanna go piss someone off really bad or B)wanna crawl in bed and go to sleep...

keri's ruins fell at 09:44 p.m.

Monday, August 5, 2002

Hey.K..school sucks ass.I have NO classes wiht my best friends!Or my friends period!The people i talk to in class and stuff are all aquaintances!Xcept in bio,Jesseica's in there and Steve too.I guess I have teh most friends in math..Kynesha,Sarah,Joe,and Brooke.Woo!4 whoppin people!lol.I dont know ANYONE 4th period.Ill get over it.I tripped goign up the stairs going to 3rd period (no not completley,i stumbled) ...so you know its gonna be a looong yera when u trip on ur first day of school!It was good seeing my friends though.I dont have classes with Laura,Kim,Jeanette,Hayley,Joey,Blake,or any of them :( Thats sad.Moving on...I pretty much got For All It Seems a gig at Skateland!I got ahold of John today and he gave me Jack's phone number..SOO I called Reflections cos they never emailed me back and the owner actually answered!so I gave him all their info and he sounded pretty interested and sadi he'd give them a call right away so lets hop ethat he did and that Jack was home!Dude Joseph writes the sweetest things about me on his pita :D Hes GREAT.I love him mucho mucho much!Haha...kissy kissy arms..anyway.:) Hes a great guy...I can deffinatley say ive never met one like him!He's so sweet!Ive known sweet dudes but not like him,u can tell in teh tone of his voice and teh way he looks at you he is REALLY serious about what hes saying..He's so great!I think i have said that but ill say it again.HES GREAT...and of course----in Montebello :( But Thats ok..2 1/2 more years.lol.Hes vewy special to me :) 2 1/2 years guys!then ill be living in montebello if all goes well!of course when i plan on moving to montebello britt plans on leaving it :( Ill go visit her at pepperdine.lol.Benny and Erica are together!Im SOO happy for her!Its about time they hooked up...O look out its teh future white aunt Keri-O here!!jk lol.Haha on teh way to school i went to ajust the rear view mirror and i saw our lil dolphin air freshner hanging from it and i was like 'Erica!' lol.I had spanish class today..it was fun!!Senior Witham (lmao whiter name) is very cool.LoL...my bros friend Evan is in there and he's like one of the 4 juniors and he comes up to me and goes 'ur toms sister!!Yeah I met you in Whittier..Yeah!I didnt talk to you much though cos I fell asleep in the car' and I was all "yeah i was squished between u and Bruce!' lol and he goes' oh yeah!sorry if i drooled on u or snored!' so that was cool that he talked to me cos it kinda broke the ice and i have someone to talk to in there.The only other person in there i talked to was Zack..thats so sad cos practically everyone else is FREHMEN!Except Lauren and Katie but i havnt talked to them in FOREVER.K heres my classes.......1st-PE (aerobics/weight training) 2cn-Geometry 3rd-Worldlit/comp(h) 4th-Bio 5th-spanish 6th-Drawing/cartooning. K Joseph just signed on with tou saying hi an dput all his away messages on :( this is long enough.......bye

keri's ruins fell at 07:32 p.m.

Sunday, August 4, 2002

My house is boooooooooring my house is booooring.Good news!Matts not gonna graduate early!lol..he can if he wants but hes going to stay teh whole year!So thats awsome!Oh if u cant tell..im back in victorville..and bored already..it sucks...dude it sucked,britt and i woke up early and went to pick my film up at rite aid at like 1015 and they didnt have it!devil damn it i was mad.lol.My dads gonna give me like $100 tomorrow for cloths or whatever,i think i am gonna buy some shoes and chonies and bras!lol.My fettishes :) School starts tomorrow which sucks major major ass.Im not ready to go back yet...O well,another year.Cant wait till homecoming!Ooh and teh football games!Damn I miss all that..our 'mafia' at all the games.Maybe we might actually win this year?!No..prolly not.Well i am glad to go back and see my friends again of course since ive only seen kim in teh past 2 weeks!!woo my lighters awsome.anyway.yeah today sucked ass..laundry..fun stuff.k im outtie!!

keri's ruins fell at 07:07 p.m.

Sunday, August 4, 2002

Hey weirdos.Yeah today was fun.Man I slept so sound!!I coulda slept and slept and slept but I woke up at 1230 to shower and get ready for Erica's sister's babyshower.They had some bad ass food!!All the good stuff!!Chicken,fruit salad,pasta salad,macaronie salad,SUBWAY,chips,salsa..WATER.lol.But surprisingly i drank soda!!Root Bear!Oi vey I've sinned.Jk.Erica was flipping out because there was butterflies everywhere,haha.Then Brittany came and waited for benny at her house and I went with Erica to her house for her to pack her clothes because all of us were going to go to a gig at Skateland.Benny ended up not going but we went anyway.We showed up..and realised it was hardcore/screamo night!and were like O shiT!cos allllll these hardcore grungy dudes were showing up.lol.But we decided to check it out anyway.I had a lot of fun.Britt got to see her 'hot skate rental dude' and she skated the whole time so i think she had fun too which is good.I only got to skate for like 2 hours because my knee started grinding and aching really bad,and of course they start playing the GOOD music when i stop..I wanted to listen to the bands but britt and Erica were skating and i felt stupid in the band area alone...so i like stood way at the back where i could hear teh bands perfectly fine cos i was practicly in teh 'babd area' (however i couldnt see then because of teh giant hot dog in my way) and i could hear teh bands and talk to erica and britt if they stoped by.lol.Then finally i went in the actual band area and watched eos.exosx play.They were bitchin!!Britt and Erica didnt like any of teh bands but i thaught eos.exosx was awsome!I love the way the dude screams!!i dunno whats so special about HIS scream but it was bad ass.Unfortunatley we had to leave before they were done playing:( so yeah we got picke dup at like 1210ish and came home and now were chillen.all about to pass out.lol.My eyes are so friggen heavy.Tomorrow i leave Montebello again :( ....EARLY TOO!!OI.K im outtie!bye!

keri's ruins fell at 02:18 a.m.

Saturday, August 3, 2002

I forgot to tell you guys the funny thing about the bowlign laley tongiht...The dude there thinks were so cool that he literally cut our $8 tab down to $4 and THEN on top of that gave us FREE motzerella sticks!cool huh?hes a funyn dude...now britt...it doesnt mean we have no life...joseph made the point that it just means he did somethign nivce..he hooked us up.lol.hey britt...about that reverend...jk lol.BYE

keri's ruins fell at 04:07 a.m.

Saturday, August 3, 2002

Man Roger had a good quote tongiht...Look..."imma few tear drops from crying, and a few gun shots from dying, so live it up wit me".....think about it...Luv ya Roger.thanks for being a great best friend and for being tehre fo rme AND my sis Laura

keri's ruins fell at 12:51 a.m.

Friday, August 2, 2002

YippiE!I am listenign to Anti-Flag!!IN MONTEBELLO..AT BRITTS..AMEN!Anywho.Today was pretty cool..Britt and I went to Uptown Whittier and we were sapossed ot go to see 'Signs' with Charlie and David but they werent anywhere to be found so we went to the movie with out them..BUt..when it was over they were outside waitign for us and turns out they just came late.lol.We went to Starbucks and just walked around for about a hour and then we all got on teh bus and came home.David likes Union 13 adn HE DOESNT KNOW WHO BACKSIDE IS!!I sware...Backside and Union 13 play together all teh time!!And none of unions fans from this LA area know of Backside!Its insulting!not really.lol..Liek Britt said,I shoudl be GLAD backside isnt very well known..that way its easier to see them live and enjoy their great music!moving on..Then we went to the bowling alley and chowed down and played 'our' game...'Bust a move'..NO its not that dance game.Its the bubble game.lol.And Britt and I busted out and got some agression out by playing 'area 51' lol.And Britt played a game where the gorilla ate pedestrians.haha.Yea now we are just chillin.K im out!bye!

keri's ruins fell at 10:41 p.m.

Friday, August 2, 2002

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keri's ruins fell at 02:12 a.m.

Friday, August 2, 2002

Oi vey...lmao joseph.K anywho!YEAH BRITT UR PITA WAS A LIL OFFENSIVE.lol....but i understand where u were coming from.Thanks for even going with me!!I wuv u!K.Today we went to Josephs...Funs stuff.lol.Britt messed with his computer lol.Joseph----i had fun and i miss you already!Viva Las Vegas!Viva Las Vegas!!Oi vey....lmao.I felt bad cos I could tell Britt wasnt having much fun but i had a flash back to the first time we went there and gee i was capped on 24/7 and i was like....damn..lol...Jk Britt..I wanted to involve her more u know but uh....wasnt sure how..im not into the 3 somes thing u know?lol.Sorry Britt!I hope you still love me!K right after we left Josephs we went to Ericas friendl..her bro calls me 'the white chick' lol.Then we left for churh.That actually was somewhat fun..The place is cool cos its not like a ordinary church..it has a snack bar ((with FREE FOOD!!)) and vending machines and a big ol loft and all kinds of cool stuff.The people are so nice though!!They all shake ur hand or hug you ....Wow I actually learned and understood somehtign from the bible!!That is seriously like teh first time ive READ anything outta the bible for a purpose.Tongiht reminded me why i dont go to church that much though..i dont know why but it reminds me so much of Dave :( Everytime I go it seems to talk about suicide or those who have passed on and hes really the only person i've known and loved that has ever died so he is the one who ALWAYS comes to mind and it just makes me sad...I try to focus on remembering him and 'celebrating' his life rather than get all sad over it...but sometimes i cant.I think I would deffinatley go to this place if i lived here though..cos its not like church really..its like hanging out with friends..the only lame part was the singing...I sware i hate church music...its lame and slow and ...'holy' lol which gets OLD fast!LoL i caught myself saying 'god damnit!' 2wice there.luckily only britt heard.Ok anyways....so yeha today was a good day..im hella tired but its all gravey!!britts been scaring me...shes been huggign me a LOT and she licked me lol...i think it was church...she prayed for god to come in here life when he gave us that option.....I KNOW SHE DID!I CAN TELL!.lol....i didnt...its good for her.i hope she keeps goign!Cos i liek it better when shes happy and hugs,lol.K bye!

keri's ruins fell at 01:27 a.m.

Thursday, August 1, 2002

Laura!!I just read ur pita!!OMG I LOVE YOU!!!U made me liek cry u lil brat!!!You mean teh world to me also Laura..I love you mucho mucho GRANDE much.lol.And even though i am not THERE I will sitl listen to any and all your problems!I love you gurlie!!And I miss you and I sware were gonna be even more inseprable when i get back watch.lol.Devil damnit...u serously made my eyes get all teary and crap!I love oyu chick and you KNOW I am ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS here for you SIS...I miss oyu my partner in crime :( I couldnt ask for a better best friend either....you know everythign ....EVERYTHING....about me and you know how I am and u understand me...just liek I understadn you.I really really hope things get better fo royu!I dont liek u being all 'emo'.....I sowwy babe...think positive thoguh!Always always always think positive and lookf orward to somehtign u know will come...damn i soudns all stupid but i mean it!!Hey....POOPEY!!!K why didnt I just email you??I know why..COS EVERYONE,LAURA IS MY BESTEST FRIEND AND I LOVE HER!!lol...Ok Hi everyon else....Bye everyone!

keri's ruins fell at 01:16 p.m.

Thursday, August 1, 2002

hey yeah whast up?Not much here.Britts getting ready and I am eating **Golden Grahms** ((score!))Britts so funny lol,her and her giant jaw breaker.lol.Aww,2 girls were kidnaped today by soem old perv and they were rescued!!Thats very cool.GO THE PERSON WHO RESCUED THEM.K i dunno what to write about....Im back in Montebello!did I already tell u all that?How sad is this..I come here for 11 days...go home fore two...get sick of home..and come back for another 5 days!Hey,I like it.I hope my mom doesnt feel like i am abandoning her.lol.She knows how much I love it here and how incredibly incredibly bored at home!!And I just drives her nuts saying 'moooom im bored!' anyways.lol.Ok Im outtie!bye!

keri's ruins fell at 01:07 p.m.

Wednesday, July 31, 2002

hi keri, its britt! <3 ya! hehe......LoL thanks britt ((she wrote that when i went to get my tostada))...Im about to try an d eat beans!!EW!!Joseph is gonna watch.lol he will laugh.i wuv him...Ok like 20 misn later i finished the damn tostada...I am rpud..i didnt completley gag EVERY bite...but i couldnt help bu tmake doisgusted looks...i was near disgusted..oi i did it though!Go ME!Ok i have been writting this for like 2 hours...k..ROGER IS NOT MAD AT ME NOW!WOOO HOO!!!!YAYA!!Were back to normal,he callled me a hoe and i called him a niga!its all gravey!K toodles!

keri's ruins fell at 09:21 p.m.

Wednesday, July 31, 2002

Bored ..waiting for my bro to go to montebello...talking to *joseph* and watching my classic movie!lol.i love them!They are the best!!This one (High Seirra) was made in 1941 and it about a gangster robbing a hotel.lol.like u care.Anywhoo...theres like a party in my garage right now..lol....The boys are jamming and their girlfriends and like 4 other friend are out there.I wasnt invited :( o well id rather be in my cool room athan the 105* heat!K im out bye!

keri's ruins fell at 01:54 p.m.

Wednesday, July 31, 2002

OK I feel bad now so i am 'publicly' (yes to my public of what..5 viewers) apologizing to Joseph..I was mad at him earlier for teh same reason he was mad at me lastnight...and when he was mad at me i didnt understand why cos i didnt think i really did anything but i feel like a big stupid loser now cos NOW i understand.and I had no reason to get upset at you joseph ((i know ur reading this,love you!)) so I am very very very sorry....im a stooge.Guys he is such a awsome dude!He's sooooooooooooo sweet!!And he likes to goof around and hes fun which i LOVE!!and then hes sweet again!and he cuddles!lol...yeha im a fool for cuddling...cmon now your reading about a girl who has to sleep with a blanket no matter what cos she has to cuddle.lol.Well anyways.....hes super great...he knows how to make me feel specialand get butterflies in my stomach and i know he really really honestly cares back for me and its great...its a lil depressing though knowing i want him soooooooooooooo bad and it just cant work right now because the distance..go figure...the perfect guy 80 miles away...luckily in february we BOTH get our license..gee i know where my first long distance trip will be...god sometimes i miss him so much my eyes water and i start crying u know....ive never met a guy as great as him...and I feel SO comfortable around him too!!It feels liek were going out when im with him...even when i am not with him!!I think about him like 24/7....i even had to catch myself almost calling him my boyfriend more than once yesterday lol...Ok Yeah so u guys know i love him!Well I cant wait to hopefully go back to Montebello tomorrow!!!Britt we can cause mroe mayhem!and my board can get some more use!Cos I am sick of my hosue already and all i did as far as skateboarding yesterday was up and down my driveway......and busting olies ((whoopdie friggen doo!)) in my room!K enough!bye!P.S...Lauara if ur reading this.....damnit i need to see you!I have not seen you in 13 days!!Psssssha,thats jewish if i do say so!Well U ARE my PMS.lol.Juan!

keri's ruins fell at 03:11 a.m.

Wednesday, July 31, 2002

yea i am bored so i am writting like britt does when she is bored.what are you doing?thats great.i am watching britt and joseph laugh and have fun on their web cams wishing i coudld join in but nooooooooooooo i dont have a web cam damnit.k theres nothing to say.ill go talk to someone.bye!

keri's ruins fell at 02:11 a.m.

Wednesday, July 31, 2002

Wow.Today sucked for a while cos teh desert is borign as hell..But then it got good.Real good!i ran into Brandon Boyd in...o nm that was my dream.JK lol..K..My dad and i went to go see 'goldmember' at like 9 lol and it was friggen hilarious!!AND THE OSBORNES APPEAR IN IT!!Thats so friggen cool!THEN I came hime and got to talk to Joseph..PLUS he took his hsirt off for me on his web cam ;) o baby o baby.lol.enough said ;) ...THEN....O big announcment...hold onto ur knickers.lol..Joseph and I are virtually married...honey moon in vegas in Oct!lol.And it feels so so so so so so good to know someone of the opposite sex likes and feels for you as much as you feel for them! http://thejackal360.pitas.com PLUS i get to go chill at britts AGAIN!For 4 or 5 more days!So thats a sweet score!Ok yeah I feel good!TOODLES! :-D

keri's ruins fell at 12:55 a.m.

Tuesday, July 30, 2002

Well I am bored.Kim had to leave early for some mandatory cheer meeting..damn cheerleaders.lol.OmG...while i was in Montebello someone named Kevin called my answering machine and said all this stuff about wanting me to give them head and that they were high and i need to call them back and it sounded a LOT like donny...but he called me today and said he would never say something that disrespectful to me or anyone,which i believe......so now i wonder if it is roger?Guys can be such pigs and idiots...Thats so disgusting...Oh!I called my mom at work and she believes the truth about last night and shes not mad at all..she just thinks 1 AM was a lil late for them to be here when everyone was asleep.AND!!Last night when i was chasing my dog the cherries on my fav necklace flew off..BUT i found them in the road this morning!And I know other good news... :) So today is looking a lot better than yesterday.Damn that dog,shes so cool,especially cos her mohawk!!,but she gets me in trouble!!1st i went to teh garage to get my cds last ngiht when we were all hanging in my room and the front door was open so i KNEW she ran away so i went through the trouble of digging a hole under my fence,in the dark,at like midnight,to make it look like she dug out....and then i hear her running around my front yard!!Then she friggen jumps right on sean in the nuts and licks ryans ear while he is kissing kim (lmao that was funny though).THEN she chases Seans car waaaaaaaaay down the street so i have to go chase her at 1 AM!causing me to loose my cherries,lol..brat dog.BUT I LOVE HER COS SHE HAS A MOHAWK!K Im outtie!bye

keri's ruins fell at 02:41 p.m.

Tuesday, July 30, 2002

......im sad AND screwed......what a sucky ass feeling....ok i am sad because I told joseph i'd brb and then he got off right when i did get back...and i am really hopign he is not mad at me,cos i had friends over and was talking to joseph and hangign with them at the same time.......and he just came back on!!Amen!!But hes not talking to me!:( nooooooo i hope he isnt mad at me!!I am screwed because my frien dkim is staying the night and i told my mom that her bf ryan and his fiend sean were goign to come over,and she said ok...WELL...when they just left at like 1 my dog hauled ass after their car and i had to go chase her down...and as we were walking back soem car slowed down with a bunch of guys in i tand asked if i new where 'gilbert' lived..and i guess my mom had gone out in the kitchen ans she saw those guys drive away slowly and thuaght we got outta teh car with them so shes pissed....K joseph is finally talkign to me but he was mad at me so that killed the remaining hours i will be awake.....even thoghu he decided to tak his shirt off and show his sexy bod finally.....but britt got to see too.lol.Tongiht sucked ass...my highlight was seeing josephs 6 pack...made me happy for a bit but then i went right back to sad.We seriosuly waited all afternoon on Ryan and Sean....then they finally show up at 11 and Kim and Ryan make out and la la la while Sean and I just sit bored...plu sseeing them make out made me miss joseph even more...and it sucked even more seeing as how i dont know either of them and its my 1st time meeting them....then i get busted by my mom for somethign i didnt do...joseph was mad at me,and even though he said hes not now i still feel sad.......and i am jealous cos other chicks get to se ethe sexy bod that the guy i am all 'wooooooo' about owns...and i am being stupid and its just one of those nights.PLUS i lost my cherries on my necklace chasing harley down

keri's ruins fell at 01:22 a.m.

Monday, July 29, 2002

Ack!My heart hurts!I was dragged away from Montebello yesterday when I didnt have to be!Turns out Britts mom coulda taken me back NEXT SUNDAY!!:( I am sad like fuck:( But I dont hold it against anyone cos britts mom didnt find out until yesterday night:( BUT I am going to try to get back there by Wednsday!lol.PLEASE GOD LEMME GO BACK!lol.Anywho...I pulled a all nighter Saturday and was awake ALLL day Sunday lol..I was sleepy on the car ride home but thats about it...and Kim was gonna coem over at like 11 pm sunday and so i went to sleep at 8 for what was sapossed to be a hour..BUT my alarm didnt wake me up,my bros banging on my door,my mom turning my light on and callign my name didnt wake me up.lol.I woke up at like 145 and freaked...Kim didnt come.lol.Shes goign to come tonight thoguh and were gonna prolly go out.Anywho.yesterday Joseph and his dad came and picked me up from Britts at 8:30 AM and I went over totheir house till 1130 or so when my mom picked me up.It was a fun 3 hours arguing over punk and metal music and eating tequilla candy that made me sick,huh joseph!?U put extra tequilla in teh one u gave me to knock me up and take advantage of me huh?!Jk lol.Should i be like one of those teeny boppers?'omg omg!like joseph totally kissed me!like omg!ah!i totally have to tell kim tongiht!like omg she knows already!Duh.' lol.I got new spitfire wheels on my skatebaord!ScoRe!K yeah thats all.....PRAY I GO BACK TO MONTEBELLO......SHAAAWIING

keri's ruins fell at 03:23 p.m.

Sunday, July 28, 2002

BRITTANY!I READ UR PITA!!!I MISS YOU ALREADY AND I HAVNT EVEN LEFT UR CASA YET!lol...like a hour more...Aww ur like my 2cnd half this summer!!My Mexican sister!lol..Ill miss you mucho much!Look at us screwed up idiots almost cryign just cos I am leaving....we're retards...Well i love you girlie and I cant wait to come back on the 21st!!As for your so called 'hopeless love' Juliet...GIVE ME A BREAK.lol...A senior and a sophmore is VeRy possible.lol...I KNOW. K for everyone else...htis is my last entry from Montebello :( I LOVE YOU ALL.....rock on,and remember the white chick!!Brings ot mine that faggot song 'as we go on...we remeber...all teh times we spent together..' i hate that song...SO... **Here I stand, take my hand and I'll try to understand you right the best way I can, cause after all I am your friend ** ****Millencolin****Friends Till the End**** **

keri's ruins fell at 07:48 a.m.

Sunday, July 28, 2002

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keri's ruins fell at 05:34 a.m.

Sunday, July 28, 2002

Yippeeee!Entry number one!K First,THANKS BRITTANY!I LOVE YOU!ITS AWSOME!Ok on to the biznass..lol.Well its 4:30 AM and in less than 8 hours i have to leave Montebello :( I dont wanna go!I like it here way to much!I have had so much fun the past 11 days!To everyone who hung with me here,THANKS,I had a great time!!Anyone wanna offer me a spot to live with them ya know?here in montebello that is....for free...cmon you can enjoy my company...any takers?lol.MM britt and i are eating COLD pizza---the BEST.Anywho.Today was a fun day!(as usual).Albert and Jonathan showed up while we were in our PJ's so that sucked lol...but they only stayed like 5 mins anyway.Then *Erica* came over and her britt and i were dancing while *Joseph* and his cousins watched lol.We were way hyper or SOMETHING.It was really fun though.I love hanging out with Britt and Erica!they are so much fun!Then we all went to uptown whittier and walked around and got those damn expensive juices...and we went to a gig at 'the basement'.It was a awsome lil place!When we got there they were playing REALLY good music (The Doors and The Rolling Stones).The place is literally this big ol basement under a lil church!Its bad ass cos its all big with a bunch of people then teh lil corner wiht the only lights in the whole place where the bands play.I felt all outta place cos everyone was emo!Im like lil 'lone punker' over there.lol.and erica with her stupid bright yello roxy shirt!(lol erica burn it!)Seraphin did REALLY good!**Britts like in love with Gilbert.lol**Shes flippign because hes a senior...Britt...cheer up emo kid,go cey in teh shower...want some kleenex?Anywho..It makes it so much better when they get into the show and jump around and throw themselves all over the place....much more entertaining....Long Wait TIll Sunday was pretty good to but I sware the guy that Britt thaught was hot,the bass player, is gay..sowwy britt.lol.((oh oh!breaking news,i now call Jesse cheese weiner..lmao!)).LWTS kinda got screwed cos the mics blew on them...but they played a AWSOME instramental set after that that was REALLY pretty!!!!!! We were all a lil emo then,u could feel the vibe,lmao JUST KIDDING.After the gig we all had to piss like race horses and we were way hyper and we liek skipped to 711 and had to take turns 'one by one' in the bathroom so I had to liek dance around for like 10mins waiting on erica and britt to take a whiz!Finally we leave and go wait for our ride back at the church.We made new friends Johnny and 'Juan'....Britt wants to screw u Johnny if ur reading this by some miracle!Then some damn doobie smoker used my lighter to hit his pipe...what a cacca head.hey erica..'yeah!'..K now Britt and I are pullign a all nighter just because were sooper cool like that....its 530 now...and were wide awake drinking our cokes and being internet whores.Especially Britt...shes drooling over Gilbert..oi vey...Today at like 8 Joseph is coming to pick me up and i'm gonna go to his house for the remaining time i have here in montebello,so i am looking forward to that.Hes a kool kool kat!!K ...this is hella long.K,to wrap it up..I DONT WANNA LEAVE MONTEBELLO...i have never done so much skating in 10 days i dont think!It was awsome!I cant forget the 5 Mexican,a White chic,and THE Dude Crew!!thanks to everyone i hung with while i was here!!You guys are all great!and i will see you all soon!!ROCK ON!!

keri's ruins fell at 04:36 a.m.

Sunday, July 28, 2002

testing

keri's ruins fell at 04:10 a.m.